EDENNAMIR's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=EDENNAMIR EDENNAMIR's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Frustrated http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6241917 I've been back in the wagon actively since may. Since may I dropped 15 pounds, not astounding but not horrible either. All this with just a little more walking, more water, less food. But, I didn't starve, I didn't exhaust myself, I also didn't veg out on veggies. September 1 I started the Fitbit challenge at work and I was excited, I. The three weeks it took them to decide who was going to participate, I lost another 7 pounds... Bringing it up to 22 pounds lost. I was enthusiastic, prepared,... Mon, 26 Sep 2016 04:34:08 EST Starting over... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6241419 <img src="http://photosaws.sparkpeople.com/guid/e8b4ef47-d8c0-4356-868f-37d9414993db.jpg"> <BR> I havnt logged into this account in forever, nearly 6 years actually... I'm surprised I remembered the log in information. In those 6 years I've moved a lot, gotten medical help, gotten diagnosed with a number of icky things like p.c.o.s, diabetes type 2, I.b. s, pbs/ic , psoriatic arthritis, and psoriasis. I regained all my weight, and then some. In November if 2015 I weighted the heaviest at ... Sun, 25 Sep 2016 05:22:18 EST Old profile being replaced 09/25/16 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6241418 I like to keep what my old profile used to say... Feel weird not to, to me. Last October I posted something on here, to motivate myself, to push myself. But after moving again, I fell completely off the path of this diet, I was barely being able to make ends meet, I was constantly stressed, It was all down hill. But I did great and I havn't gained back any of the 20 lbs i lost before I fell off the path. As a batter as a fact I am down to 265 which is 3 lbs more lost. I realize this isn't a... Sun, 25 Sep 2016 05:11:27 EST October 19, 2009 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3462094 Today, This day, and the days to come.... <BR> <BR> You know last February i started on a journey for self achievement, of self... CHANGE... <BR> <BR> I had it all planned out as i always do.. and a few months after starting I fell off the plan... <BR> <BR> I moved twice, I went through a lot.. but i still tried my damnest to make the plan stick.. I had it marked where i would be below 200 by TODAY, my 22nd birthday.... do you wanna know something? <BR> <BR> I have dropped a substantia... Fri, 23 Jul 2010 13:14:28 EST Trouble on the home front... or MEDICAL PROBS.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2570091 Ok, i am having a monthly for the first time in quite some time.... and not one of those that are small flow and come and go.. no i have had this monthly since the SECOND of november... and it is a flow heavy enough to fill a pad in 1 hour... which scares me... TO DEATH. <BR> <BR> I went to the ER, and they told me that it is VERY abnormal bleeding but they don't know what's causing it. they did a CBC and a H&H test (they had to draw 4 tubes of blood.. poked me 3 different times) and still n... Tue, 17 Nov 2009 21:59:59 EST Halloween...Samhain.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2494920 Ok bare with me guys ^_^ I'm posting just somethign TOTALLY random and some info for my sister, most info is from Wiki but it works just the same :P <BR> <BR> She asked me to post this information so she could read it at a later date since her email is down.... and cuz she doesnt want to look it up herself :P (just teasing sis) <BR> <BR> Samhain <BR> From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia <BR> Jump to: navigation, search <BR> This article is about the Celtic holiday. For other meanings, see... Tue, 20 Oct 2009 19:31:25 EST Move In Date http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2492178 ok this is kinda long so bare with me... <BR> <BR> October 31st is going to LONG, and TIRING... <BR> <BR> It's the marker for the third year in my marriage, It's my utmost favorite holiday, and It's the day we move from this apartment to the new one 40 streets away.... <BR> <BR> NOW... here's why it's gonna be long... <BR> <BR> NOT ONLY am I moving that day... but I have made previous arrangements to be the host of a halloween party for my sister and her two friends... as a anniversary pa... Mon, 19 Oct 2009 21:44:51 EST another Year http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2490802 Well, here is to another year of working on myself FOR myself. <BR> <BR> As I vowed the other day I will start to track the minutes i exercise and what i eat again starting the 1st of November. <BR> <BR> The 31st being my marriage anniversary i won't be getting much exercise done lol... <BR> <BR> I'm thinking of posting everything in a blog once a week... as well as my personal posts whenever i feel i need to comment... Mon, 19 Oct 2009 12:44:42 EST Front Post up till 10-17-09 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2485252 <BR> Lossing Weight and changing me all over... <BR> <BR> First off I would like to thank everyone who has given me motivation and advice, who has been there when i have had hard times and those who have made me smile when i couldn't... <BR> <BR> Second off, I decided to change my page text because i feel as i am on my journey my thoughts change.. and so should my page text... <BR> <BR> I started this journey because i was told i needed to lose weight... so i wasn't very devoted a month ... Sat, 17 Oct 2009 01:30:38 EST Front Page Starting 10-17-09 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2485251 Today, This day, and the days to come.... <BR> <BR> You know last febuary i started on a journey for self acheivment, of self... CHANGE... <BR> <BR> I had it all planned out as i always do.. adn a few months after starting I fell off the plan... <BR> <BR> I moved twice, I went through a lot.. but i still tried my damnest to make the plan stick.. I had it marked where i would be below 200 by TODAY, my 22nd birthday.... do you wanna know something? <BR> <BR> I have droppped a substantial am... Sat, 17 Oct 2009 01:30:00 EST Tequila and Salt http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2469221 Tequila and Salt <BR> <BR> <BR> This should probably be taped <BR> to your bathroom mirror <BR> where one could read it every day. <BR> You may not realize it, <BR> but it's 100% true. <BR> <BR> <BR> 1. There are at least two people in this world <BR> that you would die for. <BR> <BR> <BR> 2.. At least 15 people in this world <BR> love you in some way. <BR> <BR> <BR> 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you <BR> is because they want to <BR> be just like you <BR> <BR> <BR> 4. A ... Sun, 11 Oct 2009 00:12:24 EST Bye Bye Kittens.....T_T http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2469216 I got rid of our three youngest kittens an on halloween weekend i will be getting rid of angel my baby siamese... but she will be going to my parents house.. it's still sad... <BR> <BR> but they have good homes ^_^ and thats all that matters right? Sun, 11 Oct 2009 00:06:53 EST The 17th, 26th, and 31st..... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2466657 yeah three days that are UBER important to me... <BR> <BR> the 17th i turn 22... but no one will be there to celebrate it with me... T_T my parents are gonna be outta towna dn my husband is scheduled from 1 pm to 3 am.... <BR> <BR> the 26th... we move from this apartment to the new one... rather "I" move us.... <BR> <BR> the 31st... is going to mark year three in our marriage and once again.... im gonna be alone..... T_T Fri, 9 Oct 2009 19:05:35 EST Calculations Update.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2439471 0045.00 for Elect <BR> 0035.00 for Water <BR> 0200.00 for food <BR> 0030.00 for cats <BR> 0045.00 For internet <BR> 0130.00 for phone <BR> 0065.00 for storage <BR> ________________________ <BR> 0550.00 For the bills in this apt. <BR> 0498.00 in paychecks <BR> 0400.00 in savings <BR> ________________________ <BR> 0348.00 left over for moving <BR> 0845.00 For move into new apt <BR> ________________________ Negatives from here on out <BR> 0495.00 Left over for phone, etc <BR... Tue, 29 Sep 2009 20:26:15 EST One More Month.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2439442 Well, Either October 7th or October 21st... either day we will be moving.. all be it 20 streets form here.. we will FINALLY be on our own... <BR> <BR> We took our baby steps.... <BR> <BR> Lets see where it takes us.... <BR> <BR> We have to have over 1000 to move.... and we have 400 in savings right now... so heres hoping my hubby gets 600 this next check (October 7th) but i dought it.... <BR> <BR> so, if he doesn't make it the 7th... then the 21st DEFFINATLY.... lol <BR> <BR> My 22nd bi... Tue, 29 Sep 2009 20:14:50 EST moving.... again... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2332883 0460.00 For rent <BR> 0146.00 for Elec <BR> 0060.00 for Water <BR> 0110.00 for food <BR> 0076.00 for cats <BR> 0090.00 For internet <BR> 0130.00 for phone <BR> 0130.00 for storage <BR> ________________________ <BR> 1202.00 for the next three months <BR> 2490.00 in paychecks <BR> ________________________ <BR> 1270.00 left over for moving <BR> 0775.00 For move into new apt <BR> ________________________ <BR> 0495.00 Left over for phone, etc <BR> 0200.00 For electric deposit <BR> ________________... Thu, 20 Aug 2009 21:28:54 EST in a better place... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2317966 this morning at 8 am central time. <BR> <BR> my dad had to put our dog down... Katelyn was a beautiful dog, she was always playful and ready to go anywhere... <BR> <BR> but over the years she has gotten sick, and the doctors never tested her for mange. it turned out that she has had mange since she was a puppy and they never tested her for it.. and with having mange for more than 9 years... her immune system was made very weak... she got a bacterial infection on top of the mange. <BR> <BR>... Sat, 15 Aug 2009 14:24:08 EST wow..... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2315987 i have recently gotten in contact with so many people that i had previously lost contact with. <BR> <BR> it's great ^_^ <BR> <BR> monday i get to hang out with a great friend again Fri, 14 Aug 2009 16:28:38 EST responses to the responses http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2303315 lol Nkotb_chick1 <BR> <BR> I'll sleep peacfully know im not being folloowed by so many WEIRD anoying people lol ^_~ <BR> <BR> HKlulu I agree they suck, i've had their TV, their Land line, and their wireless... they are nothing but a suck fest... lol <BR> <BR> Jewitch, you're right they all have their glitches.. unfortunatly... verizon has never gotten anythign right when it came to me or my family.. so.. after chance 5 i think it's time i go to someone else... Mon, 10 Aug 2009 13:31:23 EST thou ist a pain in the ARSE Verizon... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2288473 yep.. <BR> <BR> verixon did it again... double charged us.. this is the FOURTH bill that we have had to get fixed... so i am canceling my part adn going to US cellular.. screw verizon they are just problems all around Tue, 4 Aug 2009 23:22:57 EST HM..... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2278695 well, my hubby got contacted by the guy again... <BR> <BR> he says he's gonna leave us be... <BR> <BR> he says he didn't want trouble to begin with... <BR> <BR> and then he hung up... <BR> <BR> weird... and im not gonna drop my guard.... but at least i don't have to be SO scared right? <BR> <BR> in other news... <BR> <BR> we have found our next home.. its a mile closer to my hubbys work.. a little further from food... but meh at least we will be out on our own.. we are also gonna change... Sat, 1 Aug 2009 18:34:40 EST stalker issue... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2265391 I called the cops gave them the name and phone number of the guy and they came up with nothing... <BR> <BR> They told me to call them the second he shows up again... <BR> <BR> He went to my husbands work today inquiring about me... <BR> <BR> He WAS a friend... and i don't know why he is like this now... its creepy and scary.. <BR> <BR> tha cops said the number didnt match any one so far... <BR> <BR> and the name wasn't for anyone where he "works" (he said he works at the college) <BR> ... Tue, 28 Jul 2009 01:36:41 EST Boredom... and a stalker.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2261022 well, the second thing explains the first thing... <BR> <BR> I have a stalker calling my cell adn coming to my apartment.. he is creepy and he scares me a lot... so i'm stuck in the house behind a locked door... and i have run out of things to do... <BR> <BR> you can only exersise in the same spot for so long before it becomes tedious you know? <BR> <BR> same goes for cleaning... <BR> <BR> <BR> and i have watched all the movies i can... <BR> <BR> so im bored adn scared now...... Sun, 26 Jul 2009 16:39:32 EST School..... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2251228 Yep, I am aiming to go back! <BR> <BR> I have found 3 that i am interested in in web design.. and it'll only take me 3 years to get my BA! (thats also including the AA) <BR> <BR> i just need 50 dollars to get the application fee taken care of... <BR> <BR> so... since im broke already as is... i am havin probs figureing out where im gonna get that in 3 days... <BR> <BR> <BR> so i talked to one of them and they are giving me a month to get it and i will start in august WOOHOOO <BR> <BR> ... Wed, 22 Jul 2009 18:42:18 EST 110!!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2235838 Wow!! <BR> now its up to 110 dollars!!! <BR> <BR> i mean come on!!! <BR> <BR> this is AWESOME!!! <BR> <BR> thats a GRANDE TOTAL 100 DOLLAR PROFIT! <BR> <BR> OMG!! <BR> <BR> I'm sorry i am just SOOOOO supprised it worked!! Fri, 17 Jul 2009 04:03:09 EST online.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2232766 well i found a job and have already made 97 dollars PROFIT! <BR> <BR> well i made 107 but it was 10 to access it... but thats not bad... <BR> <BR> 97!! <BR> <BR> WOW!!! <BR> <BR> <link>www.drcredit.com/11219.html </link> <BR> <BR> is what i am doing!! <BR> <BR> come on an extra 97 dollars in 1 day... can't go wrong now can you? <BR> <BR> think of that even if you only got 97 in 1 week every week then thats almost 400 you make extra a month right? <BR> <BR> I'll keep you posted on... Thu, 16 Jul 2009 00:12:43 EST ~sigh~ http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2226026 well, she says she is gonna go to chicago adn sleep in a parking garage until she gets work.. im trying to convince her not to do this.. she has cancer.... and diabetes.... and heart problems... she just cant do that.... <BR> <BR> so im trying to convince her to live here in lawton... get job over at teh postal office and what not... <BR> <BR> it wouldnt be too hard you know? <BR> <BR> right now she is living with us... <BR> <BR> she took us up on our offer and is sleeping in our bedroom... Mon, 13 Jul 2009 18:29:11 EST why do these things happen? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2221074 well, i was thinking possitive.. and now this.. <BR> <BR> my mom and dad are fighting again.. mom won't take us up for our offer about staying here for a bit... says our apartment is too small and in which case it might be but its a safe place for her to be you know? <BR> <BR> counseling wont help the marriage.. <BR> <BR> she said a few months back she was gonna file the papers but she hasnt yet.... <BR> <BR> i have no clue what to do.......... <BR> <BR> <BR> Sat, 11 Jul 2009 19:03:32 EST thinking...... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2219960 ya i know its bad for me :P ^_~ <BR> <BR> anyways i was thinking... maybe i hadn't quite the "diet" but was simply running on auto pilot? i was thinking back over the last few months and i have been eating as smart as my money allowed... yes there were days that we couldnt afford a proper meal but i needed to eat so i go a mcdouble and then went to country mart to see if they had any deals for when my hubby got paid... <BR> <BR> if i ate out it wasn't like it used to be... now i only have a... Sat, 11 Jul 2009 08:35:49 EST Good day? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2217327 well, i just weighed myself for the first time since i moved out of my parents... how many months ago was that? <BR> <BR> well, it says im down at 268.. though i was reading that myself on a dial scale (the one thats correct for once) so im not getting my hopes up TOO high but it gives me a little bit of a good out look because i weighed myself at my parents house at 273 before i moved out and im now at 268.. it means im not gaining weigh totally and that i am indeed progressing.. albeit slo... Fri, 10 Jul 2009 05:54:44 EST practice on CS4!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2217204 please tell me what you think.. i've only been playing with it for 4 hours and it is SOOOO different fromt eh CS2 versions.... <BR> <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/9/5/b954839056.jpg"> <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/1/7/b176292144.jpg"> <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/1/0/b104894072.jpg"> <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/1/5/b153408374.jpg"> <BR> <BR> <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/5/9/b... Fri, 10 Jul 2009 01:47:54 EST Silver Lining? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2216163 ever heard that saying? look for the silver lining on the dark clouds? <BR> <BR> well, here's mine... no i can't do the baby sitting gig because i have to be certified in so many thigns that i can't afford... so i thought oh great i cant help out witht he money situation... well, then i got to thinking... i make great candles.. and i used to make a lot of money back in NC... maybe if i were to post fliers here at the apartment complex and work on my site again... maybe i could start to sell ... Thu, 9 Jul 2009 17:00:28 EST just wanted to say.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2213585 thank you all for comforting me... <BR> <BR> i don't know whats going on with me right now.. i just seem to be depressed and emotional lately... <BR> <BR> i'm gaining weight again... and i HATE it... we just dont have enough money to get the "good" things so we are gettign the "affordable" things... food is food when you have no money you know? <BR> <BR> im eating once aday... <BR> <BR> im in a lot of pain in the pelvical area again... but alas can't see the gyno unless you have insuran... Wed, 8 Jul 2009 19:00:54 EST Ever Have that feeling? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2211545 when no matter what you do everythgin you do is WRONG!?!?! <BR> <BR> you feel blue and depressed and like just balling up and crying? <BR> <BR> Well, it seems thats me for the past few months... Everythign goes wrong and im always depressed adn i feel like im missing somethign like theres a hole in my heart... i don't know what it is... and i dont know how to make things better.... <BR> <BR> My cat IS pregnant again... and i dont know what to do since i cnat afford to get her fixed adn we ... Wed, 8 Jul 2009 02:33:01 EST New Begingings... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2175945 Well, We have finally settled into our new apartment (though we have been here for a month now) and we just got internet today... <BR> <BR> My hubby is getting more money and i am going to start babysitting (because of some circumstances i cant work at places where i would be standing for 8 hours or more...) so that will bring in more money.. <BR> <BR> We are getting along with our roomate better ^_^ <BR> <BR> and i have 2 days left on a colon cleanse... but unfortunatly... it doesnt seem... Tue, 23 Jun 2009 23:45:40 EST Bright things... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2076354 Well, I have a FEW good things to share with everyone.. <BR> <BR> 1: We found a place and were approved for it .. and the apartment complex even has a pool... (yay ^_^) <BR> <BR> 2: it is a two bedroom so no problem with the creepy "friend" <BR> <BR> 3: brace yourselves.... I think i'm pregnant... <BR> <BR> YAY!!!!!!! <BR> <BR> We are gonna go to walmart when we get the money and get an EPT test and check... <BR> <BR> I hope it's a yes ^_^ <BR> <BR> oh and 4: Me and my mom are getting... Tue, 19 May 2009 19:00:05 EST Again after 2 months... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2067663 why me why me why me... <BR> <BR> thats what keeps going through my brain... <BR> <BR> We found out that we are illegally "stealing" electricity with out even knowing it because the land lady lied to us... AGAIN! <BR> <BR> thats all she has done to us from the start is lie lie lie lie... <BR> <BR> we have 5 days to find another place and im scared of making a big mistake... AGAIN!!! <BR> <BR> wish me luck guys cuz im gonna need it... <BR> <BR> Sat, 16 May 2009 18:48:26 EST Thoughts aloud... or rather written... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2020294 I was thinking... i'm scared to have him around me.. but im scared to make him mad by telling him to leave... im also scared that if he leaves we wont be able to afford where we live.... <BR> <BR> SO.... <BR> <BR> I have come to the realization im damned if i do damned if i dont and i'd rather be damned becasue i did something because i felt it was right than regret it my entire life... <BR> <BR> Tonight we are going to talk to the roomie and ask if he plans on staying here or if he plans... Thu, 30 Apr 2009 14:58:45 EST what to do what to do.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2017357 well, i am still not sure what to do about that roomie... i am terrified of him now that i have talked to a few people but i don't want a fight with him and i don't want him to fly off the handle you know? <BR> <BR> if you read my previous blog "tough times breed tough women" you'll get the drift of whats going on... <BR> <BR> any suggestions? Wed, 29 Apr 2009 15:33:50 EST Tough times breed tough women http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2011148 it's something my dad said to me a few days ago... it made me smile.. they are mad that i kinda just up and left and what not and now am having problems and now i have MORE problems with a roomie... but i'll get into that in a bit... but when my dad said that to me i had to sit and think and he's right for everytime my life turns rough i get stronger... wiser... not happier but you cant have everythign can you ^_~ lol <BR> <BR> now back to the roomie thing. i have one that has an alternitive... Mon, 27 Apr 2009 16:45:21 EST Lifestyle change... not going so good.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2000851 well i am only being able to eat once a day adn that happens to be whatever the hubby is able to bring home from work.. mcnuggets is generally what they have left over.. ick... <BR> <BR> so that isnt going so well, but i try... i started to strength train but my bike is doomed to sit and rust till the hubby gets an actuall check in 2 weeks... they sorted him this sections check... so all we can afford is rent and bills... that even leaves food out... but have to have a roof over our heads yo... Thu, 23 Apr 2009 20:36:46 EST Updates http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1984221 Well, sorry about the rushed explanation last time. i was useing my dads computer and he wanted it back :P <BR> <BR> We dont have internet right now so i am using the libraries internet on my husbands librarie card :P <BR> <BR> Things are going ok here so far. <BR> <BR> <BR> Just thought i'd pop in and tell you all i am still alive. <BR> <BR> ciao Sat, 18 Apr 2009 15:43:15 EST suprise suprise suprise http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1956837 Well, i am sorry i have been gone for a few days (maybe a week....) <BR> but we moved the 2nd and now its the 8th... hm... 6 days? wow... <BR> <BR> my cat is fine with lovely 4 kittens though it was going to be 5 but one was still born T_T <BR> <BR> our house is small but cute.. slowly turning into a home (we are slowly unpacking...) <BR> <BR> this is my dads 47th birthday today so here i am at their house using their internet and this weekend they plan on being over... <BR> <BR> i may ... Thu, 9 Apr 2009 00:29:29 EST my cat.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1931916 well, i have to bring her in for a c section i think she had still borns because she has lumps but no movement adn shes skinnier... and her teets are furing up again... <BR> <BR> im kinda saddened and im terrified that she is gonna be hurt or die or soemthign... i couldnt live with out her... she has been my rock (other than my darling hubby ) and well i raised her... i couldnt simply ignor the fact that soemthign may go wrong and she die.... <BR> <BR> everythign went well when we told my ... Wed, 1 Apr 2009 00:39:21 EST this is cute ^_^ http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1924930 Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Beers <BR> <BR> When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 Beers. <BR> <BR> A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. <BR> <BR> The professor t... Mon, 30 Mar 2009 01:29:25 EST I did it!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1924895 thank you guys for encouraging me ^_^ <BR> <BR> i finished 2 hours before they arrived... adn then i just kinda took a nap.. and gods did i sleep good :P <BR> <BR> my cat seems fine so far... but she hasnt given birht yet... so im still worried. <BR> <BR> mom LOVED what i did ^_^ and she was proud that i fixed things that daddy hadnt in months... so im happy there. ^_^ <BR> <BR> now i just have one more hurdle to pass tomorrow. <BR> <BR> i cant post what it is right now.. but you all wil... Mon, 30 Mar 2009 01:02:45 EST almost done http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1923640 i am almost done... <BR> <BR> WOO HOOO <BR> <BR> i just have my room left to clean... (and then soemthign else) <BR> <BR> they will be back at 8...ish <BR> <BR> i cant wait till they walk in and are suprissed... i hope they like the job i did... <BR> <BR> im gonna sleep a lot tonight... i havnt really slept much. <BR> <BR> my cat had her water drop at 3 in the morning saterday... and she has yet to give birth to kittens... im worried that maybe it wasnt her water breaking... but it look... Sun, 29 Mar 2009 17:15:10 EST so overwhelmed... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1919179 i know its pro bally seems like another one of my stupid depressing blogs.. their not meant as that... but i have to rant sometimes and this is the best place to do so.... <BR> <BR> My parents left Wednesday and since then i have been cleaning and i haven't gotten anything done... i feel like I'll be at this for years.. but im doing it alone so i guess that would explain why... <BR> <BR> this is the first time i have had a chance to get up to my room to log onto the computer... i have the l... Fri, 27 Mar 2009 20:59:56 EST Snoresky... snoresky... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1907888 yep.. title says it all... i am SOOOO tired... and i still have lots to do... <BR> <BR> Have to help my mom make pamplets... help her make business cards, help her pack, make dinner... and i havnt slept yet....i have been up a grand total of 20 hours how... and my head is spinning and hurting and i wanna sleep but i want my mom to smile and say she is happy with teh work i am doing, that she is proud adn thankful of me... <BR> <BR> <BR> ok back to work now... Tue, 24 Mar 2009 09:56:59 EST times a wasting... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=1903894 i have stared at this clock for hours now backing up my PC i am on DVD 15 and it isn't even done yet... stupid back up.... <BR> <BR> but it is necessary... <BR> <BR> how often do you back up your pc? Mon, 23 Mar 2009 05:40:06 EST