DOMINICKSMOM05's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=DOMINICKSMOM05 DOMINICKSMOM05's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Just keep coming:( http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5526538 Sometimes the blows just keep coming. I have noticed that my hearing has been a problem for a few months and my boyfriend kept telling me that I was turning the tv up too loud- so I made an appointment with a specialist and I found out that my hearing has diminished a great deal and there is no explanation. So I have to go back in a few weeks (the 8th) and talk to the surgeon to see if surgery is an option or if I am just going to need hearing aids for the rest of my life (seriously hearing... Tue, 29 Oct 2013 13:18:43 EST A rough Week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5525387 Well last week was not very good for me :( I was stuck wearing my glasses all week- and I am still wearing them. I hate them and they make me feel funny but my eye is not healing well so I have to do what I have to do. Last week it kept me from going to the gym and made me a little depressed and I fell into the food trap. Needless to say my weight is back up but I am not going to let it stay there. I got up this morning and I went to the gym- in my glasses- even though it was a pain in t... Mon, 28 Oct 2013 10:24:12 EST FOOD !!!!!!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5513187 OK so I am going to skip discussing some things that I might not be too happy about and talk about some things I am (the scale only went down one pound). This week I did some cool stuff with food. We went to the big Beaver Street Farmers market in town on Saturday. They were having their 75th anniversary and a fun fall festival- so the kiddo was happy. I wanted to get some healthy choices for the week- and convince the little guy that fruits and veggies are not that bad. We found a bunch... Mon, 14 Oct 2013 11:51:57 EST Hey Mike Mike Mike- Guess what day it is??!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5508873 That's right it is hump Day!!!!! And man was it a big hump to get over today- there was a mountain next to my bed telling me not to get out of it. But I am going to toot my own horn- I GOT UP_ I GOT OUT OF BED_ AND I GOT MY BUTT TO THE GYM AT 5 AM!!!!!!!! It was so so so hard- I was deep in sleep- It is getting too cold out for me- It was raining out which was gross- and it was dark- not to mention that it was really really early!!! I soooooooooooooooooo dd not want to get up- then I reme... Wed, 9 Oct 2013 11:09:31 EST Weekend Round Up http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5506883 I wasn't horrible this weekend but I wasn't on spot with my food either (this week I cooked my meals through the weekend in hopes that I won't get side tracked again). I was down one pound on Sunday at my weigh in (but I was down two pounds on Thursday ) I guess my not so great choices on Saturday might have added up. I did get my cardio in on Saturday so that was good and I did quite a bit of cleaning on Sunday. I put away my scale for the week and I am going to do my best not to touch it... Mon, 7 Oct 2013 10:57:21 EST Much better day today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5504404 Ok so yesterday was rough-but I did drag myself to crossfit and made it through the class pretty well. I got up this morning and I got myself to the gym and I completed my whole workout and cardio! It might not seem like a big deal but it means I was consistent! For two weeks I have gotten in all of my weight training and all of my cardio (taking a fun cardio kickboxing tomorrow with a friend just as extra calorie burning). Two weeks is a start- for me consistency is always an issue. So... Fri, 4 Oct 2013 12:31:56 EST What a morning!! :( http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5503489 Today was not a good start! The dog got sick at 4 am (and today was one of my only 2 days to sleep in until 6am)- So I had to get up and take care of that and clean the carpet- finishing at about 4:40- then I could not fall asleep again until 5:30 and had to get up. On top of that my son was having one if his "bad" days (he is autistic). This meant that he did not want to perform any of the things he is normally able to do on his own. Which meant I had to do everything for everyone this m... Thu, 3 Oct 2013 12:42:34 EST Still here http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5502494 Well it has been exactly one month started getting serious about my weight loss and I am still here. Doing my best to stay in my calorie range and make good choices each day and I succeed more then I fail. I have had good results- I am down some weight and some inches and I still have more to go. I am hitting the gym regularly now and things are looking up for my health. I did my lifting workout on both Monday and Wednesday and I survived crossfit yesterday as well. I am still eating 5-6... Wed, 2 Oct 2013 12:45:06 EST October- goals- and challenge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5501182 I just joined the 30 day countdown to skinny jeans challenge on here for the month of October- I am starting it today! I signed up for emails and there are daily mini challenges so I will be able to work on something small each day on top of what I am already doing. It looks like a fun challenge if anyone wants to join me, we can work on it together. I also will be following them on pinterest which makes it a little more fun for me because I do love my pinterest. I am setting my goals for... Tue, 1 Oct 2013 09:07:04 EST Not my greatest results- but I survived the first month http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5500271 Well I was hoping for amazing magical results but I just didn't get them :( I somehow gained back some of the weight I lost. According to my body fat scale I did not loose any body fat- this makes me sad. Overall in the whole month I only lost 3 pounds :( this is a little disappointing because I gained back two that I had lost earlier. Also according to spark tracker- I am not behind my curve for meeting my goal. But I am also beginning to realize that I may have to adjust my goal weigh... Mon, 30 Sep 2013 11:55:47 EST Mostly succeeded http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5497730 Well I mostly succeeded this week on sticking to the plan 100%. I did much better at sticking to clean eating this week then I have in the past (three small pieces of candy and wheat things crackers). I stayed in my calorie range each day and was close the outline for the plan (40% protein, 40% carbohydrates and 20% healthy fats). I took most of my supplements at the right time (I forgot one of my supplement packs yesterday- might be why I felt off all day). I did all of the strength tra... Fri, 27 Sep 2013 11:46:09 EST Mid week Update http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5495800 Well it is Wednesday and the week is half over so I wanted to give a little update to all my spark friends. I was able to the weight training (legs) done on Monday and the cardio in (by DVD) in the evening- so I hit that goal. I ate all 6 of my prepared meals for the day- 100% clean so I hit that goal. On Tuesday I did crossfit- I brought a new friend so that made things extra fun for everyone, (except she said she almost threw up a few times- but overall she said she liked it). I also at... Wed, 25 Sep 2013 11:00:48 EST Birthday and Baseline http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5493608 Well yesterday was my birthday- 31!!! There was a little indulgence (went out for sushi for lunch) but overall I was pretty good. Today I am starting my new plan for strength training, cardio and eating. I choose to go with the Jamie Eason 12 week Fat Loss plan. It includes two days of just cardio, two days of strength training and shorter cardio, and one day of just strength training. I hit the gym this morning and did one of the workouts for strength training (I did not plan well so I ... Mon, 23 Sep 2013 09:28:04 EST About to start training http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5491128 So I have decided that cardio is not enough. I want to be stronger- I want to feel stronger!!! So I am doing some research online and looking into a training plan. I am already hitting the gym now maybe I can do some research and tailor what I am doing to best suit what I want to achieve. I have been looking on bodybuilding.com because I feel like their article and research are pretty sound from what I can tell and I like that they post free plans. I just don't see the need to pay for pl... Fri, 20 Sep 2013 12:40:49 EST Rough DAy http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5490192 Yesterday was a rough day- no one in my house was feeling very well. The weather was depressing and we all had off schedules for the day. I was in a real funk (I think part of it was that I didn't take my supplements at the right time of day). So I did not work out at the gym yesterday like I had been hoping but I did play with the family for about 30 minutes so I tracked that as my exercise. I am feeling more into it today but my throat really hurt this morning and I can't afford to get ... Thu, 19 Sep 2013 12:35:07 EST GYM RAT http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5488375 Could it be that I am turning into a gym rat? I was there yesterday morning at 5 am and did an hour- I was there last night at 6:30 and did an hour- I was there again this morning at 5 am- and tonight I am going to crossfit. Is it possible that I am hating the gym a little bit less?HMMMMM- something to think about it. I am working really hard this week because Sunday is my birthday and I want to earn a good number on the scale. Going to do my mid week weigh in tomorrow and see if there ha... Tue, 17 Sep 2013 14:27:39 EST Weekends are hard http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5487076 Weekends are always hard for me. When i am on a strict schedule during the week things seem easier and I have a routine and pre-made food and nothing to get me off track. But the weekends are like a free for all. I am usually by myself with my son because my boyfriend works (all the time!) and there is always something going on. This weekend was no exception. Luckily I somehow managed to stay within my calorie range and I got a workout in on Saturday but I did not eat clean and that is u... Mon, 16 Sep 2013 10:06:24 EST Modifications http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5484571 So i did not make it to crossfit- I could give you 100 reasons but the truth is that my friend going with me wasn't going and I am just not ready to do it alone yet... but I did workout. I went to the gym and did 60 minutes of cardio instead. So I am still on track and burned my calories. I got up this morning and did my morning cardio. We are going out to eat for my boyfriends birthday and I am doing my best to make a healthy choice. I might add in a workout video after my second job be... Fri, 13 Sep 2013 12:09:01 EST Finished the cleanse http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5483634 So i did it- I finished the ten day Advocare cleanse- and I LOST 5 POUNDS!!! Ok I know that a lot of that is water weigh but still it feels good. Still eating clean, staying in my calories rage, and working out 6 days a week :) Now I move on the the max phase. It includes supplements meant to help sustain this life style as well as a meal replacement drink (which I am mixing with unsweetened almond milk). This max phase is 14 days long and I would love to loose another 4-5 pounds in the ... Thu, 12 Sep 2013 11:41:59 EST Day Nine http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5481577 Well I am on Day nine of my Advocare 24 day challenge. I am still getting use to taking all these supplements when recommended but I am doing ok so far. The scale is still moving down so that is a good thing! Tomorrow is the last day of my cleanse phase then I move on to the Max phase which is basically what I will be sustaining for the rest of my time. I did my morning cardio yesterday and am yoga. I slept in today (felt like my body needed it) but I have crossfit tonight and might do 3... Tue, 10 Sep 2013 11:26:13 EST Still going strong http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5480687 Well i am still going strong- here on my restart. I ate within my calorie range everyday for a week straight! I worked out 6 out of 7 days for an hour a day. I survived ZUmba even though I am sure I looked pretty ridiculous. I started the Advocare 24 day challenge on Monday- the first ten days are a cleanse (yes you EAT!). I weighed in on Saturday morning- I figured day 5 would be a good measure to start with. When I started I was 173.4 and on Saturday I was 169.6! I know I won't get h... Mon, 9 Sep 2013 14:21:44 EST Four days down a lifetime to go http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5477542 I made it through crossfit yesterday- twice this week. Yesterday they seemed to concentrate on the abs and core so I am sure I will be feeling it tomorrow when I try to sit up in bed. I was not able to make it to the gym this morning but I will be going this evening :) Cardio day! Tomorrow I am thinking about taking a Zumba class with a friend to kind of mix things up and keep it fresh. Today is day five so I am planning on weighing myself tomorrow morning first thing. I know that is ha... Fri, 6 Sep 2013 08:47:44 EST Day Three Check In http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5476659 Ok, so I am doing the Advocare 24 day challenge to help get me motivated. I am on day four today. Yesterday was a pretty good day- did my morning workout and ate within my calorie range again (that's three for three!) I have been getting up in the morning and going to the gym which is tough but I am determined to do it at least three days a week! I didn't go this morning because my boyfriend was working and I couldn't leave my son- but I have crossfit today after working (both jobs). I a... Thu, 5 Sep 2013 10:47:13 EST TIRED OF STARTING OVER http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5475504 I feel like every six months I post the same blog- "here I am starting over"- someone make me stop this vicious cycle! I need to get back on the bandwagon and stay there!!! I am only on my third day of being recommitted but hoping it sticks this time??? I got on board with some new supplements (Advocare)- anyone know about them or want to share any info. I am starting with the 24 day challenge- let's see how it goes. I am eating clean and giving up my horrible caffeine addiction (well mo... Wed, 4 Sep 2013 09:22:48 EST Workouted out today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5422321 I did some working out today- I did some interval cardio at the gym- 23 minutes to be exact. Then I did a short upper body workout that is from a website that I am following now. Then I had a great afternoon (had a healthy lunch, got to take a nap, and got a massage- then when I came home my boyfriend had bough me flowers). Then after my other job of tutoring I did a little 20 minute run/walk while I followed my son who is learning to ride his bike. I only did 1.71 miles but it was a nice... Mon, 15 Jul 2013 21:05:23 EST Happy Saturday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5412187 I am not going to complain about life or struggles or things going wrong right now- instead I am just going to wish everyone a happy Saturday. I have made it almost one week eating unprocessed food- I still have to get through today but I think I can do it! I will weigh in tomorrow and hope the scale shows the difference. I have not worked out this week but next week I plan on adding in three cardio sessions at the gym. I hope everyone has a good Saturday and I will update my weight on my... Sat, 6 Jul 2013 09:18:30 EST Struggeling http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5331550 Struggling- again. Well I never got in my two workouts- too much happening this weekend. I did get my car back from the shop and it is fixed so that is going to make things easier (a week without my car makes things so nuts). Then I cleaned most of the day on Saturday and got the rest of the house unpacked (except the boyfriends - man cave- but I am not concerned about that). Then we had a date night which was nice but I did not eat well and then for some reason I could not sleep and I on... Mon, 22 Apr 2013 10:10:41 EST FRIDAY http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5328810 Well my biggest loser crew had another good week- they lost a total of 37 pounds:) (and four people out of 18 did not weigh in) WAHOOOOO! My day yesterday was another rough one. After working all day I went to tutoring form 4-6 then another tutoring from 6:30-8 and then I scarfed down some mac and cheese with tuna (bad choice) and I had to run to the store to get prizes for the biggest loser crew (water bottles for everyone). I didn't get home until after 9 and I was exhausted- no kitty- n... Fri, 19 Apr 2013 14:40:24 EST Getting through the week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5327393 Well I am getting through a tough week. It is standardized testing in school so its a stressful week and my kitty got out and has not come home. He is on medicine and so now he has not had the medicine for two days and I am afraid that he is not going to be doing well out there. I am very worried. I posted signs all over the neighborhood and ads on craigslist. I have checked with the humane society and animal control but no news. If he is not back by tomorrow I don't think he will make ... Thu, 18 Apr 2013 09:41:27 EST Week One results http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5323749 The scale is finally moving- WAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! <BR> I lost two pounds last week (even with a lot of stress this weekend). So I got up this morning and I did the next workout in my plan (chest and triceps). It went pretty well- might go for a little jog this evening or do a few minutes on the elliptical if there is a little time to do it. But there are a ton of things to do around my house and I have my second job and my son has piano lessons today- busy busy day. Actually this is a ... Mon, 15 Apr 2013 09:43:39 EST Friday- BLC and weigh in http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5320727 Well my biggest loser contestants at work weighed in this morning. No one gained which is good. Most people lost but a few stayed the same for this week. A few missed the weigh in (5) but the other 13 lost a total of 38 pounds!!! I am super excited for them. One person stayed the same but everyone else lost something. I am hoping those who did not weigh in send me their weight today during the day and I can add it in as well. I divided the contestants into two groups (blue team and yel... Fri, 12 Apr 2013 11:11:26 EST No Changes Yet http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5319672 Well last week I started getting serious about what I was eating (but I only went to the gym once) then I didn't do so well on the weekend. <em>4</em> So I was not upset when my weight was the same on Sunday. <em>193</em> This week I have stuck to the diet (95%) for the live fit program and completed all three of the workouts I was suppose to <em>213</em> - I have one more to go today. Yesterday was the first time I got on the scale since Sunday and my mid-week check was the same ... Thu, 11 Apr 2013 12:56:56 EST Live Fit Day Two http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5316931 Well, I drug my butt out of bed this morning at 5 and I did my workout! I have noticed that the 5 am gym crew is a lively bunch (not sure how they have that much energy that early in the morning). I took my BCAA before the gym but then things were hectic when I got home and I forgot my two other supplements (multi vitamin and fats)- so my plan is to go straight home and take them with my afternoon snack. (turkey muffins!!!) I am excited that I got in two workouts in a row this week- trying... Tue, 9 Apr 2013 09:42:50 EST Live Fit Day 1 (second attempt) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5315574 So, the alarm went off at 4:30 am and me and the boyfriend were suppose to get up and get to working out- however it just was not happening. On a Monday I needed more sleep so I decided I would try to squeeze it in after work- even though that is hard I knew I needed the sleep. Well as we got up and got started at 6 (much happier), I remembered that my work (school- I am a teacher), has a gym open from 7:30-8 which is my free time as a teacher. I have never been to the gym so I did not kno... Mon, 8 Apr 2013 09:28:22 EST Good Day- so far http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5311498 Well I have not been able to do much working out this week but I am staying most.ly on track with my eating so that is a start. My biggest loser challenge at work seems to really be taking off- I think I am up to somewhere between 12-15 contestants. Maybe even more people will step up and change their life styles. I am excited about helping others I just need to be sure that I am taking care of myself as well :) I have not weighed myself this week so I don't know if that is a good or bad ... Thu, 4 Apr 2013 13:26:18 EST Biggest Loser Ideas http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5310171 OK so I have 6 people signed up for my biggest loser contest. I really want to make it successful because I love the people that I work with and I want them all to be healthy. I am coming up with some ideas on how to make it the best contest ever. I am going to send daily emails with a tip of the day- challenge of the day (little things like eat 5 veggies or drink 8 glasses of water) and a link to articles that I think might help. (I know most of it will come from here since this is where... Wed, 3 Apr 2013 12:51:28 EST Supplements- HELP ME http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5308950 OK I am doing my best to research supplements but there are so many contradictory things out there- so I am asking my sparks friends for help. Please tell me what you do. I know I don't get enough nutrients because as much as I try I do not like things like vegetables. So I am looking to not only get the best results but also to get healthy again. So please share your thoughts or resources on supplements. Tue, 2 Apr 2013 13:43:02 EST 4/1- no April's Fools jokes http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5308689 No jokes here- I reset on April fools day (how ironic!). But my and my boyfriend went to the gym yesterday. He worked legs (and I am glad he is finding some motivation again- things have been very rough on both of us lately and motivation has been hard to find around our house). I did cardio- I did the first day of couch to 5K program for 25 minutes and then I did 20 minutes of walking at a 10% incline at 3.5 mph. Challenging enough to get my heart rate up and hopefully burn some fat but ... Tue, 2 Apr 2013 10:18:21 EST RESET- TODAY http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5307423 Today I reset my stats on sparkspeople. I had stats based on 2009-2012 when I first lost all the weight but I have gained half of it back- so I reset. I made my start date today and my weight what I weigh right now. So it is going to be a more realistic view now. We finally moved and we are mostly unpacked. My spring break is over and it is back to the grind tomorrow so I am back no top of things. For this first few weeks I am going to focus on cardio to get back into the swing of things... Mon, 1 Apr 2013 11:27:04 EST Monday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5246529 Well, I am feeling a little bit better today and maybe I am getting over this whole sickness thing- who knows. But I am still taking it slow to be sure that my immune system is where it needs to be before I go full gusto and end up back at the same place. We will see how the day goes but it hasn't been that bad so far. I definitely could have used a nap in the middle of the day but it is what it is. I did some batch cooking this weekend and I made all of my son's breakfasts and lunches fo... Mon, 11 Feb 2013 14:22:01 EST Hump day is over http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5241230 Well for some reason yesterday seemed increasingly long. I got through work and tutoring and had some homemade chicken and dumplings (I am not pretending it was very healthy but it was good and since I had not eaten much all day and it didn't hurt my throat I was glad we had it). I got lots of sleep last night- I was in bed by 9 and out by 9:15. today after tutoring I am going to take another nice bath and rest- I have to do some laundry but that really isn't that hard. This morning I thr... Thu, 7 Feb 2013 08:08:20 EST Survived Tuesday- Barely http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5240042 Well, I survived yesterday but barely- I am officially sick. I made it through school feeling exhausted- I made it through my first tutoring (from 4-6) and on the way to my second tutoring I treated myself to a smoothie at smoothie kings- I got a low calorie one and had them add an enhancer of immunity to help me out. It seemed to help during my second tutoring I was not as tired but it wore off on my way home. My boyfriend made me a warm bath which I happily soaked in for about 20 minutes... Wed, 6 Feb 2013 10:34:46 EST Not a horrible day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5238561 Ok so yesterday was not all that bad. I did not make it to the gym- logistically it wasn't going to happen. However I went to someone's house to buy some used moving boxes in good condition. When I got there he said I could have them for free so I now have 35 moving boxes to pack in. Don't get me wrong we have 2400 square foot house and we have been here for 5 years so we have a lot of stuff and this won;t take care of the whole house but it is a nice start. Yesterday I hit everyone of t... Tue, 5 Feb 2013 10:34:49 EST SNEAK ATTACK LUNCH http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5237139 I snuck in a workout in my classroom during lunch- it was only 15 minutes but I can feel my heart pumping!!!! Here is what I did <BR> 100 jumping jacks <BR> 50 crunches <BR> 20 triceps dips <BR> 15 squats <BR> 20 lunges each leg <BR> 35 Russian twists <BR> 20 standing calf raises <BR> 5 push ups <BR> 30 second plank <BR> 10 lunge split jumps <BR> I am sweating a little and it took about half of my lunch but I have slim fast for lunch today so i can drink and teach at the same time next period... Mon, 4 Feb 2013 12:36:58 EST YIKES-BAD SCALE-BAD! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5236936 OK so the scale today said 161!!!!!!!! I am horrified. I know the past few weeks have been bad but really!!! OMG!!! I did have a lot of salty snacks for the super bowl yesterday so I hope that contributed a lot. I have not stepped on the scale in awhile for fear of this. Well now I am over my fear and and it is done and the number is now burned in my head. And I am living with it- I am changing my tracker to reflect the number. So now I am at the 21 pound mark- I have 21 pounds to lose... Mon, 4 Feb 2013 10:25:29 EST February http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5235850 Ok it is a new month and I want to try to change things. I am not crazy thinking it is going to change over night. Obviously the changes in my life right now are tough. I am stressed beyond belief about my situation right now but I still have to concentrate on begin healthy and taking care of myself. I finished my first with the new job and it went well- the kids are good but the schedule is tough. I just keep reminding myself how much we need the money and how much it will benefit my fa... Sun, 3 Feb 2013 14:52:16 EST Seriously PEOPLE!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5228852 I hate my luck!!! So the tutoring went well and I was excited that things are on the upswing for once. Then this morning I get a TEXT (yes a text because my landlord is a jerk!) telling me that our house we are renting has been foreclosed on and now belongs to the bank!!! We have lived there for 5 years and always paid our rent on time and been good tenants! I am so upset right now. So I guess we will be moving. I do not know when or where but obviously we will not be staying. The bank... Tue, 29 Jan 2013 13:34:52 EST no change- time???/ http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5226816 Well have put no effort toward eating or working out- I have not worked out- I am just being honest. I have been putting for effort into getting life and finances under control. I just got a part time job tutoring from 4-6 everyday M-F for $20 an hour. It is a great deal ($200 a week!) This is so needed. I also have my regular tutor for another hour on Tuesday. Finances are really a bog issue in the house right now so there is no way I could say no to that. It will make things a lot hard... Mon, 28 Jan 2013 09:42:59 EST The good, the bad, and... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5219970 Well the good is that I lost .5 pounds over the last two weeks. That is not much but I thought I gained a few so I am going to count that as a good thing- maybe it is a step in the right direction and the scale will keep moving down. I have a few other good things- I got in a nap yesterday- this was much needed. I also stayed within my calorie range and drank 8 cups of water. SO those are all the good things from yesterday. <BR> Not the bad- yes it must be done. My son did not have a goo... Wed, 23 Jan 2013 11:03:16 EST Not sure what to say http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5218739 <em>24</em> <BR> OK not sure what to say or where to go. I have not weighed myself in two weeks but I know I gained a lot because my clothes don't fit. My boyfriend and I are trying to work things out with counseling, better communication and ABA therapy for my son (at home, at school, and through his therapist). It is a long process but we all want to be together we just have to see if it feasible to make it work. <BR> I haven't done any working out or tracking in two weeks- I am slow... Tue, 22 Jan 2013 14:04:00 EST