EMMAD6's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=EMMAD6 EMMAD6's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Scared http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5648851 I've always had problems with eating. It wasn't until recently that I realized that some of the strange symptoms I have are just that, strange. I get really shaky and sweaty out of nowhere it seems. I become ravenous and stuff myself until the shaking stops. Now I'm starting to realize that I might have a real problem. I'm really worried and go in to see the doctor in a couple of days. I'm not sure how this will affect weight loss, but maybe it will be the push I need to get healthier. Sun, 16 Mar 2014 02:29:21 EST Rejection http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5488867 Last night, I was told by a guy I was falling for that he was getting back together with his ex. I told him how I felt about him, but he's still in love with her. I was devastated. We are still friends though, which is a first for me. Throughout today, I've been analyzing the situation as best I can. What I've come to realize is that I didn't necessarily feel the way I did because of him, but because I wanted someone to love me. He knows all of my secrets and problems and is still my good fri... Wed, 18 Sep 2013 01:24:27 EST