FIREFLY_MEDIC's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=FIREFLY%5FMEDIC FIREFLY_MEDIC's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ I lost 20 pounds and I am going to lose 80 pounds more :) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5618134 My Life Blog :) <BR> <BR> <BR> This is my life blog I have been on complete bedrest to partial bedrest since November 2010 so it is 3 years and counting. <BR> So my blog is not filled with adventures but with the hopes, dreams, random thoughts and experience's of the day or just what I am feeling. I am doing this not only to reflect but to keep myself accountable and sharing goals and what not seems to be recommended by the sparks site. <BR> <BR> A little information about me became phy... Fri, 7 Feb 2014 20:11:59 EST Day 137 I am on track http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5607539 My Life Blog :) <BR> <BR> <BR> This is my life blog I have been on complete bedrest to partial bedrest since November 2010 so it is 3 years and counting. <BR> So my blog is not filled with adventures but with the hopes, dreams, random thoughts and experience's of the day or just what I am feeling. I am doing this not only to reflect but to keep myself accountable and sharing goals and what not seems to be recommended by the sparks site. <BR> <BR> A little information about me became phy... Mon, 27 Jan 2014 20:12:03 EST 3 days till weight in.. 30 days away from internet judgement day is comming http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5554765 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 52-81 <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 3 years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. Bedrest Day's... Mon, 2 Dec 2013 05:11:16 EST Down 19 Pounds 19days early. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5529534 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 43-51 <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. Bedrest Day... Fri, 1 Nov 2013 19:58:40 EST 16 lbs down 84 lbs to go... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5520582 <BR> My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 36-42 <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. Bedres... Tue, 22 Oct 2013 18:13:44 EST Happy thanks giving http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5514525 <BR> My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 32-35 <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. Bedres... Tue, 15 Oct 2013 18:47:52 EST 14 lbs lighter and still going :) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5511007 <BR> My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 26-31 <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. Bedres... Fri, 11 Oct 2013 18:44:52 EST :) down 2 more pounds http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5505376 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 22-25 <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. Bedrest Day'... Sat, 5 Oct 2013 17:45:28 EST Hang in there http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5501571 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 21 <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. Bedrest Day's ... Tue, 1 Oct 2013 15:48:51 EST 4 more days down http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5500507 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 17-20 <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. Bedrest Day'... Mon, 30 Sep 2013 16:01:49 EST down 2 lbs http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5497404 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 14/15/16 <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. Bedrest D... Fri, 27 Sep 2013 02:34:37 EST lucky 13 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5494336 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 12/13 <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. Bedrest Day'... Mon, 23 Sep 2013 22:39:36 EST just keep on keeping on http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5492418 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 10/11 <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. Bedrest Da... Sun, 22 Sep 2013 01:29:21 EST Good Start To Another Week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5490750 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 9 Good Start To Another Week <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and ... Fri, 20 Sep 2013 01:43:43 EST Step on the scale day :S http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5488914 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 7 and 8 Step on the scale day :S <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals ... Wed, 18 Sep 2013 04:49:59 EST Day 6 and I wonder what way will the scale tip on day 8 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5487868 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 6 <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. Bedrest Day's ha... Tue, 17 Sep 2013 02:03:54 EST My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 4 and 5 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5486506 <BR> My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 4 and 5 <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. Bed... Sun, 15 Sep 2013 19:27:11 EST Day 3 and still doing ok :) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5484982 September 13 2013 <BR> <BR> My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 3 <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals a... Fri, 13 Sep 2013 22:36:31 EST September 12 2013 Day 2 Let my spark fly :) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5484191 September 12 2013 <BR> <BR> My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 2 Let my spark fly :) <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountabl... Fri, 13 Sep 2013 01:10:03 EST September 11 2013 My heart thoughts and prayers to all that were affected by 9/11 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5483272 September 11 2013 <BR> My heart thoughts and prayers to all that were affected by 9/11 <BR> <BR> September 11 2013 <BR> My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 1 <BR> <BR> Bedrest from November 2010 so it is 2.5years and counting. <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. ... Thu, 12 Sep 2013 01:13:15 EST My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 26 and Bedrest Day 75 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5320328 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 26 and Bedrest Day 75 <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. <BR> <BR> A little about me I have been physicaly disabled since... Fri, 12 Apr 2013 02:12:31 EST My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 21 and Bedrest Day 70 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5313294 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 21 and Bedrest Day 70 <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. <BR> <BR> A little about me I have been physicaly disabled since... Sat, 6 Apr 2013 04:16:43 EST 5 days passed... I did not lose but I did not gain weight this week. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5311664 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 19 and Bedrest Day 68 <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. <BR> <BR> A little about me I have been physicaly disabled since... Thu, 4 Apr 2013 16:27:25 EST My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 14 and Bedrest Day 63 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5305931 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 14 and Bedrest Day 63 <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. <BR> <BR> A little about me I have been physicaly disabled since... Sun, 31 Mar 2013 02:39:41 EST My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 13 and Bedrest Day 62 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5304963 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 13 and Bedrest Day 62 <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. <BR> <BR> A little about me I have been physicaly disabled since... Sat, 30 Mar 2013 03:20:14 EST My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 12 and Bedrest Day 61 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5303389 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 12 and Bedrest Day 61 <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. <BR> <BR> A little about me I have been physicaly disabled since... Thu, 28 Mar 2013 15:15:10 EST My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 11 and Bedrest Day 60 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5302482 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 11 and Bedrest Day 60 <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. <BR> <BR> A little about me I have been physicaly disabled since... Wed, 27 Mar 2013 20:52:25 EST My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 10 and Bedrest Day 59 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5301532 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 10 and Bedrest Day 59 <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. <BR> <BR> A little about me I have been physicaly disabled since... Wed, 27 Mar 2013 03:19:27 EST My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 9 and Bedrest Day 58 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5300287 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 9 and Bedrest Day 58 <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. <BR> <BR> A little about me I have been physicaly disabled since ... Tue, 26 Mar 2013 02:52:39 EST My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 8 and Bedrest Day 57 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5298188 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 8 and Bedrest Day 57 <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. <BR> <BR> A little about me I have been physicaly disabled since t... Sun, 24 Mar 2013 11:57:59 EST My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 7 and Bedrest Day 56 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5297260 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 7 and Bedrest Day 56 <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. <BR> <BR> A little about me I have been physicaly disabled since t... Sat, 23 Mar 2013 13:52:14 EST My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 6 and Bedrest Day 55 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5296076 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 6 and Bedrest Day 55 <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. <BR> <BR> A little about me I have been physicaly disabled since ... Fri, 22 Mar 2013 10:27:42 EST The day of all days weigh in day... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5294908 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 5 and Bedrest Day 54 <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. <BR> <BR> A little about me I have been physicaly disabled since t... Thu, 21 Mar 2013 11:26:32 EST My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 4 and Bedrest Day 53 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5293496 My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 4 and Bedrest Day 53 <BR> <BR> This is my life blog covering hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. <BR> <BR> A little about me I have been physicaly disabled since t... Wed, 20 Mar 2013 10:02:41 EST My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 3 and Bedrest Day 52 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5292368 My Life Blog.. <BR> Hunger Tracker Day 3 <BR> Bedrest Day 52 <BR> <BR> This is my life blog on hunger tracking.. the dull life in bedrest.. the hopes and dreams or random thoughts of the day or feelings and everything else that comes up. I edit my blog through out the day to update whatever needs to be added or changed. I am doing it not only for myself to reflect but to keep me accountable and sharing goals and what nots. <BR> <BR> A little about me I have been physicaly disabled since... Tue, 19 Mar 2013 12:14:27 EST My Life Blog :) Hunger Tracker Day 2 and Bedrest Day 51 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5291086 My Life Blog.. <BR> Hunger Tracker March 18/13 day 2 <BR> Hunger Tracker March 17/13 day 1 Started :) <BR> Bedrest Day 51 <BR> <BR> This is my life Blog... <BR> <BR> Hi everyone/nobody or just me I never know if anyone reads this till the comments show up and one never knows what to say in a blog I look at it as my own little rant and rave spot with the benifit of being able to check back in to see how I am progressing myself and to find help through the ideas and comments that are ... Mon, 18 Mar 2013 12:39:03 EST Hunger Tracker March 17/13 day 1 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5289825 Hunger Scale March 17/13 <BR> Woke up 3am by 845am felt like i was starving probably a 2 very hungry but not dizzy or getting a headache yet.. <BR> So I had breakfast 537 calories for breakfast that was not all that much compared to what I would used to eat but that was then and this is now so a smaller for me but still larger then other peoples breakfast was <BR> Two sandwiches of 1 large fried egg on english muffin and coffee with hot chocolate mix in it for my morning poor mans moca :) ... Sun, 17 Mar 2013 12:29:28 EST 50 days on bedrest.. wondering if I should stop counting the days http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5289549 50 days on bedrest.. wondering if I should stop counting the days... <BR> <BR> But then it is 50 days of trying one step at a time.. So I will keep counting.. What did I do in the last 50 days... <BR> <BR> I ended up with the set back to not being able to stand at all not taking a single step not able to sit at all and where am I now... <BR> <BR> Today I have worked my way up to being able to sit for about 30 seconds to 1min. <BR> I can walk or take 50 steps in a day not all at once but it... Sun, 17 Mar 2013 08:03:33 EST 49 days on bedrest.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5288481 49 days of bedrest and still praying for a healing touch that has not yet come.. there would be a reason but that awnser has not come yet either.. <BR> <BR> So I pass my days with quantity and no quality. <BR> I dream and pray for things to change I have read books on how to pray when to pray what to pray and still nothing in awnser. <BR> <BR> Now I have to pray not to lose my faith on top of everything else and I hope that one day all my prayers will be awnsered. Sat, 16 Mar 2013 06:57:05 EST day 48 bedrest.. day 2 hungry tracking http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5288431 day 48 bedrest.. day 2 hungry tracking <BR> <BR> well bedrest still sucks more then anything else I can think of. <BR> hungry tracking is more difficult then i would have thought i am still trying to think up a way to track it that is easy to continue on so far i have ate when i got to thought i was starving and now i am back at think i am starving but i am drowning it out with water. <BR> way to get my 8 cups a day in :) <BR> Sat, 16 Mar 2013 03:58:56 EST 47 days bedrest.. but i am going to start tracking my hunger http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5286680 I copied the level and sensations and symptoms from the article that I read so I can start a new challenge and set a new goal.. <BR> I am going to track my hunger and figure out what my body is telling me well that is my hope but i will start with tracking my hunger. :) <BR> <BR> Hunger Level Sensations and Symptoms <BR> 1 Starving, weak, dizzy <BR> 2 Very hungry, cranky, low energy, a lot of stomach growling <BR> 3 Pretty hungry, stomach is growling a little <BR> 4 Starting to feel a l... Thu, 14 Mar 2013 14:59:52 EST 46 days on bedrest.. and off to the doctor... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5285538 46 days on bedrest.. and off to the doctor... <BR> <BR> wow how the time adds up but it seems like forever since I was out doing things. <BR> I am off to the chiropractors clinic in an hour to continue on with his therapy <BR> fingers are crossed that it will work amazing and get me back to work or at least back to where I can get up and walk ffor 15 min and go to the pool for an hour or two each day. <BR> <BR> The head cold is hanging in there like a trooper. <BR> I was looking at getti... Wed, 13 Mar 2013 17:05:28 EST day 45 on bedrest... is ugh a feeling http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5284678 day 45 on bedrest... is ugh a feeling <BR> <BR> well friday was a bust no one found any crafting or cross stiching supplies or kits.. life in a small town and then to add on to having nothing to keep me busy I get to catch a head cold. <BR> is ugh a feeling? <BR> <BR> It would be about the only way to describe the day.. head feeling like it is going to explode body feeling like it was hit multiple times by a semi truck and eyes watering all day so people would think i was a loon.. not the ... Wed, 13 Mar 2013 00:29:30 EST day 43 bedrest http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5281961 day 43 on bedrest <BR> <BR> With this head cold I do not have much energy so the blogs short just a check in to say I was way over with calories I was pushing all i had to get what little fitness i could do in and i feel like i got hit with a semi truck convoy. <BR> May it be a beter day tomorrow. Mon, 11 Mar 2013 00:55:47 EST bedrest day 42 injured and now sick lucky me http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5280727 bedrest day 42 injured and now sick lucky me <BR> <BR> well today was a bust I did what i could still not alot but I did end up sleeping on and off through out the day I hope that the head cold does not last long. <BR> <BR> Sun, 10 Mar 2013 00:30:43 EST bedrest day 41... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5279221 Well today I am not alone in my bed. <BR> This morning I woke up too my neice 5 year old crawling into my bed and saying her tummy hurts and her brain was going crazy well she has a fever to go along with the ailments that plauge her so we had a pj day with her out of school for the day there was nothing to do but get in alittle more sleep then we got up and moved to the couch to watch some cartoon shows and movies. <BR> I got it set up so my friend can do pick for me but i miss doing thing... Fri, 8 Mar 2013 17:57:13 EST bedrest day 40, cutting calories feel like im starving. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5277445 bedrest day 40, cutting calories feel like im starving. <BR> <BR> I know that I am not starving but it feels like it. <BR> Yesterday I charted my food as I ate it to see if that would get me closer to my 1200-1550 cal range. <BR> Breakfast 341, snack 129, dinner 2749 <BR> Total 3219 <BR> Now I am 1669 calories over so I should not eat at all today of the next year of my life from all the binge eating but thats it I am over 1669 and I am acconting for it. I am not going to hide it and say i... Thu, 7 Mar 2013 12:56:44 EST 39 days of bedrest.. too bad its not a sparks streak goal :) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5275967 39 days of bedrest.. too bad its not a sparks streak goal :) <BR> <BR> So I am not losing all my humor yet that is a good thing but I do have a 39 day run of consitency for bedrest so hey I am working on consistency at least if nothing else. <BR> <BR> I have a couple more days before I have another medical appointment so it is just the days at home trying to get some more mobiliy from following all the orders from doctors therapists and trying out different ideas that people have given to... Wed, 6 Mar 2013 13:15:59 EST 38 days on bedrest.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5275153 38 days on bedrest.. <BR> <BR> Well it is hard to stick to any kind of plan when your day is spent in bed. I have done very little today unless I count stuffing my face with all the food that I could and then feeling like a sick fat blob when I realised what I have done. <BR> I read some articles here on sparkspeople and know that I am not supposed to beat myself up over the ver eating and bad choices but today on the tracker I have enough calories in to ward off eating for almost a week. ... Tue, 5 Mar 2013 23:15:08 EST 37 days on bedrest... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5273161 Well it seems that I have a couple more days before I can find out if there is any wool hooks and how too books at the thrift/second hand stores her in town. <BR> I know it is selfish to want people to spend time with me when they should be working so I am practicing patients and to pass time while I wait I am finding that doing the abcs is easy but somewhat more difficult when doing it backwards.. <BR> I wonder why it is so much harder backwards when it is something that you learn when you... Mon, 4 Mar 2013 18:34:59 EST