GOOSEBARN's SparkPeople Blog GOOSEBARN's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community night out A visit from my son and we went out for dinner, but I was still able to keep within my calories and did 2 hours in the garden yesterday too, so off to a good start. <BR> Depressed before we went out though as I looked so horrible in everything I tried on... <BR> I have got to do this - and get back to a size 12 so I can wear some decent clothes again. Wed, 9 May 2012 04:31:07 EST good start Off to a good start this morning, did an hour in the garden this morning already! Tue, 8 May 2012 05:06:18 EST new start this time there is no going back,,,I looked in the mirror yesterday morning and it was disgusting. <BR> My clothes don't fit <BR> I can't bend over <BR> My legs wobble <BR> my stomach sags like a lumpy sack <BR> it is horrible <BR> there is no going back this time <BR> Have been there so many times <BR> Tue, 8 May 2012 00:32:22 EST