FAITHJ8's SparkPeople Blog FAITHJ8's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community A new start My mom passed away January 7 of this year. It was horrible. Then my uncle massed away the next month her brother. <BR> <BR> She had t the strength to livewith ms i cna have the strength to loose this weight. I look horrible and feel the same way. My self esteem is zero. I want to not embarras my son or myself. I want to turn heads again. I want to be sexy. I want just to like myself. I have a long way to go but I can do it. Thu, 7 Mar 2013 12:45:36 EST UGH NOt been doing very well the last week. It's harder than I thought. I still need to do it though. Thu, 3 May 2012 14:41:52 EST back on track went to the dentist this week and couldn't chew food for two days. He had me drinking shakes and eating soup. I didn't do very good yesterday because I could actual eat and I over ate. Well today is a new day and I am going back to doing good. about to eat breakfast now. wholewheat english muffin and a low cal yogurt. My jaw is still very sore but i can now eat like i am suppose to. The bad thing is i just had a filling done. I was so sore from the shots I don't numb and he had to gi... Sat, 28 Apr 2012 11:45:54 EST baby steps I am slowing making progess and I am realizes what I eat. I made my carb goal today YEAH I was only over on cals about 60. so I am improving. I need to work on vitamin intake now. I exercised today yeah. My friend and I did michael jackson just dance for forty minutes. My arms hurt but it was worth it and it doesn't seem like a work out when you enjoy it. <BR> <BR> <BR> I really hope I continue to improve and loose weight . I have to be healthier Sun, 22 Apr 2012 23:20:50 EST Long way to go Well i have been recording everying thing i eat and i am starting to see my big problems. I want to eat in the evening is the main one. Next i have to cut back on cards. Then I need some high vitamin foods. I have a lot to loose but I have to do it. I am fat and I know it and it is making me unhealthy. Time to get ride of this extra person I am carring around. I hope I can continue to improve by habbits. Sun, 22 Apr 2012 00:40:03 EST