GNISULA's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=GNISULA GNISULA's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ tame your sweet tooth challenge, day 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5609045 I'll admit it, I have a sweet tooth. More like a full set really. So, as part of my work's biggest loser competition, I figured I could and should get a leg up by taming that damnable sweet tooth of mine. <BR> The week 1 action steps require a bit of writing, so here goes. <BR> According to the "short" assessment (in quotes because I had to Google something called a sugar detox which I'd never heard of) I have "Situational struggles with sugar" which makes sense to me. <BR> Some of the reason... Wed, 29 Jan 2014 10:19:56 EST update: complacency sucks http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5341783 Well, I slid into maintenance mode apparently. I go up, I go down. I sorta track what I eat, but I'm not making an effort to lose anymore. <BR> I don't understand how I fell into complacency so easily. I noticed my motivation disappearing months ago and tried again and again to get it back to no avail. I'm disappointed with myself for not hitting my goal. <BR> <BR> Here's a picture of me brainfarting. <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/6/8/l685014724.jpg"> <BR> <BR> I'm s... Wed, 1 May 2013 09:49:50 EST Food I took to work (pic) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5335070 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/9/3/l937039288.jpg"> <BR> <BR> Dr Pepper Ten, 8 medium strawberries, eggo low fat nutrigrain waffles, 2 bananas, laughing cow cheese, grapes, ham sandwich (pepperidge farm whole grain white sandwich thin, land o lakes honey ham 6 slices, mustard), RF oreos, and 2 apple cinnamon rice cakes. Total around 950 calories <BR> <BR> And I'm going to be really hungry by 2 pm. Le sigh <BR> I've been eating crappy dinners and over my calorie range for wha... Thu, 25 Apr 2013 09:24:02 EST Spring Fatshion: Leslie at xoJane does it again http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5327717 <link>www.xojane.com/clothes/spring-fatshi<BR>on-guide-how-to-look-skinny-when-you-a<BR>re-enormously-fat-secrets-revealed </link> <BR> <BR> This woman is my hero. I truly love her writing. It's funny, it's full of attitude and good fuzzy feelings. I've read all her articles. <BR> <BR> I posted a blog about her fat acceptance articles before, but the one today really made me lol. <BR> And she's totally right. You shouldn't give a damn about how you look. Be happy, and if wearing certain ... Thu, 18 Apr 2013 14:42:53 EST Food taken to work (pic) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5320575 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/3/9/l397153745.jpg"> <BR> <BR> eggo Nutrigrain Lowfat waffles, land o lakes honey turkey with mustard sandwich on pepperidge farm whole grain white bread, apple cinnamon rice cakes, bananas, RF oreos, rold gold pretzel sticks, and 2 cups of strawberry quarters. Total calories around 1065 Fri, 12 Apr 2013 09:31:13 EST what's this "hand foot and mouth disease" mess? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5308776 So Easter was great! Had a wonderful time, met with family, ate, played with the Baby. <BR> Unfortunately, starting Friday night my husband didn't feel so hot. He ran a 102 degree fever most of Saturday, and had gotten it down to 98 Sunday morning (so he went with us to Easter celebration) but was still feeling funky up to Monday evening and even today. <BR> On our way from one family's house to another, I said my hands felt funny. Like, almost asleep. Pins and needles feelings. Then on the ... Tue, 2 Apr 2013 11:14:38 EST almost overweight and articles about fat acceptance http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5304207 Surprised by this morning's weigh in of down 1.3 lbs, I realized I was 5 lbs from being overweight. <BR> 5 lbs. That's so small! I'm a stomach flue away from overweight. no more obese. <BR> Although I'd never really considered myself obese. When I think obese, I think roly poly type, not just a couple of extra chins. <BR> I've been reading articles by Leslie at xojane.com about fat acceptance and body shaming, and her attitude is just amazing. <BR> <BR> "I am fat. No, really, I am, and pleas... Fri, 29 Mar 2013 10:49:42 EST Food I take to work (pics) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5303039 I want to try to keep a visual food log for what I take to work to eat during the week. I work from 7-ish until 4-ish M-F, so I take breakfast and lunch and snacks with me. I'm a bored eater, so there's lots of little things to munch on, so I can pretty much eat all day when I'm bored, but not eat a lot of calories. All of these are tracked in the food tracker too. <BR> <BR> Yesterday, Wednesday the 27th. <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/2/0/l2074678658.jpg"> <BR> <BR> To... Thu, 28 Mar 2013 09:59:51 EST I hate you, Pollen http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5295304 Pollen, ugh. The bane of my springtime existence. it's not the amount of snot, it's the swelling of the sinuses that gets me. I literally cannot breathe through my nose. <BR> But, a quick spritz of the magical nasal spray, and I'm good to go. <BR> My mom and dad were 4-way addicts for years and years when i was growing up, so I'm very cautious to even use nasal spray. I figure once a day for a bit won't be too bad though. I didn't use it the last couple of days at all, and bam. Swollen sinus... Thu, 21 Mar 2013 17:34:47 EST I'm back, Baby! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5293968 Well, I finally got caught up and current with my latest obsession "Homestuck" the webcomic. I cleared out the girl scout cookies, and valentines candy. (by cleared out, I mean ate it all) and got back on track with decent healthy type snacks. Most days. <BR> <em>20</em> <BR> yesterday was my birthday. I am now 29 years old! I was given the best gift, by accident of course, by my husband of 6 years. <BR> He gave me clothes. But he got them in the wrong size. I currently wear 18 pants. he... Wed, 20 Mar 2013 17:06:39 EST Such a dissappointment http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5259928 Well, I knew I wasn't going to meet my weekly goal, but I really need to sit down and think of why. <BR> It was the Valentines Candy. <BR> It was the Thin Mint Cookies. <BR> It was the mindless shoveling of snacks into my mouth after dinner while watching tv or trying to work from home. <BR> <BR> No, those are just actions. What was the purpose of doing all that snacking? I know. It was because I felt helpless at my revamped calorie range I did last week. After spending 6 days in a row of ea... Fri, 22 Feb 2013 11:44:11 EST where have I been and where will I be http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5256296 Not as cool as the title implies, I haven't been online much the past few days. The weekend was full of family fun, and Monday I worked from home with the kiddo beside me on the floor. <BR> So yesterday, as I was working from home, I discovered a webcomic called Homestuck. <BR> <BR> And that is where I'll be until I finish the damn thing. It's very funny, and very addictive. I've heard there are 7000 plus strips of it too, so it might be a few days or a week or so before I will be as active ... Tue, 19 Feb 2013 14:13:30 EST stupid cat http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5251684 So yeah, since we got our 6 year old cat fixed in January, she's been overly aggressive, attacking the dog without any provocation. <BR> Last night, as he laid in his bed, and me in mine, she decided to jump him, attacking. <BR> I thought it'd be a great idea to just grab her. She's small. This is not my first cat rodeo. <BR> <BR> So that damn cat bit me. Hard. Now I get to skip out of work early to go to the Dr to get a round of antibiotics, because my wrist is starting to turn pink and get... Fri, 15 Feb 2013 13:53:59 EST day 6 of eating well http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5246576 After gaining a pound last week, I have managed to hit 6 days in a row now of staying in my calorie range. Take that, extra pound! Ha ha! <BR> <BR> Mon, 11 Feb 2013 14:59:53 EST ha ha I gained a pound http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5242839 Nothing to fear! I looked back at my food choices over the weekend and early week and made some doozies. So! My weekend goal is to stay on track in my range and say NO when my husband suggests we eat out. No No NO! <BR> <em>105</em> Fri, 8 Feb 2013 12:32:46 EST handy tool, formulas, and science! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5241626 I went to <link>www.bmi-calculator.net </link> on a recommendation and the numbers are so interesting! <BR> So, here's my info: <BR> <BR> Height 6 ft <BR> Weight 232 lbs <BR> Age 28 years <BR> Gender female <BR> <BR> BMI 31.46 <BR> BMR 1871 <BR> Waist to Hip Ratio 0.94 <BR> Body Fat Percentage 28 <BR> <BR> While my BMI puts me at obese, my Body fat % is in the acceptable range. Makes sense as I don't look my weight at all. I'm skeptical on the waist to hip ratio, because I didn... Thu, 7 Feb 2013 13:21:53 EST bad food weekend. first date in forever http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5237288 Me and the hubs went to visit his mom in the hospital Saturday. Then to visit a friend who just had a baby. <BR> We ate out breakfast and lunch, then my mom made fajitas. And bought a cake. and girl scout cookies... argh. <BR> Sunday we had our first official date since becoming parents. (baby is 6 months old now. lol) <BR> We saw "Warm Bodies" (GREAT film, btw!) then had lunch at Chilis, where we had an app, pasta, and dessert. <BR> It was so tasty, but I left feeling uncomfortably full. I a... Mon, 4 Feb 2013 14:11:28 EST 30 down, 30 to go - pic http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5231897 I never really thought my face was round at 260. But seeing comparison pictures side by side, I was quite squishy. Hmm. Husband says I look great at any weight. heh heh. <BR> I feel better now though. <BR> 8 lbs to go until my high school weight, 30 until my college weight. Do it, to it. <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/2/5/l254152536.jpg"> Thu, 31 Jan 2013 15:05:37 EST First new pair of pants http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5228019 I bought a pair of size 18 pants today. First time in probably 3 years I fit them perfectly. <BR> Torrid pants are a bit too stretchy in the waistband for me, so I'm going to have to wear a belt if I don't want my cheeks peeking out the back. ha ha ha. <BR> <BR> Also bought a pair of shoes. Because I'm awesome and didn't own a pair of 5" cork platform peeptoe suede sandals. <BR> Gosh, I'm bad. I told my husband about the splurge and he said "that's great!" He's such a champ. Love him! <BR> Mon, 28 Jan 2013 23:25:19 EST The past 23 days http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5221767 Just a quick round-a-bout. <BR> From january 1 through january 23: <BR> <BR> I have been in my calorie range 9 days. <BR> I have been in my fats range 7 days <BR> I have been in my carbohydrate range 16 days <BR> I have been in my protein range 16 days. <BR> I have been in my sodium range 9 days. <BR> <BR> I have been under my protein 7 days. <BR> I have been under my carbs 3 days. <BR> I have been under my fats 1 day. <BR> I have been under my calories 1 day. (stomach bug day) <BR> <BR> O... Thu, 24 Jan 2013 14:18:34 EST burger story (TMI bowels ahead. beware) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5219837 I have IBS. A gift from my father, ha ha ha. It's not usually a big problem. I don't get cramping or sudden onsets of diarhea, but I can go, as my doc says "from rabbit pellets to the runs" in a matter of hours. I've noticed that since I started "Operation: Healthy Lifestyle", by bowel movements have been a lot more comfortable. I only get constipated if I eat to much bread, and runny if I eat too much fat. <BR> So last night we had burger king for the first time in ages. I had a #1 with onio... Wed, 23 Jan 2013 09:49:38 EST the lazy fruit eater http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5218237 I have discovered something about myself and why I tend to not eat a lot of fruit. Now, don't get me wrong, I like the taste of fruit. Oranges are great, pears too. I started by listing the ones I would buy: <BR> grapes, blackberries, blueberries, strawberries, plums, cantaloupe, watermelon, honey dew melon, tomatoes, pears, bananas. <BR> <BR> Then the ones I like the taste but don't buy: <BR> oranges, pomagranates, apples, kiwis. <BR> <BR> Then I did some hard thinking. Apple flavor is go... Tue, 22 Jan 2013 09:00:22 EST weekend sweet tooth rampage http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5217153 Darn it all if that silly tooth goes all out when we travel. <BR> This weekend we drove 3 hours to visit the mother-in-law in the hospital and the trip there I had my breakfast, then a candy bar and some beef jerky at the halfway point. <BR> On the way back I had 2 candy bars and some jerky! Argh! Then oreos after dinner. <BR> Today seems to be continuing with a mr. good bar. Sigh. <BR> I love chocolate, but at the same time I'm starting to hate it. <BR> On the plus side, my mother-in-law is... Mon, 21 Jan 2013 14:08:51 EST sparkpeople body sculpting dvd http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5212054 Oh my God! It hurts so bad! I cannot bend that way! Ha ha It's not really that bad but I did the barre course of 20 minutes and the hamstring stretches really burn. No more tonight, thanks. My legs are now on fire. Thu, 17 Jan 2013 20:18:10 EST kicking butt http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5211705 Today is a fabulous day. I feel great, I look great, hell, I even sound great. HA! <BR> You see, I've had this pair of size 18 jeans for years. I haven't worn them much over the years, they've been too tight. I was popping out them like crazy. Like the worst muffin top belly you'd seen, so I'd only wear them once every few months with a really baggy shirt. They were so tight they made my butt look great, but I could barely bend over in them. <BR> Today I am wearing them and wearing them comfo... Thu, 17 Jan 2013 14:53:04 EST working out http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5200867 Today I'm going to hit the office gym with a co-worker for the first time. I went there once already by myself and it was ok. There's no one there and it's a small space, but it has all the necessary machines. <BR> So we shall see how it is working out with someone. I'm not sure I'm going to like it or not. Niether is she lol <BR> <BR> <em>328</em> <em>316</em> <em>314</em> <em>315</em> <em>322</em> <em>321</em> Thu, 10 Jan 2013 16:51:02 EST stress level rising http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5198715 I'm usually quite good at handling stress, but with the crazy things going on lately it's getting difficult. <BR> My mother-in-law is in the hospital with breathlessness and failing kidneys. She starts dialysis today. <BR> One of our kitties has a breast tumor or cyst and is going into surgery today to have it removed and get her fixed at the same time. <BR> With the spouse spending lots of time out and about volunteering I haven't been to the gym since Friday and I'm getting frustrated abou... Wed, 9 Jan 2013 12:01:33 EST cookbook day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5195846 <em>244</em> <BR> So I just realized that all 3 of my meals today were from the cookbook. First was a Pumpkin pie smoothie. Lunch was orange chicken with brown rice and Corn. And for dinner I made warm 2 Bean tuna salad.That was the first time I've done that, and everything tasted so good. I didn't have the right spices for the smoothie, and used bit too much cloves, but it was still good. <BR> I'm in my range today. I think I'll have dessert too. Mon, 7 Jan 2013 21:27:47 EST biggest loser kick off weigh in http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5195172 So today was the first weigh in of my job's annual biggest loser competition. There are about 12 or so competitor, at $25, and the pot will be split between 2 winners: largest % lost, most lbs lost. <BR> Yesterday I made lunches for the week, so I can stay in my calorie range just by eating what I brought. This week is Orange chicken with brown rice and one other vegetable. Today was corn. <BR> I've also decided that snacks are my downfall. I will no longer be having a snack between breakfast... Mon, 7 Jan 2013 14:16:02 EST So the gym was full... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5188152 I started working out at the gym December 17th. I know it hasn't been long, but I've managed to go 3 times a week for the last 2 weeks (tomorrow will finish up this week) and that makes me really proud. <BR> Yesterday I went to my gym, and it was crazy busy. I'm guessing this is the new year's resolution crowd. The guy at the desk says give it 2 weeks "they drop like flys." <BR> I'm really glad I didn't wait until the new year to get started on my Operation: Healthy Lifestyle. <BR> I've been... Thu, 3 Jan 2013 12:28:46 EST finally, a change http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5178547 December has been rough. It started out great, then with one holiday party, then another, then a visit with friends, a couple of dinners out, family, more family, and still more family yet to come, I've had a very difficult time losing weight. <BR> I've been over my calorie range for most of the month. Most days it's not even what I'd consider "splurging" either. Just a snack or something puts me over 1-200 calories. <BR> I can't drink 8 cups of water. It's just so much. I pee every hour on t... Fri, 28 Dec 2012 09:05:46 EST the first meal plan http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5154686 I did it! I finally made a menu for the week using my SP cookbook. <BR> Monday - breakfast - yogurt with fruity nutty granola (made that last night. Yum!) <BR> - lunch - leftover slimmer sloppy joes from last night. The spouse like them too! <BR> - dinner - Pecan chicken with carrot slaw and asparagus <BR> Tuesday - breakfast - granola and something. I didn't like plain yogurt, so I have to find another flavor <BR> - lunch- leftover pecan chicken ... Mon, 3 Dec 2012 12:08:00 EST this doesn't feel like a diet at all http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5148194 I guess it's a good thing to not feel like I'm dieting. I've just been monitoring what I eat, and trying to stay within a certain range. Unfortunately, the past 7 days I've gone over my range 5 days. The good thing about it, is I've been within my range for fat 5 days (under 1, over 1), carbs 5 days (over 2), and protein 6 days (under 1). I'm also tracking sodium, but I don't know why exactly. I've been over on my sodium all but 7 days in the past 27 days. It's really hard to eat prepackaged... Tue, 27 Nov 2012 10:02:23 EST spark coach blog: how I use my time http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5136185 Here's a typical week day: <BR> up at 5am, shower, grooming, dressing, done at 5:25. Head to kitchen. <BR> Make a 6 oz bottle of formula for the little one. Head upstairs at 5:30. <BR> Wake up, change, feed, and re-dress the baby. Head downstairs at 5:50. <BR> In kitchen, make 5 5oz bottles for baby to take to daycare. Assemble lunches for me and the spouse, feed and water pets. Gather things needed for the day into pile to put into my car. <BR> 6am: load car, baby, spouse, etc and hopefully ... Thu, 15 Nov 2012 10:00:35 EST like mother like son http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5132810 So today was the baby's 4 month appointment, and surprise surprise, he's got the same issues I have. <BR> <BR> Since we started taking him to day care, we've been plagued by assorted colds/runny noses/coughs, but this last one I couldn't seem to shake the sinus infection. I never get just a runny nose, it's ALWAYS an infection. Normally I netty pot the living daylights out of it until I'm all good, but this time it was actually painful; like something had wiggled it's way into the bones of ... Mon, 12 Nov 2012 13:40:30 EST an actual Day 7 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5128253 Shocked! I made it to day 7 of "operation: healthy lifestyle" and have something new to report! <BR> Yesterday was "bagel wednesday" at work. They buy the bagels from panera bread with fabulous cream cheeses to go with it. I looked up the calories for the blueberry bagel that I would normally eat: 330. My Jimmy Dean Pancake griddler has 230. After seeing the difference, I actually thought "I don't really want to eat that." Sincerely! <BR> That has been the biggest change I think. I'm working ... Thu, 8 Nov 2012 09:36:16 EST a bit sore, but in a good mood anyhow http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5126272 I'm feeling a bit sore today. It has to be the resistance band exercises. I know I haven't done a crunch in years, and boy howdy do I need to if 2 days of bands has me hurting. Pathetic. I'll never be able to toss my son in the air unless I build up some strength! And he loves being lifted! <BR> In other news, I finally caved in and went to the Doc yesterday to get some antibiotics for my sinus infection. We've been getting colds left and right since we put the kiddo in daycare, and I usually... Tue, 6 Nov 2012 14:32:27 EST The first Monday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5124584 Saturday I went WAY over the recommended calories. We went to Gringos. It was tasty. I figured, in for a penny, in for a pound, and ordered queso too. I don't regret it. Especially since now I have a sort of exercise plan. Plus, the other 4 days I've been right on track. <BR> <BR> I'm a busy woman. Like, insanely busy during the week. My son is 3 1/2 months old, so every minute I'm not working (full time, plus an hour commute each way) I spend with him. I can really only exercise when he's ... Mon, 5 Nov 2012 09:20:29 EST an argument with myself http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5121601 So here we are again, attempting to get fit and healthy. "This time will be the one", I say. "I will not quit", I say. I don't have much faith in myself on this round. I know how to lose weight. I know how to exercise to gain lean muscle and lose inches. Unfortunately, I just don't know if I can do it. It's a lifestyle change. I know this. I have to change my eating habits. I have to change how I live my daily life. <BR> Changing habits is so hard to do though. I quit smoking a few years ago.... Fri, 2 Nov 2012 14:53:08 EST