CRIMSONXLOVE's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=CRIMSONXLOVE CRIMSONXLOVE's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Random http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5010334 These past few days have been extremely hectic. Well, not really, but still. I've had to work more than I normally do. I'm always on the closing shift so I usually work 5pm-9pm Mon-Fri. Yesterday and today, I had full shifts and it was horrible! I've been spoiled with my four hour shifts that working 8 hour shifts are pure torture. Last night, I went in at 4:30pm and when I walked in the door, my manager managed to track me down to ask if I would mind staying until midnight to help straighten... Fri, 10 Aug 2012 22:56:39 EST Music http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5007642 I'm pretty sure that everyone has that one band who has helped them overcome difficult situations in their life. For me, it has been a couple of bands and one of them is The Academy Is... My sophomore year of high school, my mom got diagnosed with pancreatitis and doctors had told us that she had a 50/50 chance of surviving her illness. My mom and I aren't super close but at that moment, I realized just how much I had taken her for granted. You only get one mom in this life and you have to ap... Thu, 9 Aug 2012 01:40:28 EST Enough is enough http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4821182 I have finally decided to do whatever it takes to start losing weight. I have finally gotten tired of being ridiculed by people who are supposed to support me and encourage me to get healthy. But then again, that's how family usually is, right? So I have started working out and from now on, no more fast food. At least not as much as I'm having it now. <BR> <BR> On another note, I worked out today, second day in a row and I'M PROUD OF MYSELF. I feel great and although my arms are sore, I fee... Thu, 5 Apr 2012 00:22:52 EST Souls http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4771960 When I was a kid, I vaguely remember reading something about souls. And to this day, it still haunts me. So I finally out some thought into it and here's what I came up with. First though, here's what I read: <BR> <BR> A soul wanders around aimlessly before choosing a family to be born into. <BR> <BR> Now, thats not verbatim, but close. So after thinking it through and thinking about the family I was born into, I came to the conclusion that if this was the case, then maybe the soul does s... Mon, 5 Mar 2012 13:30:51 EST Writing http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4768042 Okay, so I'm going to try to use this as a "daily journal" of sorts for a few reasons. To help me deal with personal issues as well as to help me get back in the habit of writing. So here it goes. <BR> <BR> Although today was a day off from school and work, it was still a pretty crappy day although I really didn't do much. Had to take my mum for a doctor's appointment, then went to do some errands. What I was really trying to do was avoid doing homework that was due at midnight. Although I d... Sat, 3 Mar 2012 01:22:49 EST