FATHINSN's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=FATHINSN FATHINSN's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Jan 27: Football Shoes. Smoothies. Pizza? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5863602 The first two, I felt so proud of myself, like good rewards or something healthy to end the day :D But I mix in 3 slices of pizza and one piece of cinnamon twisted roll, both from Pizza Hut. Well, I have lost my appetite for more than seven days and today, I felt so ravenous and pizza from Pizza Hut is the first thing I dreamed, I craved, I salivated, haha. And baked goods with cinnamon is so irresistible! <BR> <BR> The football shoes (or in American, maybe soccer shoes?), they are the pair ... Tue, 27 Jan 2015 09:10:46 EST Jan 26: No Appetite More Than 7 Days http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5862713 Since last week, my appetite is decreasing slowly. I enjoy food less and lesser. My taste buds feel not familiar to me. I don't feel like I want to eat. <BR> <BR> So, it's no surprise when today, my tummy felt weird, like grumpy and complaining. I had diarrhea first then constipation. And to rewind back days before, weekend I felt so weak and didn't want to eat, just want to sleep and read. So, I did checkup with a doctor (so embarrassing when the doctor who was a guy, poke on my bare tummy ... Mon, 26 Jan 2015 06:46:56 EST Jan 25: Happy Birthday, Niece! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5862002 It's birthday of one of my nieces :D <BR> <BR> I wish I can be there in person to wish her happy birthday or send a birthday present. But I'm not really good with picking birthday present, haha. When I was in primary school, I always gave novels to my friends and when I was in secondary school, I gave frame pictures. And the few people I gave birthday present at work, I gave dark chocolate. <BR> <BR> So, in short, I've no idea what to give people birthday present LOL Sun, 25 Jan 2015 06:50:48 EST Jan 24: Hook Up With A Book http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5861454 The first thing I did when I woke up was pull the curtain, let the sunshine through my bedroom. I was so motivated to start my day with lots of things in my weekend chore list :D <BR> <BR> Then I saw the book I read before I slept last night and next thing I knew, I spend whole morning and most afternoon finishing the book! I did other things but everything except reading the story was blurry activities. <BR> <BR> When I finished the book, I realized it was pointless to do anything else tha... Sat, 24 Jan 2015 08:58:58 EST Jan 23: Today, I Feel Grateful For ... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5860890 ... my sharp eyesight; I noticed a small furry crawly bug at handle of a door which quite hard to notice but like my mom always said, I have sharp eyesight :D <BR> <BR> ... able to wake up to my start new day :D <BR> <BR> ... get invited to lunch with my colleagues when I usually eat lunches alone. I'm quite an introvert and love to be all by myself but sometimes, I like to be around people but I don't know how to invite people to join activities with me. <BR> <BR> ... my cats. They are my... Fri, 23 Jan 2015 10:08:51 EST Jan 22: Spontaneous Thing To Do When It's Raining http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5860203 It's raining season here so almost every day or night, there will be raining :D <BR> <BR> So, today, when I left the office and it was drizzling, guess what I did? I twirled full circle, did a little bit of dancing with songs that I can only heard LOL It's was lots of fun, felt like I was the only one in the world, not thinking of any problem or worry :D Thu, 22 Jan 2015 10:49:13 EST Jan 21: Dirty Game http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5859377 It's Wednesday so it was time for Ultimate Frisbee! It didn't rain like last time I played in two weeks ago. But it did rained earlier so the ground kinda soggggggggy and I spend warm up with getting my feet heavier with soaked socks and shoes LOL <BR> <BR> It was pretty slippery (duh, muddy!) so I got my lower body muddy before we even started the game, thanks to warm up with learning basic throws and fetching the disks. Then I got my upper body muddy from the game. I think I even tasted th... Wed, 21 Jan 2015 09:48:08 EST Jan 20: I Love Watching The Creepy Guy LOL http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5858593 When I really, really need to lift up my moody spirit or need lots of laughing, I always watch the BuzzFeed's BuzzCreep playlist: <BR> <link>http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list<BR>=PL5vtqDuUM1DngrWKmHlb8t64FRi-kVMUB </link> <BR> <BR> That guy always makes me laugh when he do creepy things. My most watched creepy videos are "Things Babies Do That'd Be Creepy If You Did Them" (things that babies normally do but look creepy when an adult does them) and "Things Cats Do That'd Be Creepy If Y... Tue, 20 Jan 2015 09:56:45 EST Jan 19: My First Crush Confession :D http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5857755 Sometimes, I feel like I'm experiencing what others had experienced when they were in teenagers. Maybe I'm a very, very late bloomer, haha. <BR> <BR> Like today, I confessed to a guy that I had a crush on him LOL Actually, it was a guy who I dreamed several nights ago and after lots of pushes from him, I finally told him it was him in my dream. For me, it was nothing to think about, just a little crush. But it was kinda lightening my mixed emotions of dreaming about him; horrified because he... Mon, 19 Jan 2015 09:49:36 EST Jan 18: Plus Minus Measurements http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5856967 After few days of TOM, my measurements reduced and increased, I would say so-so, haha. <BR> <BR> My weekly measurements, taken today: <BR> Weight = 59.6 kg (plus 0.6 kg compare to on Jan 8th) <BR> Boobs = 34.25" (minus 2.25" compare to on Jan 8th) <BR> Waist = 30" (minus 1" compare to on Jan 8th) <BR> Butt = 39.5" (plus 0.25" compare to on Jan 8th) <BR> Sun, 18 Jan 2015 09:14:21 EST Jan 17: Am I Becoming A Jerk In Office? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5856278 Perhaps I become this total jerk in my workplace. Maybe because I hate moved from my previous comfortable desk to my current desk where I feel like I have to start all over again even with colleagues I already knew. <BR> <BR> I wonder if people in the same team - peers, supervisor, team lead - are actually thinking I'm this aloof, distance, terrible worker, have horrible personality. Maybe it's the way I bring myself, maybe it's the air I give, maybe it's my attitude. Thinking all this hurts... Sat, 17 Jan 2015 09:00:49 EST Jan 16: Such A Rebel At Work http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5855646 I was once told that my voice was too loud when I did my phone call at office. My desk is at open space; no room, just cubicle wall split me and my cubicle mates from other cubicles. So, whenever I make phone call, it's hard to keep my voice down because unfortunately, whenever I tried to talk in low tone, people from the other end of line can't hear me. And also unfortunately, I tend to laugh loud because I find humour in lots of places, probably at even at inconvenient places. <BR> <BR> So... Fri, 16 Jan 2015 09:16:33 EST Jan 15: Noooooo, I Lost! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5854969 To living room floor, haha. <BR> <BR> I was watching tv while lying down on the floor and next thing I knew, one hour already passed when I noticed I had took a nap accidentally, hehe. Well, it's my third day of TOM, still heavy flow as usual. You know, losing blood always makes me so tired, so sleepy, so HUNGRY! Thu, 15 Jan 2015 10:22:39 EST Jan 14: New Toy For Kitty http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5854124 It was my poor, poor hair. <BR> <BR> Earlier today, I was slightly hunching, washing the floor of my cats cage when this one clever cat just above me decided to play with my hair. I tied my hair into bun so the cat probably thought it was a small prey for him LOL I could feel the cat tug at my hair, when he breathed at my neck (that was ticklish!) The only fear I had at that time was if my cat decided the back of my neck looked tasty, haha. <BR> <BR> Sometimes I do wonder if they thought me... Wed, 14 Jan 2015 08:50:22 EST Jan 13: Tonight Plan To Not Sleep Late! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5853266 #1 Eat dinner early <BR> ~ If I want to eat dinner alone, that's fine. But our family usually eats around 8:30 pm and I have better appetite eating among people and it's much better than with TV or books, hehe. <BR> <BR> #2 Shower early <BR> ~ better before dinner. If I eat dinner before shower, I tend to take shower late, about an hour after dinner. And because I always eat around 8:30 pm and finish around 9 pm, that's mean I will take shower around 10 pm and probably fall asleep around 10:... Tue, 13 Jan 2015 07:28:13 EST Jan 12: Book Insomnia http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5853162 (Monday, January 12, 2015) <BR> <BR> I'm definitely deeply affected by reading! Last night, finished dinner at 9 pm so I thought some reading would help to spend time before going to bed as I didn't want to lie down with freshly full stomach. <BR> <BR> As usual, I'm wrong about reading before sleep. <BR> <BR> I kept saying to myself just one more chapter then end of chapter always left at clift hanger. When I reached happily ever after, the end of the book, I finally able to finish reading... Tue, 13 Jan 2015 00:59:39 EST Jan 11: Today I Became Human Jelly http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5851586 Must be my body stamina is not as well as last time. I did a workout tonight and right now, my limbs are still slightly shaking. Well, maybe because I did the workout before dinner so I guess my body is giving signal that I shouldn't do exercises when it's so close to dinner time, haha. <BR> <BR> So, that's should be one of my many goals - get longer endurance in workouts (especially outdoor activities), build up my stamina! Sun, 11 Jan 2015 07:59:11 EST Jan 10: Flu Kitty, Oh Dear http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5850883 For days, I tried to cure my cats' eye problem with kitty eye drop but didn't work well. The symptom would go away temporary, though. So, today, I brought my protesting cats (well, one meowed loudly all the way, the other one just sat silently in the kitty carrier, probably gave silent protest, hehe). I also brought them to the vet for their worm pills so it was 2 in 1 trip. <BR> <BR> Turned out my cats caught flu. Usually they sneeze a lot when they get flu but this time, they didn't, not e... Sat, 10 Jan 2015 08:49:30 EST Jan 9: Had A Great Nap! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5850240 With my big wool shawl as blanket, I curled up in my secret napping place and slept for about an hour. And it was one of my best nap coz I felt more energized after woke up :D I had 2-days training - yesterday and today - but today the training cut short so I was able to take my nap at noon. I wish I could go home to nap in my bed but I wanted to catch up some works that I missed when I was away during my training. Fri, 9 Jan 2015 10:37:58 EST Jan 8: Must Be Pre-TOM Effect http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5849332 Hmm, gained weight and inches, I think it's because getting nearer to my TOM (bloody situation every month, hehe). And getting nearer to my TOM, I will get hungrier, more tired, more heat inside, more emotional. <BR> <BR> My weekly measurements, taken today: <BR> Weight = 59 kg 58.4 kg (plus 0.6 kg compare to on Jan 1st) <BR> Boobs = 36.5" (plus 2" compare to on Jan 1st) <BR> Waist = 31" (plus 1" compare to on Jan 1st) <BR> Butt = 39.25" (same as on Jan 1st) Thu, 8 Jan 2015 09:32:16 EST Jan 7: Ultimate Frisbee - Tried & Loved Every Minute! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5848493 I heard that a colleague organized Frisbee game every Wednesday and another colleague invited me tp join for fun. I thought sure, why not, what harm can it done by playing Frisbee? Can meet new friends, expanding my social life as I wish for my birthday. <BR> <BR> My original thoughts about Frisbee were simply throwing the disk among your friends, lots of laughing, not breaking any sweat. <BR> <BR> All those shattered when we were just at learning session for beginners like me, at the first... Wed, 7 Jan 2015 10:47:08 EST Jan 6: So Tired Yet Can't Sleep http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5847526 So many things happened today but I just wanted to curl to sleep like a cat. I did get nap around noon but I think my mind was too awake for me to fully enjoy nap as usual. Though, I did feel less sleepy :D <BR> <BR> Tomorrow I will, hopefully weather will be fine, join a frisbee game with friends and strangers. One of my efforts to enlarge my small social circle. Meeting guys not in same department, the key point is possibility to meet single guys, hehe. Hopefully I will have enough energy ... Tue, 6 Jan 2015 10:39:18 EST Jan 5: Soreness Creeping Upwards http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5846473 I think it's funny that my body soreness slowly moving bottom to top; started this morning at my legs then in afternoon, my abs. I half-expected that I would get my upper body lastly at night. <BR> <BR> Yeah, it happened, haha. <BR> <BR> Anyhow, I'm searching for alternatives for placing my hands when I do floor exercises such as pushup. I always have problem with my left wrist whenever I do exercises that require me to put my palms flat on ground. My left wrist will feel pain and numb aft... Mon, 5 Jan 2015 09:41:35 EST Jan 4: ZWOW #1 Reboot http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5845389 I just did ZWOW #1, kinda like a reboot since last I did it. However, because I started to get dizzy before I even finished first round, I only did 1 round instead of originally planned 3 rounds. Perhaps I was hungry and perhaps from heat of the day still affect me. <BR> <BR> Here's link of ZWOW #1: <BR> <link>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t9UW<BR>WIdd2tw </link> <BR> <BR> Workout Breakdown: <BR> 1. Dive Bombers x 10 <BR> 2. Burpees x 5 <BR> 3. Squat Leg Lift x 20/20 <BR> 4. Burpees x... Sun, 4 Jan 2015 07:55:32 EST Jan 3: Jump Rope & Nasi Lemak http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5844464 I did jump rope today after I stopped last month. Just 5 minutes and I felt so weak, haha. I think I can push more but my latest motto: take it slow to last longer :D <BR> <BR> Today, I learned (again) on how to prepare Nasi Lemak with side dish Sambal Udang. My mom taught me how-to and as I have less fear of fire and burning from hot oil, learning was much easier, hehe. <BR> Here's the ingredients for me to refer in future. Yeah, I did try with Spark Recipe but I got lost in translating ing... Sat, 3 Jan 2015 05:49:50 EST Jan 2: 7 hrs Is My Best http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5843692 After several days of trial & error, I find that 7 hours is my best sleep period. After 7 hrs of sleep (I set my sleep schedule between 22:30 and 05:30), I always wake up without relying on my alarm clock and always felt fresh and happy :D There was even one morning I woke up with birds chirping outside as if I was in disney animation, hehe. <BR> <BR> Then I tried 6, 5 and 4 hrs sleep; definitely felt grumpy, haha. So, no more late nights watching tv or online. Or even reading books; whoever... Fri, 2 Jan 2015 09:30:03 EST 2015, Jan 1: Positive Result For Measurement :D http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5842552 After a week of starting over, did daily 1-min jump (whatever type of jumps) and took stairs every morning when I arrived to work, I did my weekly measurements and the results are positively good! <BR> Weight = 58.4 kg (minus 0.5 kg compare to on Dec 25th) <BR> Boobs = 34.5" (minus 0.5" compare to on Dec 25th) <BR> Waist = 30" (minus 1" compare to on Dec 25th) <BR> Butt = 39.25" (same as on Dec 25th) <BR> <BR> BEST NEW YEAR GIFT! <BR> <BR> Below are Daily 1-min my jumping, Dec 25th - 31st: ... Thu, 1 Jan 2015 08:17:01 EST Dec 31: Powerful Name, Cute Haircut Today :D http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5841866 Last day of 2014 and I got new haircut, hehe. I always love haircut that shorter at back and longer in front. Made me feel ten years younger :D Together with the haircut, I also got hair wash; so nice to have someone else wash my hair, dry blow plus massage my head, neck and shoulders :D <BR> <BR> Earlier today, a colleague asked whoever few of us left in the office (most people took holidays) to lunch at a fish and chip restaurant. Lunch was great but I couldn't finished everything; I dunno... Wed, 31 Dec 2014 10:19:54 EST Dec 30: Birthday Lunch :D http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5841145 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/7/l1787305104.jpg"> <BR> <BR> My friend kept his promise. Together with him and 4 others, we had lunch at a restaurant (I've never been there before). Had chocolate milk shake "kaw" (a milk shake with Horlick), a pasta dish (beef+pasta+beef+chicken+mushroom+cheese) and the most anticipated, chocolate fondue. <BR> <BR> This is my first time celebrate my birthday with my friends and I love every single minute! Tue, 30 Dec 2014 10:02:06 EST Dec 29: Expected & Unexpected: Books & Insects http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5840428 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/1/l1174412461.jpg"> <BR> <BR> It's really nice to have an online bookstore to gift wrap my book order and this always happen every year, during my birthday month - one advantage of having birthday in festive holidays, hehe. <BR> <BR> Today I got expected and unexpected. <BR> <BR> I expected to get my book delivery so I was looking forward to get my books, yay! <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/5/l1542067995.jpg"> <BR> <B... Mon, 29 Dec 2014 09:13:04 EST Dec 28: 2014 Birthday Wishes! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5839680 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/6/0/l606865991.jpg"> <BR> <BR> I have lots of wishes, I could say as many as leaves on a mango tree at our backyard, haha. But I narrow them into 6 wishes, my favourite number :D <BR> #1 Weight always below 60 kg <BR> ~ I'm always happy with my weight always below 60 kg or to be precise, between 55 kg and 60 kg :D The numbers on scale are my first warning for my health decline. Usually when my weight creep to 60 kg or more, I usually at my wors... Sun, 28 Dec 2014 05:01:25 EST Dec 27: Kitty's Afternoon Snack http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5839175 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/6/l161072092.jpg"> <BR> <BR> I had mixed emotions: grateful because my cat, Kate, caught the snake before it could creep into our home; horrified because she ate the snake till just tiny bit left; panic because what if she got poisoned! <BR> <BR> I put that collar with bell as an experiment, to see if she will have harder time to catch anything. Apparently, nothing can stop her, haha. I'm ok with the catching but the eating part, uhuh. When t... Sat, 27 Dec 2014 07:52:27 EST Dec 26: Expected Lunch Turned Differently http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5838715 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/9/l1925880969.jpg"> <BR> <BR> A friend wanted to bring me out lunch today to celebrate my birthday. There's a restaurant that served chocolate fondue and as I've no idea what's chocolate fondue, he wanted me to try that. He said this on last Monday. <BR> <BR> I think he forgot and I didn't want to remind him before lunch time - I don't like to remind people about their promise on buying me lunch, haha. So, I just went to a cafe downstairs, go... Fri, 26 Dec 2014 09:54:28 EST Dec 25: My Birthday Is Today! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5838233 It's my birthday today, yay! Got a birthday cake from my parents - chocolate strawberry cake, yum! <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/8/1/l811004606.jpg"> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/7/8/l783003583.jpg"> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/6/3/l633608006.jpg"> <BR> <BR> I thought to myself, this is my 31st birthday, it's a good time to restart again after I've skip my plan when I went to my holiday earlier this month. I dunno why when ... Thu, 25 Dec 2014 06:58:24 EST Day 042: Another Rant Blog X( http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5828035 I'm so sleepy today because of long work day, lots of walking, so I'll be quick on today's blog. <BR> <BR> Today, I had lots of printing (helping a colleague, part of my "supporting the client" job) and dateline was today! Couldn't ask vendor to do this as it will take more time to wait for their price and another waiting for them to give the printout. Anyhow, I send lots of printing, hundreds of pages so it was no surprise that others will have to wait for my printout to finish printing (un... Fri, 5 Dec 2014 09:55:30 EST Day 041: A Visit To A Doctor http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5827366 Finally, I dragged myself to see a doctor about my current illness and I also checked with him about my blood and urine test results. <BR> <BR> First, we discussed about my blood test results. Everything was normal except for two things but he said it was probably caused by my blood loss from my period. I had the test during my period and I'm always have heavy blood flow. But the number wasn't alarming so he let it pass for now. The urine test result was all clear so also no worry. <BR> <BR... Thu, 4 Dec 2014 07:06:40 EST Day 040: Upgrade to Cough Girl http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5826737 Today, my throat was so itchy, I had maddening urge to keep coughing or worse, to scratch inside my throat! Maybe it's time for me to see the doctor but I still want to try self-fix by getting proper rest (which apparently I still fail to get). <BR> <BR> Tomorrow, if my condition is still bad, I will see the doctor. Besides, I also want to discuss on my blood test result. Wed, 3 Dec 2014 02:21:09 EST Day 039: Sneeze-A-Lot Girl http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5826258 Yeah, that what I called myself LOL <BR> <BR> Lots of sneezing today, must be from my cold. Thankfully, not enough to make my nose runny, hehe. Started to get itchy throat, too, coughing few times. Maybe I need to see my doctor before I start my vacation! <BR> <BR> Second day of wearing my new boots, this time I wore with jeans instead of skirts like yesterday. Definitely more showing off coz my jeans didn't hide my boots as much as my long skirt LOL I tried to walk further compare to previ... Tue, 2 Dec 2014 08:25:10 EST Day 038: Heavy Rain, So Tired! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5825675 I think I caught cold. My body felt aches, I was so tired, so sleepy. Plus since I woke up till about noon, it rained non-stop, alternating between drizzle and heavy pour. I decided to work from home till the weather improved - not going tried to survive driving in heavy rain! - but then Dad offered to drive me to the office (he also had business to do). <BR> <BR> On bright side, I wore my red boots first time outside my practice range LOL I felt so much taller with the additional 3.25", wal... Mon, 1 Dec 2014 09:21:22 EST Day 037: Fun Thing To Do During Rain #02 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5825063 Taking pictures with my cats! <BR> <BR> Well, actually, it was more like torso shot with my cats coz I had a new t-shirt with a cat picture given by my parents from a trip to a city with name means cat, hehe. Sun, 30 Nov 2014 08:49:22 EST Day 036: Watch New Movie Today :D http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5824577 It was Mockingjay Part 1 (Hunger Games book 3). Watched this movie with a friend, the first show of the day, before lunch time. I've read the book so I knew what to expect but the scenes still hit me hard. There was even one scene that I cried. The story pulled me hard, some scenes were disturbing. And the song Katniss sang was so haunted. <BR> <BR> Can't wait for Part 2! Sat, 29 Nov 2014 07:56:17 EST Day 035: Fun Thing To Do During Rain #01 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5824183 Morning. Heavy rain. Just arrived at office. Got out from my car and landed in puddle of water. Got both my feet soaking wet. <BR> <BR> So, what did I do with this situation, especially when I don't want to have lingering sadness every time during raining? I just enjoyed hopping from one puddle to another, making small splash everywhere, got my clothes even wet. I even did small jog while still holding my umbrella. <BR> <BR> If you have watched the rain scene in one of Austin Power movies w... Fri, 28 Nov 2014 09:22:20 EST Day 034: I Got My November Love Today, Yay! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5823788 After nearly 96 hours of waiting, now I'm the proud owner of a pair of dark red leather boots, yay! <BR> I saw them last Sunday, told myself to wait and decide whether I should have them or not. <BR> <BR> Then today, Thursday, I decided to go to the shop and try them. If fit, I will buy them but if not, don't let myself get too disappointed. I told the store assistant to get size 6 and 7 coz depends on the shoes design, my feet can be either sizes. They checked their inventory and said not a... Thu, 27 Nov 2014 09:45:43 EST Day 033: Let's Make World Smile With You! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5823234 I read an article in SparkPeople, "7 Good Reasons to Smile": <BR> 1. Smiling can make you happy (even when you're not). <BR> ~ I think this work make my mood lift up even if just a tiny little bitty inch away from my sadness/anger. Though when I'm mad, my smile more evil than usual LOL <BR> <BR> 2. Smiling can make others happy. <BR> ~ Definitely agree on this! Especially when someone gives a sincere smile :D <BR> <BR> 3. Smiling makes you more attractive <BR> ~ Strongly agree. Maybe becau... Wed, 26 Nov 2014 08:57:20 EST Day 032: Small Victory, Big Grin :D http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5822680 Today. I received a small token from a team lead as appreciation for what I did to his team. I was so, so happy because that was a sign a team lead recognize my effort :D Yes, that was part of my job description but when someone acknowledge what I did, I always feel like I want to do a small victory dance LOL <BR> <BR> It's enough people says thanks but don't say bad things about me afterwards as if I don't do anything! Tue, 25 Nov 2014 08:32:29 EST Day 031: On My Second Month! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5822137 Step into my second month since Hijr New Year, also my new restart, yay! In that short 30 days, I learned a lot, experienced ups and downs, even shared lots of my tantrums here LOL <BR> <BR> One thing I have rediscovered about myself: my hot-blooded, big temper has never gone forever, just buried so deep and once a while, there are some sparks but not yet full blown. <BR> <BR> Yeah, all those blogs about how I felt so frustrated, so angry, those are still sparks, you don't want to see my fu... Mon, 24 Nov 2014 09:20:22 EST Day 030: Today's Love http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5821461 A pair of red boots! When I saw them today while accompany my mom for her shoes hunting, I immediately fall in love coz I love the rugged soles, the red shade, the heel, love everything! <BR> <BR> Going to give myself few days to calm down, to rethink if I really need those boots, let my practical side give me advices, hehe. I usually prefer comfy than pretty for shoes but these boots, even though I haven't tried them yet, I really, really love them! Sun, 23 Nov 2014 06:43:17 EST Day 029: A Very Sunny Day :D http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5821027 Good day for laundry, even my hand wash jeans dried before dusk :D <BR> <BR> Nice day for a drive though with full blast air-con in the car, hehe. <BR> <BR> Very fun day for cats to run around as no rain to hinder them to play and hang out in the sun. <BR> <BR> The not much plus side was I felt so dehydrated and got headache, hehe. <BR> <BR> In short, a sunny day with a bit of charred at edge LOL Sat, 22 Nov 2014 09:15:43 EST Day 028: Always Feel Great After A Thanks :D http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5820566 Today, quite a tiring day, kept moving from one place to another. Should be a stressful day, made me very grumpy, right? <BR> <BR> No way! Everytime people said "Thanks, you did great helping us", I felt "reboot"! Even tonight, when I spend couple of hours helping our people on site and in end of our session, they said thanks, I felt so ridiculously happy *BIG GRIN. <BR> <BR> Which is why I want to focus on the positive things like people who appreciate & acknowledge what I've done to them ... Fri, 21 Nov 2014 09:02:46 EST Day 027: I've Been Thinking ... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5819949 ... perhaps I saw things in wrong light. Maybe why they were harsh at me because they think I can handle how hard they push me, maybe they trust me to do even more challenging things, try to push my limit. <BR> <BR> Hmm. <BR> <BR> Or maybe they don't know what to do with me, how to response at me, haha. <BR> <BR> Anyhow, I need to focus on doing my job even better than I did in past. I'm still in probation period since I get converted into permanent position (I was a contractor for nearly ... Thu, 20 Nov 2014 07:56:01 EST