CHINADOLL1520's SparkPeople Blog CHINADOLL1520's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community A BROKEN HEART I have not been on this site in sometime ,the last year of my life has been a mess,found out last October that I was going to be a mother to my surprise at age 47 after we got over the shock we were all excited that we were having a baby , I am the mother of 5 boys all grown except one who is 17 , so we were all hoping it was the little sister they had longed for , and this was great news after I had been fighting kidney cancer for a few years , things did not go as planed and the week of Ch... Tue, 7 Mar 2017 20:01:44 EST Pushing to stay alive <img src=""> Hello sparkle people I have been absent from this site for some time now my life really has been a roller coaster ride for some time now first of all am back so saying hello to everyone, I have not be well in almost a year now in August of 2013 I was told I had kidney cancer had part of my right kidney removed in September 2013 only to end up back in the hospital in October had complications from surgery blood clots ON my lu... Sun, 20 Apr 2014 12:22:02 EST Saying Farwell To my old friends So this past tuesday my 19 year old son looked at me and said ",hay mom what is up with your clothing you look a mess" ? Funny thing is I was thinking the same thing when I had gotten dress early that day putting on a skirt and blouse that is way to big now and trying to make it work because I didn't wont to go out and buy new clothing till i had lost some more weight . Guess you can say am cheep LOL anyway after taking a long look at my clothing I had to say it , It was time for some clothi... Thu, 25 Apr 2013 13:12:51 EST Step Out The Box and Go Play I found out my cousin that I grew up with has bone cancer and she is not doing well we dont live close to each other so I sent flowers yesterday , last year I lost a good friend as well did not know he was as sick as he was till it was to late . Last night I woke up and said" Kelly you have to start to find a way to enjoy your life before its over"Always spending all my time working, paying bills and pulling out my hair over something , I spent so much time on it that's all life has become Yo... Fri, 19 Apr 2013 09:54:03 EST What DO I DO Well , I think I need a life change , I really hate my job am sitting in a chair taking calls all day long and its sucked the fun right out of me , and crazy thing is when I get off work lately*I feel like I need a nap, Really just smack me , how can I be sleepy after sitting at a desk job all day ? Yea I been asking myself that to I use to work as a full time nanny had plenty of energy and ran after kids ,played outside and was very active and i was 40lbs lighter as well , now hear I am st... Tue, 16 Apr 2013 10:22:22 EST i fit into my pants <em>104</em> so its been over a year maybe two since i was able to get into my pants Fri, 29 Mar 2013 11:32:43 EST A talk with World A talk with World <BR> By Kell D. Wyatt <BR> <BR> A talk with World <BR> I came home early from work today because am sick , don't get me wrong I don't have a illness just been caring around the World all day and its gotten to be to much . I tried to tell it to go away around 3 am but it said it would like to stay up and talk ,I told it I was trying to sleep and go away , The World say hay Kelly do you think your going to be the next person to lose your job at work you know things have not ... Fri, 22 Mar 2013 19:12:51 EST still pushing <em>386</em> 2 Wed, 20 Mar 2013 19:59:03 EST OK trying to keep my eye on the prize <em>198</em> Last few weeks have been bad ones stopped eating breakfast after forcing myself to eat it that started the down hill slop to bad , then started skipping lunch as well ,by dinner time starving or sometimes not eating that as well just stressed out and then stopped working out because I feel like crap , guess that's what happens when you dont eat right now I have another cold that I had just gotten over about 4 weeks ago going to blame that on bad habits as well so know I have t... Sat, 9 Mar 2013 21:51:26 EST Who Am I Who am I <BR> Hello ,am Kelly Dee Wyatt a 44 year old mother of 5 boys who has been on a diet what I would say is forever .I have always been over weight, since i was 5 years old according to my doctor anyway , I can say I never had a flat belly in my life time ,not even as a child . Family members had a name for me and 2 of my cousin that I grew up with they called us "the 3 little pigs" , <BR> And when I think about it now I have to say it hurt even though they thought it was cute it was t... Fri, 22 Feb 2013 10:17:40 EST I got the blues <img src=""> Well today has been one of those days I would normally end up pigging out on ice cream or something sweet , I have been depressed all day and usually when I get this way I eat and kick myself later, how ever today I put on a work out DVD and spent 30 mins working out I worked up a real sweat and did not pick up a spoon and eat anything <em>104</em> Wed, 20 Feb 2013 20:06:07 EST HIP HOP ABS <img src="">Last night I spent 30 min doing Hip Hop Abs for the first time in my bedroom , am not a great dancer I kind of have two left feet but it was so much fun I really enjoyed it work up with my lower back kind of sore but not to bad , think I can stick to it <em>104</em> <img src=""> Tue, 19 Feb 2013 10:48:24 EST Down 8 Lbs <img src=""> Well am down 8lbs now if I can just get movated to get back to exercising I just got hip hop abs and a fluidity bar , joined a gym in Feb and my car broke down so I have yet to go so I guess I will have to start at home played around on the Fluidity bar for a while and woke up mad sore one of my friends came over who is into body building tried it out and says I should get a really good work out from using it he say he coul... Mon, 18 Feb 2013 13:47:24 EST Dating O MY <img src=""> So before I joined sparkpeople I had already taken off 36 lbs then I stopped dieting I was dating a guy who complained because I was taking off the weight and before I dated him I dated a guy who complained about my weight , I have two things to say about both of them and anyone reading this , people should love you because of who you are , they should love your inner man , big ,small, fat or skinny and you who are dieting l... Fri, 15 Feb 2013 12:52:25 EST I Love Clothing <img src=""> I love clothing but when you are more then 100 lbs over weight clothing can be hard to find or they just don't look the way you would like them to look when you put them on . It gets to be very upsetting to shop because someone out in our world has this thing that fat men and woman should not have nice things to put on . <em>46</em> . Well I use to love shopping since i put on weight I hate shopping for clothing , I wont ... 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