ELYZABETH23's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=ELYZABETH23 ELYZABETH23's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Heads Will Roll! I'm a Loose Cannon! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4461696 Thinking about blowing my pharmacy up and strangling my neurologist if they can't get their $h!* together!!! For real I am out of my one med. that keeps me from loosing my cool and not murdering my kids. (haha) I have a lot of anxiety and take diazepam (valium) twice a day. I've been without it now for one and a have days. I called it in on the 24th. These IDIOTS using the term loosely since this is not the first time I've had to deal with this cannot seem to get together and fax a stinking p... Thu, 1 Sep 2011 23:41:29 EST Worried about my 3 year old http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4353222 My 3 year old has been acting out a lot the last few days and I figured it comes the age. Well, the a few nights ago she stayed at my parents' house, my step daughter went to TX to visit her birth mother, my husband is stationed in SC, so that left me and my son for the night. Well, he's 2 so I decided to take him out on a bike ride just to get him out of the house and to get in some exercise for myself. On our ride we found this baby bird near a mail box flopping around on its back. I checke... Sun, 10 Jul 2011 14:33:38 EST Looking for Forgiveness http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4350131 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/2/0/l200830897.jpg"> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/4/8/l483761899.jpg">Aunt Flo" visited me 5 days later than normal this month and I freaked to say the least, It got so bad I started to make off color jokes with my step daughter, whose 16, "That nine months from now is Easter haha!!" What she didn't know is that I joke when I'm nervous and that I was freaking out because I had a one night stand that my husband did know about. I'm... Fri, 8 Jul 2011 19:27:51 EST Job Hunting and Fears http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4345199 Well, turned in another job application today. One I'm none too thrilled about but a job is a job and we really need the money. So far this makes 3..(sort of 4) applications that I've turned in. The first one counted as 2 since it covered 2 job positions. I haven't heard anything back from the first ones. I'm hoping that I'll at least get interview or call back from this one at the very least. Raising 3 children is starting to get rather costly even when you don't count diapers and the price ... Wed, 6 Jul 2011 15:40:59 EST I hate the police and Mother Nature is out to get me..... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4333273 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/8/7/l877957417.jpg">I think I'm under too much stress lately. Yesterday I had one of the worse migraines I've ever had in a long time. Which is really scary considering I'm seeing a neurologist and taking several medicines to keep them at bay. I actually had taking WAY too many things yesterday (surprised I'm not in a coma today) and still had the migraine when I went to bed last night. On the list of my drug induced cocktail was 4 puffs of stado... Thu, 30 Jun 2011 15:29:04 EST Prayers for Baby Joshua http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4318036 Last night my 16 year old, Michaela and I went to a wake together. It was for a 6 month old baby. Joshua was his name and he was beautiful. His poor parents were so torn up but they stood there and held hands and hugged friend after friend like good troopers. One of the girls there told me that around 4 am they brought Joshua into bed with them and when they woke up he had passed away in his sleep and was already gone. I don't know what I would have done if it had been me. I doubt I would hav... Thu, 23 Jun 2011 14:07:16 EST WHEN TODDLERS ATTACK http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4177993 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/8/0/l807411691.jpg">Okay so...... I left the room to use the bathroom (dumb idea apparently). My toddlers not so recently, discovered they can look through drawers, and of course while I'm not in the room, found a red sharpie!!! My couch, coffee table, a fish tank and stand, sliding glass doors, carpet, a wall, and the eat- in bar all became a DOODLE PAD. Then after several hours off scrubbing butt beating and cursing. I had to leave the room ye... Tue, 19 Apr 2011 22:19:42 EST Stressed!!!!!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4149624 I'm a stay at home mom with 2 toddlers ages 2 and 3 and a 16 year old. My hubby is a marine that's currently stationed in SC and commutes on the weekends so I'm alone all week with the 3 kids, 2 turtles, an aquatic snake, and a dog. (Not that the turtles and snake do much mind you.) However everyone else is about to drive me insane at this point. <BR> <BR> My teenager is on 2 different soccer teams that practice EVER day of the week sometime still 8pm which pretty much makes family meal ti... Thu, 7 Apr 2011 14:40:11 EST I'm Afraid http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4071703 Wow. It's been a really, long weekend. And not in a good way. My husband got some really disturbing news at work that I'm really not going to get into on here because it's still up in the air and no one knows what way is going or where its going to land.....but it's really ..... really.... bad. I'm just so very very tired of all of this stuff. And worried sick over it all. And now I'm afraid that our family isn't going to be able to survived this latest struggle thrown at us. How in the world... Sun, 6 Mar 2011 22:37:57 EST All Drugged Out http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3346214 Well, I'm on meds for migrains which send me to the bathroom constantly(sorry for the TMI)...I'm on Abien which is basically a tic tac so I don't know what this "magic carpet ride is" everyone keeps telling me about with it, I'm still up tossing and turning til the sun comes up, I'm on Valium for my anxiety just recently which they "claimed" would make me drowsy and help the Ambien which its 1 am and Im still up and now Sparking. Had the evil Mirenia IUD taken out (for those of you that love ... Fri, 18 Jun 2010 01:14:36 EST Desperate and a Failure http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3229736 So far, I'm having a really bad year. My Grandmother passed away last month, I'm still not ready to move, my Hubby and I are having issuses, my kids are driving me insane, I've had to adopt out our 2 cats, and I'm gaining weight instead of loosing it. <BR> <BR> I'm going completely backwards with my "diet". I'm so desperate that I'm taking Iso-burn, Iso-cleanse, relacore, AND lipozene just to make me "feel" like I'm doing something on top of eatting these stupid smart ones weight watcher mea... Fri, 14 May 2010 13:51:52 EST Some Cute, Some True....quotes about dieting http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2866610 When we lose twenty pounds... we may be losing the twenty best pounds we have! We may be losing the pounds that contain our genius, our humanity, our love and honesty. ~Woody Allen <BR> <BR> <BR> Don't dig your grave with your own knife and fork. ~English Proverb <BR> <BR> <BR> Your stomach shouldn't be a waist basket. ~Author Unknown <BR> <BR> <BR> A diet is the penalty we pay for exceeding the feed limit. ~Author Unknown <BR> <BR> <BR> More die in the United States of too much ... Wed, 10 Feb 2010 16:22:44 EST My First Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2594380 Well, this is my first bolg ever for anything so here goes nothing!! <BR> <BR> I'm really proud of myself (today). I've beenwith SparkPeople for a month now and have lost 6 lbs. I can't really "see" the weight lose yet and I can't really "feel" it yet but the numbers on the scale do make me happy. Just 2 more lbs and I can say I've lost a gallon of milk! <BR> <BR> I joined The Spark just as a whim one day when feeling low about myself and crusing the internet for more ways to loose weight. ... Sat, 28 Nov 2009 20:57:50 EST