DRKEYEZ820's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=DRKEYEZ820 DRKEYEZ820's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ feeling thin, yet frustrated with numbers http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5346175 Ever get that feeling of being THIN? <BR> <BR> I do, usually means I would see it the next day on the scale. But it feels so much more then it showed on the scale this morning, I know I know, it hasn't even been a full week. My body just makes NO sense to me. <BR> Friday was a bit of a tough day, I ended up going over my calories just by a little, I hadn't had dinner yet and I decided to have a sandwhich. But that was is, and that was that. Next day, UP! I was up a lb! grrrr! <BR> So I wa... Sun, 5 May 2013 11:23:03 EST My test results http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5340927 Ok-So good news... <BR> Im NOT diabetic :) , I am hypoglycemic . ive known that for a long time, but I was expecting her to tell me I had diabetes. I however WAS NOT expecting her to say I have High CHOLESTEROL. She said shes very concerned that a 29 yr old should NOT have high cholesterol like I do. My TOTAL cholesterol was averaged out to be 276. It needs to be 200 or lower. I do have GOOD cholesterol as well she told me it will help me with the bad cholesterol. Genetics factors in it, that... Tue, 30 Apr 2013 15:46:44 EST 4-25-13 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5335669 So I woke up this morning, well the past few mornings to be exact and walked by my daughters mirror to wake her up.... There is no "Avoiding" myself- <BR> There are things that im noticing that are not good- for one, im not loosing, im gaining, and it might be slower, then I was gaining before, but its not going down. Im noticing that im out of breath just by picking up my daughters room. Obviously the pain in my back is worse. There is no my denying it, there is no more tomorrow it will be ... Thu, 25 Apr 2013 20:29:32 EST Blog Challenge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5310262 Blog Challenge <BR> <BR> <BR> How are you feeling today? <BR> Have you been able to stick to your plans? If yes, what is working for you... if no,, what is not working for you <BR> Are you still riding the wave of euphoria with the prospects of some great goal? <BR> <BR> Take the time to really dig deep and see if you are committed <BR> to this change in your life or if there is a little part of you that <BR> is reluctant. <BR> <BR> So often, people will lament about starting a diet <BR>... Wed, 3 Apr 2013 14:09:45 EST one word answers (taken from SurlyGirl) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5310192 Not as easy as you might think! Copy and Paste into your own blog, change the answers to suit you. It's really hard to only use one word answers. <BR> <BR> Where is your cell phone? <BR> charging <BR> <BR> Spouse? <BR> Pain <BR> <BR> Your hair? <BR> up <BR> <BR> Your mother? <BR> strong <BR> <BR> Your father? <BR> invisible <BR> <BR> Your favorite thing? <BR> daughter <BR> <BR> Your dream last night? <BR> Forgotten <BR> <BR> Favorite drink? <BR> sparkling wa... Wed, 3 Apr 2013 13:02:58 EST Blog Challenge- What r the benefits of losing weight http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5292414 MONDAY BLOG CHALLENGE........ what are the benefits of losing weight,,,,,,,,,, what will you gain by losing weight,,,,,,,,,, what are the consequences of losing weight,,,,, what will you lose by losing weight? <BR> <BR> Oh I can make a LIST of the benefits that come with losing weight: <BR> <BR> 1. Health <BR> 2. Not feeling winded <BR> 3.Fitting into FASHIONABLE clothing <BR> 4.Feeling confident and sexy again <BR> 5. Being strong <BR> 6. Gaining muscle <BR> 7. not being diabetic <BR> 8.... Tue, 19 Mar 2013 12:53:21 EST Dance Party Saturday - http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5288812 So that was AWFUL! Im still learning how to use this thing. So im sorry for the lack of volume when it comes to my music etc. First one got deleted last night then I got ill. So I couldn't do one till today , BUT I GOT IT DONE people. Hopfully it comes up LOL! Sat, 16 Mar 2013 13:30:33 EST Blog Challenge, what defines my self worth http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5283009 I think everyone's view on how they measure their self worth is going to be different in a lot of ways but in a lot of ways it will be the same. <BR> For one im important enough to be here, God created me, im still on earth thus why im important. But it goes on way beyond that. If someone was to ask me "Jill , how do you feel you are as a person?" I'd say im kick a$$! :) lol <BR> No but seriously, ive always wanted to please people. I always, I mean ALWAYS followed the rules. Rules of my hou... Mon, 11 Mar 2013 20:15:08 EST Spark way, all the way http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5256103 So I decided to do it the spark way yesterday :) not just be on spark to get support or give it. I said screw weight watchers. Its what ive always KNOWN. But lately its not working for me. I find myself picking very low in point foods, just so I can stretch it out and I don't get shaky. I decided to plug my food into spark, and see what would happen IF I DID TRY something "different" . I was feeling like I was more on a diet then I used to, and I don't want to feel deprived, not only that, I ... Tue, 19 Feb 2013 11:22:26 EST Little challenge for myself. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5237094 Ok so ive been bouncing the last 2 weeks, between 2 lbs, been struggling...(girl issues) anyways- I thought why not give myself a little challenge. Im gonna "try" to lose 10 lbs in a month. I made up a printed sheet with the title 10 lbs in a month challenge, then down the page put the month and date of my weigh ins. Every week on that date, im gonna put down what I weighed in at on that line. <BR> Now some of u know, ive been struggling with getting insurance, etc. So I FINALLY got insuranc... Mon, 4 Feb 2013 12:07:07 EST my weekend over all http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5206566 Hello friends! <BR> This was the first weekend in a LONG time that I feel like I accomplished something! Friday was my step sons bday! We ordered out as usual, and of course there was cake! Now, I did order something, I ordered a roast beef sandwich, and drum roll please:::: SKIPPED the FRIES! I chose to keep the fried BS out of my body, ANDDDDDD I DID NOT TOUCH THE CAKE! I chose to have a weight watchers little treat for 4 pts. Saturday, my friend didn't come over, so I ran to the store and... Mon, 14 Jan 2013 11:35:27 EST my first week back on track http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5199319 Ok figured it was time to catch up. This was my first week back on track. Ive tried SEVERAL times before to get back on, I would do great during the day then falter at night time. I did well all week back on track, minus the weekend. I tried , I tracked, so I guess im ok with it. I think I expected so much from myself being back, that I didn't stop to think one meal at a time, one day at time, then see how u do. I wanted all in, and it was all or nothing attitude so because I thought that goi... Wed, 9 Jan 2013 19:20:10 EST Theres always a first step http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5149363 So yesterday i managed to track! I tracked all day! Usually the last few months if I said i was gonna track it didnt go past breakfast. <BR> I didnt have all the food resources yesterday, and i still havent gone FULL groceries but i did pick up a few things, apples, yogurt, etc. Some small things i can use to go further in the day. Yesterday was great until after dinner, with no points left I had a yogurt with granola, THEN i was still hungry and had 4 chicken nuggets from the kids dinner. S... Wed, 28 Nov 2012 10:32:02 EST blog time http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5121424 wow im tired.... <BR> haha, so i put my foot down last night. My husband as sweet as he CAN be by buying me cheesecake its NOT helping. I told him he NEEDS TO STOP! And ive decided that I WANT to be healthy and beautiful. And the only way to get it, is to WORK for it. If it was easy no one would be on spark, or be complaining how big they are. And at this time, im gonna do this for ME, for my daughter, for my family. Ive come to the conclusion that are many health down falls that i may not b... Fri, 2 Nov 2012 11:56:10 EST hello hello http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5069082 2 Fri, 21 Sep 2012 11:21:06 EST 9-11-12 me rambling on where i am http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5054540 havent done a vlog in forever, so i did one lol. Love all my sparkers ! Tue, 11 Sep 2012 14:05:44 EST The match is finally burning under my------ http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4947634 interesting title i know! <BR> <BR> Ive been struggling for the past 3 weeks now! Couldnt climb out of the hole i was in. Until the other night. I watched Extreme Makeover weight loss edition. And im watching the young women thats on this show, and im thinking, holy cow....she is AMAZING! Seriously! She went from 400 lbs to 148! WTF?! Seriously amazing. So I asked myself.....what is holding me back, if she can do it, if my friends on spark can do it....... why arent i?! <BR> So the next da... Fri, 29 Jun 2012 12:01:11 EST Think im done with the sabotaging.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4911434 Let me start off with, im feel better as of right now, who knows what the rest of the day will bring, but the last 4 days the room was spinning....LITERALLY! I was SO dizzy i was crashing into walls, and having to lean on people etc. My equilibrium was out of whack i suppose? <BR> <BR> Anyways, ive come to the conclusion that im sabotaging myself. I know i have the will power, but i refused to use it. I know everyone is saying well u should allow urself a treat etc once a week. Well apparen... Mon, 4 Jun 2012 11:30:21 EST Ok enough of that..... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4883420 Ok im done wallowing in my guilt and sorrow... <BR> My brother has ALWAYS been rough around the edges, has always made mistakes..... i was brought up with love...... I was lucky.... and although my brother and I have the same mom.... he was not as fortunate. His father kidnapped him when he was young.... was raised by him, and his father is not a nice man to stay on the polite side. <BR> My brother has mad AWFUL choices that got him in and out of trouble with the law, whether it be in the w... Tue, 15 May 2012 23:17:21 EST alittle annoyed... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4879723 Ok so i know i get angry or annoyed easily at times, but when it comes to my kids, there are appropriate and not so appropriate things to say or do. <BR> I KNOW the kids are not naive by any means, i KNOW they know about the birds and the bee's- ive spoken to each of my older ones, AGE APPROPRIATE. But when other people in the family start asking me to do in appropriate things not only thats embarassing to me, but now ur crossing the line because there are children there. Or talk about adult... Sun, 13 May 2012 18:37:46 EST time for a bloggy blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4853495 Just wanted to touch base! <BR> <BR> I feel like ive made HUGE strives this week! I'm just so proud of myself, and i feel good again. I like when i feel strong. Gives me that "push" - <BR> Still not seeing anything major on the scale, but i dont care lol. I know it will come off. This week i just feel good about making the right choices all around. Started this weekend- granted didnt eat anything fantastic, but i TRACKED it, i feel like ive really slacked lately with tracking on the weeken... Thu, 26 Apr 2012 14:28:33 EST My food list for the day and exercise. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4842333 <BR> Ok ok NEW DAY, EVERYDAY IS DAY 1! So i'm gonna do this. I have 4 weeks until my nana comes home, and i can loose anywhere from 6-10 lbs. So im gonna hit it hard. I gained BACK the two lbs i lost this week just yesterday alone... (sigh- idk why i do this to myself) <BR> So i hope i can RE LOOSE the 2 lbs between today and tomorrow. And although i'll try to go to the store tonight, i think i wont be able to until Saturday. So I wanna make up a HUGE salad, something that will last a few da... Thu, 19 Apr 2012 10:23:50 EST Need a Goal http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4841348 Ok so today has been one of those days. where i found myself emotionally eating. <BR> Im a competitive person and I think ive found a new way to keep myself motivated - my nana is in FL right now, but she is coming home in May.... so if i start now , i want to loose 10 lbs by the time she comes home. I want her to see that i made PROGRESS since she left. So my goal is to loose 2 lbs a week. I think thats do(able) for a month. So i hope this keeps me "focused" :) <BR> I need to find new ways ... Wed, 18 Apr 2012 17:19:40 EST Feeling..... Energized? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4840133 WOW...... <BR> <BR> Ive missed this....this FEELING!!! The feeling of the energizer bunny....that keeps going and going :) <BR> <BR> So i had this OVER WHELMING feeling that i had to move and i went and danced around for a little. Im feeling great. <BR> Over all had a good day- had 12 cups of water, stayed at my pts. , Did Zumba, and danced, got over 10k steps. I feel a sense of POWER again. <BR> Not sure why? Frankly dont care lol. Just glad to feel this way, honestly. <BR> I hope this ... Tue, 17 Apr 2012 22:17:24 EST i feel like a yo yo- http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4833132 So this week i fight...one day i did SO AWESOME- then i snack here and there through the day?! Im back up on the scale... i feel like a yo yo.... <BR> And ive been on this road before its nothing new to me. And i know i will get past this. I always do, just wish i would stop sabotaging myself. Thats what i feel like im doing. <BR> It was so easy for me the first time i lost weight... <BR> So why is THIS time so much more difficult? I dont know... <BR> Considering i keep reaching for things... Fri, 13 Apr 2012 09:39:48 EST 4-4-12 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4820350 AGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ok now that ive done that, i can somewhat breathe lol. I washed the floors yesterday remember..... <BR> So i go around the corner a few moments ago, and there is my 3 yr old dumping milk all over the floor, all over her! so now not only did i have to RE wash the floor, my work out is delayed! gah! <BR> Ok Jill now take a deep breath lol <BR> <BR> My tasks yesterday went pretty well, didnt make the 10k like i wanted, but came VERY close to it. <BR> <B... Wed, 4 Apr 2012 13:26:17 EST 4-3-12 Tasks for today! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4818557 So i normally do better over all when I write down what I plan on doing for today, so short and sweet it is for today :) <BR> <BR> 1. Track <BR> 2. Exercise <BR> 3. 6/9 cups of water <BR> 4. Im gonna attempt 10k steps. (this one is the tough one i think today) <BR> <BR> Im dealing with a headache right now, not sure why. eh. <BR> Other then that, i just got done mopping the floors, i know, how exciting :) BUT i was moving, so i was burning calories, no matter what :) <BR> Tomorrow is gonn... Tue, 3 Apr 2012 12:46:47 EST 4/2/12 Confession on the weekend, Goals short term and Long http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4816682 Ok well I dont think i can REALLY move on until i purge my guilty eating sins on here.... <BR> This weekend blew....seriously..... <BR> All started Saturday when the husband took me and our daughter out to lunch....that wouldve been fine if i had STUCK to JUST THAT! I knew the points, i was OK!....... then later on came.... we ordered out again..... THEN SUNDAY came and i started off AWESOME, i had written down my breakfast, i did a 3 mile walk....then i started to feel so hungry.....to the... Mon, 2 Apr 2012 11:51:26 EST 3-29-12 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4810862 2 Thu, 29 Mar 2012 14:29:12 EST March 19- and im ready to roll http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4794702 Feels good to be feeling like the old me physically for the most part. I started feeling better by saturday. My week was no exercise and i struggled with eating, and this weekend wasnt any better. But im ready to rumble now- got my injury out of the way, and my daughters birthday out of the way, and its back to me today! I feel guilty for eating the way i did this weekend. Wasnt really expecting my daughters birthday to be a "party" - but it did, so i ended up ordering pizza, and of course t... Mon, 19 Mar 2012 10:22:34 EST sigh... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4787338 I know im not super women, but at least id like think i can accomplish anything.... <BR> I was an emotional wreck yesterday, and sort of still am writing this.... Its hard knowing I cant do what i need to do this week. All my faith is in God.....and my nutrition. Hopfully with those combined i can get heal faster and still lose something with my nutrition. If thats all i can do, then im gonna do it to the best of my ability. I remember the same pain happening when my daughter was like 4 month... Wed, 14 Mar 2012 12:59:50 EST Dance Party Friday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4779113 all i can say is i cant wait until i lose this weight! One day at a time, i will be there. Cant wait to do a dance party actually THIN lol. gah! Fri, 9 Mar 2012 12:06:20 EST Thursday vlog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4777451 2 Thu, 8 Mar 2012 13:00:28 EST 3-6-12 Short read http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4774190 Im starting to feel like my old self again, im starting to get back into the groove of things. I feel like i had a week of tail spins, snacking and going over pts etc. <BR> Today has been the best day thus far- i got in a 5 mile walk, i am down 6 cups of water this far, im hoping to hit 9, and ive stayed on target ALL day. Just feeling really tired. I feel like i need some WARM sunshine! :) , tomorrow and thursday my goal is to get outside and enjoy alittle sun. Maybe some vitamin D for my s... Tue, 6 Mar 2012 17:30:45 EST Dance PARTYYYYYY Friday peoples! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4767281 Sorry about 1. the lighting, and 2. my squawking birds LOL. <BR> <BR> <BR> <BR> Song : Sexy To Me by JOJO Fri, 2 Mar 2012 13:46:13 EST Its finally March http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4765198 Ah.... its FINALLY March.... <BR> <BR> Its funny really, about 4 yrs ago the husband and i decided to try and have a baby. Got pregnant in July, only for my daughter to be born in March :) <BR> Cant believe she is almost 3. <BR> <BR> Anyways :) <BR> haha <BR> So this week has been very tough for me. Ive been exercising, drinking my water decently couldve done a tad bit more, but ive been going into my flex . So im dealing with "that" time of the month, Sorry guys if its to much info, bu... Thu, 1 Mar 2012 11:34:17 EST 2-28-12 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4761406 I loveeeee when someone calls me and puts me on hold but not on hold, so i can hear everything being said and im saying helllllllloooooo, did u want me to just let u go and u can call me back some other time? Nope....i just hung up. Not playing games, i have a life. But anyways! <BR> My daughter is turning 3 in a couple of weeks :( lol. I cant believe it.... its just yesterday i brought her home! So shes's been not so consistant with the potty but has been more so as of lately. So i decided ... Tue, 28 Feb 2012 11:05:49 EST 2-24-12 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4754821 So today my daughter has an appointment with the high school she wants to attend. So it sort of throws off my day. Im hoping to get in a little exercise anyways. And whenever im out and about even with a snack sometimes i get weak. The husband took today off to stay home with the other 2 kids thank god, cause i hate dragging all 3 around. I wouldve if i had to, but why try not to lol. <BR> <BR> I drank 10 cups of water yesterday, i really was reaching for 12, but i just couldnt do it lol. I... Fri, 24 Feb 2012 10:37:39 EST 2-23-12 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4753104 so yesterday definitely didnt go as planned..... I knew the soup and hand i liked was just 2 pts! So i went to get one for dinner....... PROBLEM! AFTER i had it....i looked at the sodium ! 930 mg of sodium! SAY WHAT?! gah! Then on top of that, i used flex pts. So needless to say i was up a lb on the scale this morning. BAD! <BR> <BR> So my goal today is to drink 12 cups of water <BR> do my 5 mile walk(like now) <BR> track UNDER my pts <BR> And make sure to eat things or drink things that ... Thu, 23 Feb 2012 11:12:13 EST 2-22-12 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4751540 ok wow, gotta get used to the new look of the pages on here. anyways! <BR> <BR> Ive been washing laundry, washing dishes, changed my blankets, made breakfast and lunches for kids, cleaned bird cages, i still wanna mop the floor. I dont know why im in clean mode lol. Maybe because its like spring outside? I opened some windows to freshin up the house with fresh air. <BR> <BR> I dont know y im feeling very shaky today. Ive eaten all at the right times. just cant get rid of this feeling like ... Wed, 22 Feb 2012 14:17:02 EST 2-21-12 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4749762 Oh the joy lol. <BR> I went and bought a new walk dvd last night, the one i did have was so out dated it wasnt even funny. This one comes with a resistance band, i did 2 miles last night, and with the resistance band. BOY ARE MY ARMS FEELING IT TODAY! So much better then my hand weights. I went and did a 5 mile walk today. Im so tired lol. It had running, and dance type moves, and resistance training. it was crazy. Im already PAST 10k steps :D <BR> <BR> Im sticking with 24 pts for today, d... Tue, 21 Feb 2012 15:07:10 EST Goals for today 2-20-12 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4747591 So this weekend didnt go how i wanted it. But today is DAY 1 , and the start of a new week. Im excited to see where i go this week as far as my goals and how much i can push myself. <BR> Im up .5 but u can work with that, its not like its 2 lbs. wow if that was the case id be in a deep depression right now. Because i do not by any means wanna throw away ALL MY HARD WORK to get to my 2nd mini goal. <BR> So this week my mission is to try to stay under my pts by 1-2 pts. I tend to lose when i ... Mon, 20 Feb 2012 11:38:17 EST 2-18-12 Feels like an eternity http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4744747 So im FINALLY at my 2nd mini goal! Seems like ive been at 171 forEVER! my goal was in reach but i couldnt reach it. Until today. Im FINALLY there. When i stepped on the scale i just couldnt believe it........i stepped on it again, then again... i rubbed my eyes.... then they started to tear up. This particular mini goal has been SO hard to attain. So now that the eternity is over lol- ive just realized.....im 1 lb away from an entirely different number...... the 160s! REALLY?! <BR> Now today... Sat, 18 Feb 2012 12:12:29 EST Dance Party Fridayyyyy! get up and dance sparkers! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4743530 Hope everyone has a great weekend! Fri, 17 Feb 2012 13:53:46 EST goals for today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4743454 Okie dokie, its FRIDAY. is it just me or did this week go by SOOOOO SLOW?! agh! Maybe because of the holiday? <BR> OOOOOOO BRB need to grab laundry! <BR> <BR> K back :D <BR> <BR> As I was saying - It felt like the longest week of my life. Im thinking i want to do something different then the Zumba i love doing, maybe shake up my routine alittle. I was thinking Tae Bo! I have Billy Blanks DVD that i havent touched in EONS, but i feel that i need to, and want to change it up. So once my da... Fri, 17 Feb 2012 13:09:11 EST 2-16-12 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4741874 So its thursday, 2 more days till WI..... i DID peek at the scale this morning..... STILL at 171.... <BR> BUT Im not bummed, i must rather stay the same then gain. AND i noticed something this morning :) - So i bought this shirt thats a Large, BUT its Semi fitted, so its not a regular cotton shirt, it has spandex in it, so it was tight, i mean REALLY tight when i first bought it. So i tried it on this morning, and its FITTING! I mean for me to be entirely comfortable wearing it, id like to l... Thu, 16 Feb 2012 13:13:16 EST 2-14-12 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4738869 Hope everyone is having a wonderful vday! :) <BR> Im doing great today. despite my husband wanting to order out, i still managed to order just a GARDEN SALAD, and those of u and WW world - thats little to no pts, :D , then i will use whatever fat free or low fat dressing I OWN :) <BR> Im also cooking a Turkey burger - i have ALOT of pts to use, i have 16. So im not to worried about it. I woke up later, and didnt get lunch in. So i have 3 pts left over when all said and done with, so i can ... Tue, 14 Feb 2012 16:58:28 EST 2-13-12 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4736695 :YAWN: <BR> <BR> I didnt think i would have to get up every hr with a 2 yr old. When my daughter was born it was tough , with no sleep. And i said to myself ya know Jill, it wont last forever. <BR> Maybe i should re tract that statement. My daughter literally woke me up at 4, then 4:30, then 5, then 5:30. All because she wanted water and to play games. (putting binky into cup of water) <BR> Next month is her bday and ive been preparing her that her binky fairy will be coming to take her bi... Mon, 13 Feb 2012 11:57:01 EST frustration mmmmhmmmm http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4728855 Feeling burnt... exercising like crazy, which exercise is great , makes feel good, but im going over and beyond my typical 40 min a day, im sitting pretty at exactly my points for the day. Im drinking allllll my water, and nothing.... the number will FOREVER stay at 171. - I wanna be healthy, im obese, i dont wanna be at THIS weight anymore. If your following a healthy lifestyle and the purpose is to get healthy and loosing weight is part of it i should be loosing 1-2 lbs a week.... :( , just... Wed, 8 Feb 2012 12:01:28 EST Dance Party Friday: figured why not another. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4720518 Sorry if u cant see my face lol. Its so sunny in my kitchen u really cant see me, any which way i put the lap top LOL. geez. Anyways- i decided that i was brave enough to go ahead and post another dance party friday vlog :) <BR> Hope everyone has a great weekend! Fri, 3 Feb 2012 13:29:55 EST