FENWAYGIRL18's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=FENWAYGIRL18 FENWAYGIRL18's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Happy Valentine's Day, true meaning of love http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5875573 We all want that story book life where okay your not rich but you have a modest home, good family, enough money to be comfortable and LOVE. <BR> When my husband and I started planning our future we promised one another that we'd never let money come between us, we promised to never fight over money the number one killer of marriages. <BR> We'll be together 21 yrs this year and I can honestly say that we've never let money become an issue in our life. We've taught our son the value of a dollar... Sat, 14 Feb 2015 10:50:49 EST It's already been a nightmare of a new year http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5873763 These New England storms are killing me, I've been in constant severe pain and don't even recognize myself anymore in the mirror. Crying has become my new pass time and it's not just because of the weather but we're losing the house. <BR> It was just a matter of time with me not working and hubby killing himself with 2 jobs, all the prayers in the world wasn't going to help. It sickens me to know that this really is all my fault because if I never got sick we wouldn't be in this mess, wouldn'... Wed, 11 Feb 2015 09:46:38 EST Why do some people enjoy being mean? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5840861 Tonight ran into a girl that use to be my best friend in high school, we lost touch for a while and around the time I met my husband we continued the friendship or so I thought. She just liked throwing things in my face or one upping me, the sad thing I'm not like that so not sure why she felt the need to be like that. <BR> When my hubby first moved in together she called me a bitch because my then boyfriend was washing the dishes, she said I made him do them because she was there and that wa... Mon, 29 Dec 2014 21:49:15 EST New Pictures of my son http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5838590 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/4/l1424933793.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/6/8/l689903428.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/5/l1552948379.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/9/9/l992578101.jpg"> <BR> I think these pictures came out awesome of him and wanted to share them with my Spark family. Fri, 26 Dec 2014 00:49:34 EST Sorry for being MIA for so long, I've missed my friends! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5838588 It's been a tough few months, the pain has been tremendous! There are days I can barely walk, I've been getting ringing in my ears so bad and my eyes feel like beach balls! Car and truck have been taking turns breaking down so this Christmas was tough thank god my son wasn't raised to be materialistic, he said mom I don't care if I get presents I have you and dad which of course makes me feel good knowing that family is what is most important to him. <BR> We didn't have anyone over for Christ... Fri, 26 Dec 2014 00:46:28 EST I sent it back return to sender http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5807278 I was livid when that second letter came in, it was a hand written letter and my hubby said it was her handwriting someone had asked if it was typed or hand written. I put the letter back into the envelope and sealed it back up with some glue and wrote return to sender. <BR> IF.................... she's stupid enough to write a 3rd letter then she's going to get one back with Portuguese temper all over it hahaha, but I did send it back hopefully her hubby gets the mail and see's it that was m... Wed, 29 Oct 2014 23:53:06 EST okay another letter from pen pal?????????? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5804598 Okay some thought I was over reacting when the first letter I got came in from a German woman that my husband knew 27 yrs ago (she's not in Germany anymore she lives a state over from us) and I'm not happy that she had the balls to send a second letter. <BR> She wants a reply from him, she wants to know if she has the right man so she can have piece of mind, hello? why does she need piece of mind? She's a married woman, he's a married man my husband doesn't owe her anything. I just got the ma... Sat, 25 Oct 2014 16:06:41 EST hubby gets letter from female pen pal 27 yrs later excuse me what???????? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5803498 To say I'm a little mad is an understatement my hubby received a letter last week from a woman he knew 27 yrs ago. A German girl he had met in the service when he was stationed there and had spent some time together and then became pen pals. <BR> She somehow found our address and decided to write him telling him that she came across his letters and pictures (after 27 yrs) and was thinking of the old days and what they meant to her (now she is married with 4 kids. She talks about how attracti... Thu, 23 Oct 2014 16:29:34 EST will power to the test and no taco bell for me http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5800077 <em>198</em> son wanted taco bell we haven't had take out in a very long time and he was craving taco bell and my hubby said well I'm not going to go somewhere you can't eat and I said no, I'm not going to deprive him of having something he enjoys because of me. <BR> So I said go and I can wait till we go home and I'll make something he said you sure? I said yep, so we went and I told hubby your hungry go ahead and get something so they both ate and I waited till I got home and had my fr... Fri, 17 Oct 2014 21:29:55 EST not going on scale everyday and wow it moved faster http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5799843 so one thing the nutritionist asked me was how many times I was going on the scale because I said I was stuck on a number for a while and I said sometimes twice a day and she said okay you need to stop it because it can bring you down and it was and of course being on spark as long as I have I know better so I haven't been on since I went on Tuesday and it moved 2 lbs and I just stood there with my mouth open looking at the scale like WOW.... <BR> Something has really clicked for me this time... Fri, 17 Oct 2014 12:29:53 EST I saw the nutritionist and I pretty much ran to the scale hahaha http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5798399 Well I went to the nutritionist Tuesday the minute I walked in I said I want to go right on the scale hahaha she looked at me with a big smile and said okay hahaha I said before I retain any water or anything hahaha. She said with a big smile wow you did great!!!!!! I lost 12 pounds! <BR> She said wow you really did good, I said well I think I would of done better if we didn't go to court and I didn't have to take my nerve pills for 5 days straight, she said oh don't even worry about that you... Wed, 15 Oct 2014 01:03:52 EST Saw Gone Girl http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5797095 WOW what a movie I don't want to give this one away but if you haven't seen this movie you have too! It was like 2 1/2 hrs long but didn't feel it , kept you into the whole movie and I think it might be the best movie I've literally seen in YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sun, 12 Oct 2014 22:23:35 EST time for me to make soup for my son, he's sick http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5795682 My son is sick now I have to make him some chicken noodle soup, oh he picked up something at school. Had to pick up some OTC meds yesterday and he's running a low grade temp right now, so today I'll be making him some soup he said yeah mom I'm looking forward to it , it makes me feel better. It really does make you feel better when you're sick, I don't know what it is but he made it for me the other day so definitely will be making it for him. <BR> Other day he saw this cake in a magazine and... Fri, 10 Oct 2014 08:08:09 EST hurting, so son made homemade chicken noodle soup! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5792495 I have the best son in the world, the last few days have been tough I've been in extreme pain and I wanted to make soup today but noway I could so I asked my son if he could and he said sure and so I showed him what to do and OMG he made homemade chicken noodle soup and it was DELICIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOO PROUD OF HIM!!!!!!!!! <BR> I think he was proud of himself, hubby was at work and I told him when he called on his way home that P.J. made the soup and he said what? P... Sat, 4 Oct 2014 22:29:05 EST lost and I don't want to find the 10 lbs!!!!!!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5791610 So far so good, I'm down 10 lbs since seeing the nutritionist and I'm pretty happy about it and proud of myself. It seemed when I was really stressed from going to court (bullying) it felt like I was retaining fluid from the stress (felt so bloated not sure why) but I'm back on track. Fri, 3 Oct 2014 09:14:39 EST Not to happy http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5791146 So over a month ago the woman who took my sons pictures was suppose to put a collage together of 2 samples an she told us that it would take about 2 weeks well it's been over a month like 5 to 6 weeks so I gave her a call the other day and she writes back doesn't even have the gall to call and says that I misunderstood her because it takes longer to do and then sends 2 samples one of them was not even of one that I wanted at all it was suppose to be a collage of 3 pictures in a bunch and then... Thu, 2 Oct 2014 13:29:10 EST dad called after 15 months http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5789442 so I was about to text my hubby when my dads picture filled the phone and I thought OMG did I dial him by mistake and then I realized he was calling me. My son didn't want me to answer the phone and spark friends that have known me for a while know all the drama my dad has caused in our lives. I did answer it, he said do you know who this is? I said yes it's my father, he said oh you remember? He said he was in the hospital for a few days with pneumonia and so I asked if he ended up in rehab ... Tue, 30 Sep 2014 01:01:02 EST Today was hell at court http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5786964 Today I'm in awe of my son I witnessed courage, strength and realized that my son is my hero. We've been dealing with a bullying situation the school didn't enforce their own bullying policy, my son has been threatened by the same boy twice and this time he put his hands on my son. The ex principal showed me today that evil can look you dead straight in the eyes and lie to your face and my son had to defend himself (my son is the victim of the bullying not only by the bully but by the ex prin... Thu, 25 Sep 2014 19:56:29 EST we need some prayers court at 930am http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5786602 Okay once again we're heading to court, please say a prayer this is really taking a toll on my family and I'm hoping and praying that we get some results today......... Sooooooooooo stressed out! <em>24</em> Thu, 25 Sep 2014 07:49:49 EST I don't know why it's clicking this time but it is http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5782348 Ever since going to the nutritionist things just seem to be clicking for me and it's really showing on the scale, my will power has been amazing so far (don't want to jinx myself) but this is like when I was losing weight back in the old days when I was single. I haven't put any kind of sugar or junk in my mouth nothing nada in my mouth since the nutritionist. Nothing has tempted me even seeing the hubby and son eating chocolate chip cookies or cheddar popcorn and she did say I could have lit... Thu, 18 Sep 2014 13:04:46 EST lost 5 lbs since going to the nutritionist last week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5781013 well didn't get to go to any of my testing yesterday I woke up in such pain yesterday had to cancel everything and rescheduled for next week late in the afternoon. Stepped on the scale today and I've lost 5 lbs since going to the nutritionist last Monday. YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm pretty proud of myself and hopefully something clicked this time and the success will continue I'm hoping so at least we'll see. <BR> Yesterday I made pasta and since I can only have very little pasta (whic... Tue, 16 Sep 2014 13:05:47 EST Busy Monday, several tests yuck :( http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5779790 Well tomorrow I have several tests I have to have done the dreaded mammo and ultrasound on my throat to monitor a nodule that they found a few years back and blood work <em>24</em> all that and hubby will be running on empty and I'll need him for support. <BR> Wish me luck on that ultra sound that's the one I'm a little worried about out of all of them. Today was a tough day in some severe pain today but it's been so chilly!!!!!!!!!! BRRRRRR it's getting to be that time of the year, god I... Sun, 14 Sep 2014 17:30:46 EST Breakfast has been my big dilemma http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5779140 I'm use to having a protein shake in the morning but she wants me to chew, so I had a yogurt the other day and OMG sick to my stomach not sure why but haven't had one since in the morning not sure if a little bug was going around because son was like that Thursday very next day and had to stay home from school it was like a squeezing of the stomach and continuous running to the bathroom but haven't touched the yogurt since. <BR> So she said I can have heart healthy deli so we get the oven ro... Sat, 13 Sep 2014 13:35:35 EST Saw the nutritionist http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5778846 Well I saw the nutritionist the other day, was with her for about an hour and a half, go back in a month or so. She opened my eyes about a few things, she put my calorie intake at 1500 I had it at between 1500 to 1600 so mine more leaning towards the 1600... <BR> She opened my eyes to a few things I mean when I was making the whole pasta I was making it as a main meal she said make it as a side with veggies... <BR> Also instead of making the chicken noodle soup make it with barley even if the... Fri, 12 Sep 2014 22:43:17 EST went to the courthouse, I'M SO DISGUSTED AT THIS POINT http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5777357 So we got the incident report from the school, what a crock! They said he was in the vicinity of my son, they neglected to say that he was at the same table across from him starring him down and that he and his mother had a meeting before school started this year and was told to keep away and that they'd be sharing 2 lunch periods and that he was to stay on one side and my son on the other and also that is was his first opportunity to get to my son and only the second day of school!!!!!!!!!!!... Wed, 10 Sep 2014 15:41:44 EST He's not a baby anymore a young man of 18 yrs old today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5776611 This day 18 yrs ago the greatest gift we ever received entered our lives, he's the best thing that has ever happened to us, he fills our days with joy and is the most loving and caring young man you'll ever want to meet. His smile alone can brighten up my darkest day. He makes us so proud to be his parents and the bond we have with him is just amazing. The love that Peter and I have for one another really made something beautiful 18 yrs ago, he's our walking miracle, and everyday with him is ... Tue, 9 Sep 2014 14:01:25 EST went to school today and even the principal couldn't believe what the bully did http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5774148 So we went to the school at the end of the day , I wasn't going to get all worked up so early in the morning and I wanted hubby to get some sleep. This kid has disrupted our lives enough. So we walk in spoke to the cop, he acted like he didn't want to be involved asked if it was documented he said I don't know have to ask the principal. <BR> So saw the principal and I didn't even have to say anything he said yes we had an incident yesterday, I asked was it documented? He said yes but the comp... Fri, 5 Sep 2014 18:26:32 EST I spoke to soon about the bully http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5773702 Well son came home from school yesterday and said the bully came to his lunch table now before school started we had a meeting and the principal had a meeting with this kid and his mom (dad didn't go) and we were told that one will sit on one side and the other will stay on the other side because they'll meet up in the cafeteria twice a week. Well yesterday second day of school was the first day same lunch and the kid came to the table starred my son down and stood, the officer came and said... Fri, 5 Sep 2014 01:41:47 EST more swimming in http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5773390 So lately I've been getting in more swimming, go figure? The water was way too cold in August then it is in September hahaha .... I'm just grateful for the extra days I know this will probably be the last week so doing it while I can. Been getting more fruits in, the berries weren't that good this year even the grapes, so tried plums and wow weeeeeeeeeeeee they have been so juicy and delicious! <BR> I can't wait to see this lady Monday, I really hope she can do something I'm psyched to go see... Thu, 4 Sep 2014 14:19:47 EST Made an appointment for a nutritionist http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5772593 So I made an appointment for a nutritionist, I'm on so many meds , it's difficult to exercise because of pain and the scale isn't budging and I want to be healthier, so going to see if she can help me. I have an appointment next week, see what she can do even if she can tell me certain foods to stay away from to help with pain, we'll see. <BR> I was going to try weight watchers but you know I want someone who is going to be one on one with me and help me not a group thing because I know I won... Wed, 3 Sep 2014 11:26:29 EST went to the college today, tomorrow first day of school for son :( http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5772054 God how I wish he was just going to college now, but it's a year away he has to do his senior year but we went to the college today to be proactive about a few things and found out that he can do a dual enrollment and what that means is he can actually take some classes now while still going to high school and it would only be 180 for a 3 credit course instead of almost 600 because he's still in high school!!!!!!!!!!!! but the bad news is we'd have to pay that 180 which would be a little diff... Tue, 2 Sep 2014 17:21:26 EST sil should learn to mind her own business http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5771547 So hubby talked to sister this morning and she asked him if I defriended their other sister from Florida, he said I don't know. I told him 2 months ago I was going to because I was so sick of seeing her kiss the sister he was talking to on the phone's butt on fb, besides she never calls me or hubby or my son and this is the one that when we go visit my mil she calls and we can't have a proper visit and that really made me mad and that was about 2 months ago. <BR> So hubby said did you unfrie... Tue, 2 Sep 2014 00:18:18 EST Hot , Humid, Day at Wahlburger's http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5771442 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/5/l158823133.jpg"> This is the Wahlburger's restaurant you know the one Donnie and Mark own with chef brother Paul. <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/2/l1235782186.jpg"> This is Alma Nove the one named after their mom and having 9 kids god bless her. What a beautiful location. But it was hotter then hell and humid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/3/2/l32600802.jpg"> right by the water <BR>... Mon, 1 Sep 2014 21:28:48 EST A day in Newport with my boys http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5770543 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/9/4/l944651704.jpg"> What a beautiful sunset we got to enjoy walking the beach. <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/1/l116573151.jpg"> My handsome son a little chilly. <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/8/l1817145999.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/2/1/l2116265216.jpg"> It really is the little things in life that matter, I love these two with all my heart, so glad hubby is able to take more... Sun, 31 Aug 2014 14:46:53 EST pictures of son's birthday party finally http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5770539 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/4/l1435554592.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/3/l1350101413.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/7/l1768294929.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/8/l1819439758.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/4/2/l425338192.jpg"> hahaha Emily was pooped after the party haha she slept good that night my MIL kept feeding her pizza hahaha Sun, 31 Aug 2014 14:43:37 EST Imagine a sandwich shop telling you what your going to eat? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5770448 We splurged yesterday and went for sandwiches before going to the beach for a walk along the shore. We have a favorite one in Newport R.I. and we got there and my son and hubby wanted a fried chicken sandwich they ran out, but we have grilled chicken and we can make it taste like fried chicken, how can you make it taste like fried chicken? I said how about buffalo chicken sandwich? they ran out but we have chicken nuggets and grilled chicken and we can put some sauce on it, I didn't go there ... Sun, 31 Aug 2014 11:40:19 EST son taught his aunt a lesson http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5769520 So SIL finally called today at 5pm and wanted to know what my son was doing, she had the week off and she told hubby she didn't have anything to do and so my son was waiting for her to call (she favors the girls, has never done anything with my son) and my son feels hurt. So when she called he said he was going to a show choir party tonight (he actually went last week but he said mom what she was going to take me out for an hour tonight? noway. She said so what are you doing tomorrow, now she... Fri, 29 Aug 2014 17:44:34 EST I have to laugh SIL never called for son http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5769361 You know hubby said something to his sister that she doesn't bother with our son and she said she was going to do something with him this week as she had it off with nothing to do and she never called at this point my son said mom if she was to call now I'd say forget it. It's her loss not his. Fri, 29 Aug 2014 11:43:26 EST meeting with the principal and superintendent http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5768777 So went to see them watch out for the man that smiles to your face, this principal wasn't combative as the other one , all smiles but when I asked about the nurses note he was going to make me go through all kinds of red tape I looked at the superintendent and said we still have the one you wrote on the back of your business card he can still use that? He said yes let me update it... problem solved... <BR> Then safe person new principal well we have over 200 new camera's in the halls I think ... Thu, 28 Aug 2014 13:59:34 EST if it doesn't come from the heart does it count? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5768533 My sil is on vacation this week and on facebook you see that she's doing something with this ones kid and that ones, she did so much with her niece when she was growing up took her to Disney and Hershey park and has never even offered to take our son. <BR> So my son said why doesn't she ever ask to do something with me? So my husband asked her what she was doing this week on her vacation and she said nothing, so he said well you never ask to do anything with my son, so she said oh what does ... Thu, 28 Aug 2014 07:18:13 EST went to court http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5768440 well we waited around for a good 3 hrs and something happened today his mother looked really upset and the lawyer doesn't look confident. They are choosing not to have jurors instead a judge is going to sit on the bench and rule , kids mother didn't seem happy about it and the lawyer was shaking his head a lot I don't think he's got the witnesses he thought he'd have and something about not having a jury. <BR> The kid had to face a judge today by video as regular judge is on maternity leave a... Thu, 28 Aug 2014 00:26:03 EST Tomorrow is court prayers needed, heard from school committee person http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5767744 We went for a tour of the new school yesterday it's okay to me it's not worth 82 millions dollars the classes are so small, the cafeteria is small and the stools are attached to the tables and makes it very uncomfortable to sit down and what they call a library is a joke! You see no books at all , it feels very cold and sterile and there are 300 camera's in the building and microphones so it's got the feel of a prison to it that's the impression you get specially in the cafeteria. We saw the ... Wed, 27 Aug 2014 00:02:38 EST felt very hurt, venting http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5766752 Yesterday hubby wanted to bring me to this umbrella factory that has little gardens all done up because he knows I love flowers. So he had me text his friend we got a late start because the boys went to a comic book show and wanted to know if the place stayed open late. <BR> His friend told us to google it so said we were out of data and he's been there before so he knows where it is and times. <BR> He makes over 130,000 a year as an engineer so money isn't a big deal for him so he texted bac... Mon, 25 Aug 2014 13:27:38 EST What a great time we had http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5766055 yesterday we went to a cookout held by one of my hubby's buddies from the national guards, I was hurting but when I got there and had a little rum coconut punch hahaha I felt decent, so I just kept drinking it hahahaha I'm not a drinker so it must of been enough to dull the pain hahaha. <BR> It was good to see him smiling and having fun with buddies he hadn't seen in about 10 yrs, a few didn't show but the ones that were there had me laughing so hard, god I can't remember when I laughed so mu... Sun, 24 Aug 2014 13:25:54 EST Doctor's visit, I thought he was going to break his neck http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5765163 I've been seeing my doctor for 30 yrs , which is odd cause I'm only 29 yrs old hahahahaha anyways.... <BR> I shut the lights off because I usually have to wait a while for him to come in so he pokes his head in and says Sharon why you have the lights off? I said my eyes are very sensitive, he says okay. He came in like 10 minutes later now my doctor is in his mid to late 70's and he was trying to be nice and not have the lights on for me but there is no windows but a small light that they use... Fri, 22 Aug 2014 21:21:00 EST visiting the lyme doctor,new meds, misc........ http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5764252 Well today we went to the lyme doc why did I let my hubby talk me into once again getting the first appointment of the day?????????????? why, why why?????? I can't be counted on to drive and of course my head and eyes were killing me and he's tired and so I had to keep calling his name the whole way up there so he wouldn't fall asleep. <BR> I told him this is the last time no more, so I got the last appointment of the day for next time it's too stressful. <BR> Saw the doctor hmmmmmmmmmmmm p... Thu, 21 Aug 2014 12:21:33 EST senior pictures please/ pool http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5763604 today we go put in an order for my sons senior pictures I can't wait to have a big one hanging in my home. it's going to be a hard decision but I have narrowed it down to a few and we'll see what the prices are she said I could pay a little at a time. I'm really upset with this summer the pool water hasn't really warmed up and god I feel like having hubby close the pool. but thank god it's a beautiful day! I hope all my spark friends have a nice afternoon... <em>213</em> Wed, 20 Aug 2014 12:48:15 EST son's birthday party http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5763102 it ended up being a nice day after a brief shower and putting up with some nonsense from my aunt, she hasn't been to friendly as of late but I did invite her to the party. I told my husband I'm not offering to pick her up , she called and said my cousin was working I said okay (she barely talks to me on the phone and has been short something I don't need) she said I'll go if someone picks me up I said well hubby has to get pizza's if you want he'll get you, she said okay. I made sure to say t... Tue, 19 Aug 2014 19:09:08 EST Living with a chronic illness http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5760360 This has been a tough year since going back on meds I've gained 15 lbs, this is the time of the year I usually lose weight. I've been going on the pilates I've actually lost inches I can feel it but the scale has gone up instead of done. I know a lot has to do with the antibiotics I'm on but it's still depressing. I haven't been able to go in the pool much this year because the water never really warmed up and it's depressing because that is usually my main source of pain free exercise. <BR>... Fri, 15 Aug 2014 14:44:44 EST hubby's finger http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5759073 Well went to the doctor he had to cut it open to drain it, wow the junk that came out yucky!!!! <BR> He said he doesn't usually see that much pus come out, he put him on antibiotic and thank god it's going to be okay! You know you look things up on computer and everything sounds like you have it, we thought he had one kind of infection but thank god it wasn't that one because he could of lost his finger. So he's all bandaged up, taking his antibiotics but it has a bad side effect of diarrhea ... Wed, 13 Aug 2014 16:26:47 EST