CHANGING4ME2's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=CHANGING4ME2 CHANGING4ME2's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Much better day!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5668580 Today's food went much better! Went for a one mile walk before work and again after work!! For breakfast I ate two hard boiled eggs the whites only no yolk a banana and a halo with a triple berry medley shake. For lunch I had a small salad kit from Kroger. For Supper was spaghetti and I did serving size and only ate half of it cause of the starch. When I did my tracking on the app on my phone it said I was in starvation mode so I guess I better eat something else. Atleast I did better today I... Wed, 9 Apr 2014 22:14:58 EST Back at it.... but had a mess up today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5667739 Been back exercising going on three weeks now. And today I slipped too much. I had mcdonalds for lunch which was a no no then had two small candy bars today. The old me came out today. But best believe I'll be back in action tomorrow!!! I have lost 15 pounds in these last three weeks which is great but I need to slow down a bit. I am glad that I'm drink a lot o water then I have been in the past and I'm really starting to like it. I have an exercise partner to help keep me accountable and she... Tue, 8 Apr 2014 21:59:00 EST too much work..... OH and healthy choices http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5204466 my job has me in the middle of working a 7 day stretch, great thing about it I will get thursday, friday, and saturday off. but I'm sure I will get called in. I had a rough day yesterday. OMG I had a customer come through my register and I usually work the express lane 20 items or less, well in the first place this dude couldn't read! But I rung his stuff up anyway. (yes I work at a grocery store) anyway after he left, he left a loaf of bread, and like with all my customers if they leave some... Sun, 13 Jan 2013 01:36:39 EST Getting more involved http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5198117 I have a weight loss group on facebook, although its just three of us it still helps. I read a few articles on here that really helped me out and I will try them to help me get to where I wanna be. I even took some of the tips I read and posted a few of them to my group. I hope it will help them to!! One of the articles I read was 12 tips to drinking 8 glasses of water a day. That is a TON of water! But I hardly EVER drink water and its time I start drinking it. I have gotten so used to soda ... Wed, 9 Jan 2013 03:04:18 EST The Biggest loser.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5196318 I was sitting here night before last and watched the season premiere of The Biggest loser and I once again found my motivation! While I was watching I saw three kids that were also trying to lose weight with these adults and decided to work out. Maybe I workout for almost a whole hour and yes even through commercials! I felt really good and rested during the weigh in time. That got me motivated, along with some awesome comments from my previous blog!!! <BR> <BR> I'm writing so early in the ... Tue, 8 Jan 2013 05:45:06 EST two days off....in need of motivation... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5190537 So I've had the last two days of work and I have not done a bit of excercise, unless you count cleaning out the spare room, throwing 4 big boxes of trash into the garbage and moving carpet squares twice... and walking up to a friends house thats just around the block and back... tomorrow I plan on getting up and doing some actual cardio. <BR> <BR> I have been eating a little better the last couple days and instead of going after them cookies I ate some carrots instead for a snack last night... Fri, 4 Jan 2013 19:33:29 EST Finally a day off! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5185041 I had today off from work and it felt great! I told my hubby around 430 this afternoon that I knew I wouldn't know what to do with myself while I was off work. And I felt like I was doing something wrong. cause usually I'm at work around 3 in the afternoon. I have Thursday and Friday off but more than likely I'll get called into work, which will be fine that means more money. <BR> <BR> We took all of our Christmas stuff down today and now my living room looks strange. But I'm so thankful th... Tue, 1 Jan 2013 22:53:45 EST Tell me if this is a good thing... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5180651 This one is gonna be kind of long but I hope you will stay to read it. <BR> <BR> So after I got off of work last night Hubby comes to pick me up saying we need to get a few groceries before going home. I said ok. We go in the store and I get me a bag of nacho chesse doritos (my fav) and Hunny gets himself something. We come home and I eat something that hubby for dinner, and it wasn't that great. But out of love and respect I ate it anyway. <BR> <BR> Before bed a got a small handful of do... Sun, 30 Dec 2012 09:23:29 EST All I do is work work work!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5179731 It has been a VERY busy month for me! I've done nothing but work work work! We got into our apartment which is fun, but heck I have not been able to enjoy it with me having to work and having to get everything in this apartment settled down! AND if I can ever get a day off from work I'll be able to relax! I have not gotten to sit down (except to sleep) since we moved in. I'm tired, wore out, and just want to sit down and not have anything to do and not have any where I have to go! <BR> <BR>... Sat, 29 Dec 2012 10:56:32 EST Update!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5166016 So hubby and I will be moving into our apartment this weekend!!! We will be moving furniture into our house tomorrow and Saturday!!!! I'm so excited. <BR> <BR> I've been working alot in the last couple weeks which really helps. <BR> <BR> I know I have lost a little weight because my work pants are lose and I need a belt now. Which is good because I need to lose some weight. Hubby don't think so. But I need to feel better for myself. Fri, 14 Dec 2012 00:13:00 EST Working....losing weight??? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5155041 I have been working alot lately since I started my new job. AND I can tell that I've been losing weight. My work pants are getting just a tad bit bigger. I'm loving my job, its not much but hey in this economy a minimum wage job is good enough until I can find something better. With Christmas coming and me trying to lose weight again I really need to watch how much food I take in. Of course I'm gonna have a couple dinners but I don't think I'll have as many as I did for Thanksgiving. <BR> <... Mon, 3 Dec 2012 17:56:59 EST new job and hurt feet http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5137883 Just got done with my first night as a Kroger Cashier. It was fun, and didn't have any problems but my feet are killing me from standing so long but hey I won't complain money is money and you gotta do what you gotta do. <BR> <BR> Anyway Thanksgiving is coming up and I have three different dinners to attend. I have my mother in laws, my parents and we're going to family friends house to eat there to. OMG theres gonna be a ton of food. Does anyone else have this many thanksgiving dinners? If... Fri, 16 Nov 2012 21:35:00 EST Making a comeback! BOOYAH http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5135756 Now that things are starting to settle down, I'm gonna get back to my weight loss journey. Its been a very busy year and I'm just now starting to relax enough to actually make myself eat right and get some exercise. <BR> <BR> Now that I have a new job and I wont be sitting down as much I wont have time to think about food and my mind will be focused on work. <BR> <BR> I'm also trying to get my husband to help me, I know he will and thats a good thing. And it will be good to know that I ha... Wed, 14 Nov 2012 22:30:03 EST Getting back to what I love..oh and a wedding :) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4707679 So I have been abset for many many months. Had lots of stuff going on. But anywayz, I have a perfect good reason for coming back. I'm getting married in 6 months!!! I have a wedding dress I need to fit into, and besides I want to look good for my man. LOL I had lots of help from this website a year ago and have decided its time to come back and stick with it!! Fri, 27 Jan 2012 19:33:39 EST Feeling like skin again. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4308135 So after getting burnt really bad week before last I can finally wear a shirt that won't hurt me, I can finally hold my purse on my shoulder with no problem. Boy it feels good to feel skin again. I'm not peeling any more which is great and I feel great. Looks like I won't get to go swimming this week, maybe next week, we'll see but next week I will be using sun screen. <BR> <BR> This is gonna be a short post got alot to do today. <BR> <BR> Happy Fathers day to all the dads out there. Sun, 19 Jun 2011 10:05:37 EST Burnt, in lots of pain :( http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4294441 Well I went to the pool party yesterday and had a blast, thank God the sun was not shining and it rained on us most of the time. I wore a shirt in the pool so I wouldn't burn myself any worse but turned out I didn't need it. I started peeling last night and today it got on my nerves so bad that I started peeling my burnt dead skin off by hand and now I'm in pain from that. I'll be pain for a couple days till it heals. I just need to deal with it and let it come off when its ready. But I did g... Sun, 12 Jun 2011 21:56:49 EST Lots going on http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4290965 We haven't had internet for a week and we finally got it back on today. <BR> <BR> Well here's something ya didn't know my fiancee and I split up, thats as far as I'm going on that right now. <BR> <BR> But I went to the local water park a couple days ago and got sun burnt :( but I had a ton of fun. We got into the wave pool and got on one the floaty things and rode the waves, of course I fell off the float and swallowed a gallon of water and had to end up swimming out of the pool cause I c... Fri, 10 Jun 2011 22:13:49 EST What a workout http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4261657 Did my Tae-bo and some boxing on the wii, and I tell you what that wii boxing will make you sweat!!! I was pouring with sweat after playing 12 rounds, I played some yesterday to and my sides are sore and I know I'm gonna be very sore tomorrow. So I guess I can consider wii boxing a workout all on its own. I think I'm gonna start back doing pilates I had fun with that last year. <BR> <BR> I'm proud to say that I've kept up with my trackers in a notebook but haven't been able to do so online ... Sat, 28 May 2011 14:05:11 EST staying on the wagon; weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4251494 Sometimes I hate the weekend!!!! Thats when the fast foods get you and even going to the Chinese buffet is more of a challenge. Cause really there is nothing healthy to eat at a buffet, but I think I over did it. I went like 200 calories over my limit I know thats not much but when your losing weight its a big deal. But I've learned not to beat myself up over it, just learn my lesson and keep going with my journey. I also need to learn not to eat to much when I go to a buffet eat a salad and ... Mon, 23 May 2011 17:01:52 EST staying on the wagon; weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4251493 Sometimes I hate the weekend!!!! Thats when the fast foods get you and even going to the Chinese buffet is more of a challenge. Cause really there is nothing healthy to eat at a buffet, but I think I over did it. I went like 200 calories over my limit I know thats not much but when your losing weight its a big deal. But I've learned not to beat myself up over it, just learn my lesson and keep going with my journey. I also need to learn not to eat to much when I go to a buffet eat a salad and ... Mon, 23 May 2011 17:01:37 EST Hey ya'll http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4245646 Its been a long day. Just got done mowing the grass. And its hot outside. Still got alot of cleaning to do. So this will be short. Hope ya'll have a good day. Fri, 20 May 2011 14:35:34 EST Family Fun Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4243354 Went from 25 login points yesterday to 2 today lol <BR> <BR> <BR> Ok so I took some snacks with me yesterday when I went to family fun day, good thing to cause they had hamburgers, hot dogs, corn dogs, and cotton candy!!! Which I had none of that!!! I mostly played the games. They had all kinds of games there, like roller ball, football toss, skee ball, wheel of fortune, horse shoes, and more. Its was a blasted hanging out with my mom. And I won a few prizes as well. <BR> <BR> <BR> I w... Thu, 19 May 2011 12:56:01 EST Family Fun Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4243353 Went from 25 login points yesterday to 2 today lol <BR> <BR> <BR> Ok so I took some snacks with me yesterday when I went to family fun day, good thing to cause they had hamburgers, hot dogs, corn dogs, and cotton candy!!! Which I had none of that!!! I mostly played the games. They had all kinds of games there, like roller ball, football toss, skee ball, wheel of fortune, horse shoes, and more. Its was a blasted hanging out with my mom. And I won a few prizes as well. <BR> <BR> <BR> I w... Thu, 19 May 2011 12:55:51 EST 25 login spark points; Working out http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4240886 YAY I actually got 25 spark points this morning when I spun that extra points wheel. So cool Any time I've ever spun that thing I get everything less than 3 lol <BR> <BR> So I get up this morning and did 50 minutes of Tae-bo then went for a 2 mile walk so I gathered that I burned about 800 cals. I'll have to calculate it but I had a big breakfast so that got burned off. <BR> <BR> I'm going to a family fun day thing with my mom and dad this afternoon, should be fun, but I've been so many t... Wed, 18 May 2011 11:27:01 EST 5 login spark points; Working out http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4240885 YAY I actually got 25 spark points this morning when I spun that extra points wheel. So cool Any time I've ever spun that thing I get everything less than 3 lol <BR> <BR> So I get up this morning and did 50 minutes of Tae-bo then went for a 2 mile walk so I gathered that I burned about 800 cals. I'll have to calculate it but I had a big breakfast so that got burned off. <BR> <BR> I'm going to a family fun day thing with my mom and dad this afternoon, should be fun, but I've been so many t... Wed, 18 May 2011 11:26:49 EST Hey guys!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4239010 Hey all just wanted to let you know that I have not fallen off the wagon, I'm still on. Just haven't really had the time to blog but I think now I have time to be more commited to Sparkspeople. I loved being here, and I'm ready to get back into here more. I don't have much to say today but wanted to let all my buddies here know that I'm still on the wagon and I have not given up. <BR> <BR> Thanx to everyone who sent me goodies and birthday wishes, I'll catch up with you all tonight. <BR> ... Tue, 17 May 2011 14:51:46 EST Been a while but I'm now committed http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4189721 I have not been on here since Thanksgiving, but I decided to come back, I need to keep track more, and SparkPeople is the best place for me to keep track of everything I eat, and what exercise I do. I just had a birthday and after eating very badly, I need the help of SparkPeople to get me back to where I need to be. I'm soooooooo ready to make this a better year. Although so much has already happened this year, I will not let that stop me. Mon, 25 Apr 2011 15:02:37 EST Death to the Halloween candy;how did you do? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3750079 Ok so I ate a couple more pieces than I intended to but over all not bad. I ate 4 pieces of candy, which I'm not gonna beat myself for it. Thats A WHOLE LOT better than previous years when I would just sit and eat and eat and eat till I became sick to my stomach. I had 4 pieces and I throughly enjoyed them. I actually tasted them without sitting there waiting to dig into another piece. I will say that with those snack size candies they all contained over 200 calories a piece, which I had abou... Sat, 30 Oct 2010 11:45:14 EST Thanx ya'll http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3746489 Thanx for all of those who welcomed me back to SP. I can't imagine not coming here now. I will not be reading any blogs right now but just wanted to check in. Opelika is having their Trick-or-treating tonight so I will surely read my friends blogs after that. I need to be a better Spark friend and get to know my buddies! <em>334</em> I hope everyone is having a good one and I will surely come visit you all this evening. Be looking for me and I might have a surprise goodie or comment for ya ... Thu, 28 Oct 2010 13:41:10 EST Its going to be a hard next four days http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3743369 Tomorrow night Opelika decided they were going to have the kids trick-or-treat tomorrow night. So with the precise (spelling?) of candy in my site it will be hard to stay away from it. Then Friday and Saturday I'm going to 2 Halloween Parties, then Sunday Auburn goes Trick-or-treating. This wouldn't be a big deal if I wasn't going through a life change, but with going through this journey you have to stop yourself from letting the things that trigger you take over and ruin what you have worke... Wed, 27 Oct 2010 08:51:13 EST New Motivation with wedding plans dancing in my head http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3737557 First off I want to apologize to my Spark friends for not being a good friend. I have not read anyones blogs, and pretty much disappeared from here. <BR> <BR> But I have new motivation. I'm looking to getting engaged soon. My boyfriend and I have been talking about it and we're going ring shopping this friday. And when we find a wedding set that we like he's gonna buy them. So that gives me new motivation to become the beautiful bride that I have always dreamed of. It might be a little bit ... Sun, 24 Oct 2010 20:58:24 EST Day one of 78 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3700017 Today started day one of my own Christmas Challenge, I did very well I believe. I workout biggest loser style of course as best as vould with what I have. I didn't work out for 3 hours like they do but I did workout for 2 hours. Did Tae-bo Advanced, weights, and a jogged a mile, then ran a mile. I'm well on my way to my goal and I do believe that I will get there by Christmas, maybe before. It will not be hard to do I just have to keep my motivation and my eyes on the prize and I'll be able t... Thu, 7 Oct 2010 18:36:12 EST Tomorrow makes 78 days till Christmas http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3698092 Tomorrow I'm gonna start my own little Christmas Challenge. My 78 days till Christmas Challenge. I'm shooting for 15 pounds by Christmas. I know I can do maybe even 20. But at the rate I'm going I'm only gonna shoot for 15. Very very doable. With the holidays quickly approaching, I'm gonna put myself through a test. Mom went out and bought up a bunch of candy for halloween and for herself, its time that I test myself to see if I can go without those sinful treats that get us into trouble. Its... Wed, 6 Oct 2010 23:09:24 EST Pissed off but I got my motivation back!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3695561 Ok so tonight I decided I was gonna watch Sons of Anarchy, when I went to the Channel that the show was pose to be on and they done chanced my stations on my tv. I used to get FX and now all of a sudden I don't get it? I was PISSED and still am. I have heard nothing but good things about this show and I really wanted to see it tonight. But no Dish Network decided it didn't want me to see it tonight. So yeah I'm pissed. And I heard it was a good one too. So I sat and watched the last hour of E... Tue, 5 Oct 2010 23:49:50 EST Pro/Con list/ getting more worried now http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3692233 My Pro/Con list for losing weight and for not losing weight <BR> <BR> Pro <BR> -being healthy <BR> -feeling better <BR> -fitting into smaller <BR> clothes <BR> -looking sexier <BR> -making a better <BR> lifestyle <BR> <BR> Con <BR> -gain more weight <BR> -being unhappy <BR> -buying bigger clothes <BR> -feeling ugly <BR> <BR> These are just a few. I love the feeling I have when I get done with exercising, I feel better knowing ... Mon, 4 Oct 2010 18:49:26 EST Cutting down http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3681929 Today I decided to try a new method, I'm gonna eat half of what I eat. Although I don't eat breakfast, because I don't like eating in the morning I'm gonna start eating breakfast. I find that if I don't eat breakfast I end up eating WAY more than I should and when I do my food log I'm eating TOO many calories. My calorie range needs to be between 1200 and 1600 calories and I end up eating WAY more than that. That could be the reason why I have not lost much of anything. That is to be expected... Thu, 30 Sep 2010 11:22:10 EST I have watched and seen my motivation now its time to apply it http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3678201 I just watched The Biggest Loser. And as I watched these 2..3..4.. hundred pound men and women push them selves so hard by Bob and Jillin I realized that hey......I can do this, I can do that to. I weigh less than all of them and yet I make excuses as to why I can't. I can push myself just as hard. Although I don't have much of a support system at home I know that I have the support of my 2 best friends Angela and Whitney along with the support of my Spark friends, and I KNOW I can push mysel... Tue, 28 Sep 2010 22:33:19 EST When it rains it pours http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3672628 YES LORD we FINALLY got some rain. Aint had no rain in 3 months, today we had a 100% chance of rain and Thunderstorms, and boy did we get it! It has rained since this morning and it continues to rain at 9:05 pm. <BR> <BR> I didn't do any exercises today cause today is my off day. I hate horribly but I will get back on it tomorrow. Looking forward to the next airing of The Biggest Loser need some good motivation for the week. Tomorrow is my walk/jog and Tae-bo WOOT WOOT Billy Blanks is waiti... Sun, 26 Sep 2010 22:13:35 EST I have a new walking buddy(PIC) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3668946 Because of the extreme heat we had this summer I didn't get to take my doggie for any walks, so yesterday I took him for a walk, and he joined me this morning as well. I thnk he enjoyed it I know I did. He just looks so cute when he jogs up and down the hills in the neighborhood. Now I know I have no excuses cause now he's gonna wanna go walking with me. I was so proud of myself this morning. Usually I jog on only flat asphalt, well today I decided to test myself and I was able to jog up the ... Sat, 25 Sep 2010 07:40:33 EST My Laptop looks like....... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3665657 Not trying to sound ugly and I'm not trying to offend anyone in any way BUT my Laptop looks like it's in Retard mode. I'm having to put my Laptop into safe mode with networking just so I can get onto my Internet, cause when its in regular mode it wants to freeze up and act crazy. But I have it in safe mode so I can actually get onto my internet as of right now. I don't wanna stay in safe mode but I have to for the time being. <BR> <BR> Anyway I did get in my exercises this morning so I feel... Thu, 23 Sep 2010 16:37:37 EST Just babbling http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3664059 Just got my walk in for the day, oh how I love waking up early and going for a walk, the moon is out aint no one in site. I loved the feeling that I felt that I was alone and no one bothered me! It was perfect! I got Yoga tonight WOOT WOOT can't wait, I need some relaxation time. I might do some pilates here in a few don't know. Nope Danielle we are not making excuses! Yesterday my laptop decided it wanted to mess up so I'm having to write this on this slow butt desktop computer. I miss my l... Thu, 23 Sep 2010 07:25:29 EST Pay it Forward Biggest Loser style http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3659569 I'm typing this during the commercials of The bIggest loser, After already seeing the first three people that are competing tobe in the biggest loser after listening to their story's and how they have a weight problem and a food addiction just like I do. And realized I don't want to be this fat anymore, I don't want to make excuses anymore, I got to stop trying to come up with excuses. I want this, I want to be healthy, I want to be skinny, I want a healthy BMI. I want to be able to stand tal... Tue, 21 Sep 2010 20:28:13 EST Got it done;The Biggest Loser;Excuses no more; http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3658444 Today I got back into my Tae-bo cardio workout oh how I missed seeing Billy Blanks on my laptop screen. HE WAS LOOKING AT ME! LOL He told me to get movin! I know this weight won't won't come off without some work so I listened to him and did my workout and I enjoyed it! I fell back in love with I started out doing 4 months ago when I fist started my journey. <BR> <BR> I'm so excited about new season of The Biggest Loser tonight. I love the motivation I can get just watching that show. Its n... Tue, 21 Sep 2010 13:19:16 EST I did it now I'm on my own to a better life;treadmill;date with Billy Blanks http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3656613 Well after being sick since last night and the bf getting mad at me I took some advice that was given to me and applied it. The bf and I are done. He's mad now cause I'm wanting to lose weight and all this other bunch of trash. I'm not losing this weight for him or anybody else but myself. So I have decided that I don't need him to complete me. I can be independent I was before I got together with him. And I sure as heck can do it again. So I go off of on my own I don't need trash like that i... Mon, 20 Sep 2010 22:46:27 EST I can't help it I need to blow off some steam http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3655073 Ok so today my bf decides to get mad at me cause I've been sick since last night and I never answered my phone and he wanted to come over. Well he didn't come over cause I never answered my phone cause I was sleeping. When I'm sick I sleep it off and when ever he is sick he doesn't answer his phone either or he leaves his phone in his car to charge. Then he wants to get mad at me cause I knew he was pose to come over today and I didn't answer my phone wth. I'm the one who should be pissed bec... Mon, 20 Sep 2010 14:23:31 EST Why I do not like time of the year;watch out holidays http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3652623 This time of the year the stores pack aisles upon aisles of candy and sweets for football and Halloween. I went to the store today with my mom and she the nerve to want to go to the halloween candy aisle. Well naturally I followed her. It didn't bother me too much to see all that yummy candy and chocolate that I swore off of. No what bothered me was that when I went to the electronic area in Wal-mart not 15 minutes later here she comes with every single last candy bag you can think of. M&Ms, ... Sun, 19 Sep 2010 18:14:32 EST I knew it would happen http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3650424 I'm not gonna beat myself up for it but I will rant about it cause I knew better. I thought today was gonna be a good day exercise wise it was but food wise was not. I did very poor on that. The Alabama football game was today and I became over whelmed with all the junk food in the house and i couldn't take it I dove in like a pig. I hate the sinful cheese puffs, I ate to sinful cookies, drank 3 sodas, 2 sandwiches. Oh it didn't stop there. No I had 5 more cookies after the game ended. I real... Sat, 18 Sep 2010 20:29:12 EST Day 4 Done! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3648946 Take that you nasty looking asphalt you have been defeated! Ha I have come to the conclusion that the asphalt in my neighborhood laughs at me. Call me crazy but I think it does. I was looking for my shoes so I could go for my walk and all of a sudden once again my mind turned to try to come up with any excuse it could to get me out of it. I shut that voice off and told myself that I'm going for this walk. I hooked up my mp3 player on my phone, grabbed the pedometer, my keys and headed out the... Sat, 18 Sep 2010 08:14:23 EST Day 4 Admitting my coffee addiction http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3648832 I've been on my journey for 4 months now and I really didn't know how much calories were actually in the coffee I drink. When I looked up the calories for my coffee I was surprised to find that there were little to no calories, which to me says hey maybe drinking coffee during this journey will be alright. Oh boy did I think wrong. See I like to have cream and sugar in my coffee. And it was hard to believe how many calories I was actuallytaking in just by adding cream and sugar. And bends I d... Sat, 18 Sep 2010 06:32:45 EST Day 3: I can't believe I did that http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3646867 I was soooooooooo excited today to get up and get to my workout, I hate my breakfast like I was suppose to got dressed in my workout clothes, started to head out the door then BAM out of no where I turned around shut the door and came up with every excuse in the book to not exercise today and put it off till tomorrow. After I done sat here and wrote all these motivational quptes into my little notebook and I turn around with excuses?! Well Its only 10:44 am and its still not too late to go e... Fri, 17 Sep 2010 11:50:59 EST