BLINDEDPANDA's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=BLINDEDPANDA BLINDEDPANDA's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ 35 pounds lost! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5715171 It has been a long time since I have posted on here! I got way off track for a long time and gained a LOT of weight. I decided to finally change my life FOR GOOD! I just under 3 months I have lost 35 pounds! Today I was trying on dresses, and it felt great when I could comfortably fit into a 2x dress! I am beyond proud of myself for how far I have come! <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/1/9/l1971897223.jpg"> <BR> The difference is huge! :) Tue, 10 Jun 2014 18:18:27 EST Vitamins and Supplements- Opinions please! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5368033 Hello, I am currently taking multiple supplements. I need to know if it is healthy to be taking all of these. <BR> <BR> Daily Multi-Vitamin <BR> Garlic Capsule <BR> Valerian Root (1-3 at night time) <BR> St. John's Wort (3 times a day) (Natural Mood Stabilizer) <BR> Cayenne Capsules (3 times a day) <BR> Birth Control <BR> <BR> Is it okay to be taking all of these each day? <BR> Please give me honest opinions! THANKS! Sun, 26 May 2013 00:05:26 EST Back yet again. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5327639 I am serious this time! Thu, 18 Apr 2013 13:10:13 EST Legs sooo sore. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5285199 Legs sore but I will still do something. Wed, 13 Mar 2013 12:00:55 EST Back on track! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5282601 So proud of myself! Mon, 11 Mar 2013 13:33:42 EST I don't want to eat.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5260188 I woke up today... I am hungry. But I don't want to eat. Every time I eat. I eat too much, or it isn't a good choice.. I can't do anything right. Fri, 22 Feb 2013 15:14:45 EST Work out today! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5190185 I did 2 miles on the treadmill and 5 minutes of cool down exercises this morning! I am currently on a 4 day weekend, a GREAT time to get back on track! Woohoo! My 1-year wedding anniversary is on Sunday! he he. I Can't believe it has already been a year! Fri, 4 Jan 2013 14:26:04 EST Updates.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5164370 Going to try harder! Wed, 12 Dec 2012 12:41:29 EST Sooo.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5146925 It has been almost a month since I have been on here. I apologize. I have just been so stressed with life recently. I haven't spent much time doing the things I enjoy. As I posted in my last blog, I have been supporting us lately, barely. We are so far in debt right now. However, good news is, my husband finally found a job, FULL TIME! :D So, not only will we be able to get out of debt soon, but also we should be able to move out of his parents basement soon. Only 2 more weeks of me having t... Mon, 26 Nov 2012 10:19:22 EST Not good! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5117095 This past 2 weeks has been complete crap! I have regained almost 5 pounds because of it... My husband lost his job, so now I am supporting us. We are hoping he will get unemplyment but it is not guarenteed. So I am stressing out about our money situation. I have been having back issues lately, so i had to call off of work once this week, which will give us even LESS money. I couldn't afford to call off, but I was in too much pain to go. My husband fell and gashed his head open, so that was ev... Mon, 29 Oct 2012 18:01:13 EST I need to get back on track. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5109975 Lately I have not been eating AS healthy, and I have been slipping up a bit more. I also have not been exercising much at all aside from walking at work. I am sooo disappointed in myself. Time to toughen up and get back on track! Going to the YMCA today, gonna do quite a bit. Oh, also, my plans are to start running. I want to train to see if I would ever stand a chance in the Run for your lives 5k race. It looks like soooo much fun! There is one near me next year, and I wanna go. Link to webs... Tue, 23 Oct 2012 13:16:47 EST !!!!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5099812 15 pounds officially lost!! I am back in the 250's!!!! 259.8 :D Mon, 15 Oct 2012 11:49:21 EST It's been a while.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5098619 Updates. Sun, 14 Oct 2012 13:00:36 EST Horrible.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5094351 I've done horrible on my diet for the past week... I regained 2.5 pounds... I hate myself so much for it... Wed, 10 Oct 2012 18:04:47 EST New Scale and updates. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5088206 Talking about my new scale and things going on. Fri, 5 Oct 2012 18:02:13 EST i dont know whats wrong with me.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5085343 Lately I have been feeling so depressed, I don't know why.. I just don't know lately. I've been crying a lot. I don't know what it wrong with me... I just wish all of this depression would just go away, I don't even know why its here... sometimes ill just randomly start crying... Wed, 3 Oct 2012 14:27:08 EST Weight update! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5082016 I would have Vlogged, but I wouldn't have enough time today, not to mention I don't have much to Vlog about other than my weight. So I decided to just blog it. <BR> <BR> My current weight is 262.2! :D <BR> I am 2.3 Pounds away from being in the 250's again! I haven't been this low in sooo long!!! <BR> My first weight goal is only 12.3 pounds away. Being at 249.9 (Under 250)! I hope I can get there! :D I am going to NEVER give up, because I am doing sooo good! Mon, 1 Oct 2012 11:16:43 EST I need more spark friends! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5080623 I need more people to talk to on here! Sun, 30 Sep 2012 13:31:59 EST Just updates... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5079724 So tired lately. Sat, 29 Sep 2012 15:59:32 EST VERY productive day! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5074810 I have done VERY well with my exercise and eating today! Tue, 25 Sep 2012 18:52:15 EST Bad night (Food Wise) http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5074271 So last night I REALLY wanted Taco Bell... After b******g and moaning I eventually got it anyways... I went way over board.... After eating everything I realized it had been 2000 calories worth of food!!! D: I ate 3000 calories yesterday! :( I hate myself for it! I am never going to do that again! So... today my husband and I are going to be going to the YMCA... I have a LOT planned for working out today.... I'll share my workout later on today... Hopefully I can get myself to do all of the t... Tue, 25 Sep 2012 10:58:10 EST YAY! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5072727 More weight loss! Mon, 24 Sep 2012 10:34:54 EST Progress http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5069497 Good day so far! Question. Does my face look like it's thinning some? HONESTY PLEASE! Fri, 21 Sep 2012 17:36:43 EST Eh... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5069225 I allowed myself to eat full on pizza from little Caesars last night. I decided I don't like pizza much anymore.. too dang greasy... I like my healthy pizzas I make a LOT more! Lol. Going to be going to the YMCA today later. Got paid today, so we got all of our grocery shopping done. Over all today has been a good day. I am just very tired though. Fri, 21 Sep 2012 13:13:13 EST Blah... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5067624 I have been feeling the GREATEST lately. I have been feeling self conscious and not thinking I have been doing good enough with trying to lose weight lately. My husband is telling me that I am doing extremely good. I know I am not doing bad, but I feel like I am not doing the best either. :( With my legs being all chaffy lately, I have not been able to do as much, and not to mention I have been so tired after work. Luckily though I have the day off tomorrow (and it is payday) so I will be ab... Thu, 20 Sep 2012 10:21:44 EST Yoga http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5063173 <em>414</em> I am attempting to learn yoga. Mon, 17 Sep 2012 12:22:12 EST Yay! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5061472 More progress! So happy! :D Sun, 16 Sep 2012 11:41:24 EST Could be better... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5059473 So today I really have not been able to do much exercise. The only exercise I have gotten in has been the 2 hours or so of walking at work. I just feel like I have been lazy today. I had to work at 9am, so I did not have time to exercise before work. I didn't get off of work until 5pm. I WAS going to go to the YMCA, but my ankles are hurting from being on them for so long today. I am hoping that my husband gets off of work on time tonight, so we can go to the Y to get some swimming done. I ne... Fri, 14 Sep 2012 18:13:34 EST Video of me Exercising! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5056079 This is a short video of me exercising. These are the type of things I do when I cannot go to the gym. Unfortunately, the sounds was lagging in the original videos, so I just added music instead. I hope you enjoy! By the way NEVER MIND THE VIDEO BEING SLOW! (I guess it was just slow while previewing it while I was creating it.) Wed, 12 Sep 2012 13:08:20 EST Awesome Day! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5054874 I have had a wonderful day today with Will. &#9829; We went to the YMCA for Aqua Zumba, I got a new swim suit, we went to the Zoo, and had a cemetery picnic. It has been a fantastic day. For Breakfast we had 2 egg omelettes with lots of veggies for breakfast. We had 8 inch mini pizzas for lunch (only 220 calories!!!). We made them with 8in" whole wheat tortilla shells, tomato paste, very little cheese, and lots of veggies! Overall a very productive, good day today! <BR> <BR> I forgot to ment... Tue, 11 Sep 2012 18:13:59 EST More updates! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5052398 Just updates on stufffff. Mon, 10 Sep 2012 11:06:31 EST Yummy Dinner! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5051481 A delicious hash for supper! Sweet Potato, onion, green onion, garlic, tomato, habanero, and bacon. With whole wheat honey pita bread! YUM! :) Sun, 9 Sep 2012 19:40:32 EST Success! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5050761 <em>192</em> I weighted myself this morning and I weighed 270.2! I have lost 5 pounds! :) <em>244</em> <em>236</em> Sun, 9 Sep 2012 09:46:23 EST Yay Sweat Face! xD http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5050248 Me while I am working out. Walking on the treadmill at this point. <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/6/8/l683339271.jpg"> <BR> Me after my workout, all redfaced and sweaty. <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/8/3/l832995969.jpg"> <BR> My progress on the treadmill (9/7/12) <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/4/1/l412547528.jpg"> Sat, 8 Sep 2012 21:20:13 EST yay for exercise http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5049815 went to the ymca Sat, 8 Sep 2012 14:07:03 EST Good day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5045940 I have been exercising more. Wed, 5 Sep 2012 17:52:19 EST Stupid slip ups.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5043098 I slipped up today as per usual! :( I don't think I will ever lose weight! Mon, 3 Sep 2012 21:47:57 EST Updates http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5041262 Just an update of what all has been going on. Sun, 2 Sep 2012 14:20:15 EST Urges! Help! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5039004 I need tips on how to fight urges! I keep eating unhealthy foods, and I need to fight it! :( HELP! Fri, 31 Aug 2012 15:30:56 EST Work Out/Motivation Buddy http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5036116 I really want a workout/motivation buddy. What I mean by that, is someone who is also trying to lose weight. Someone I can call/text. I don't know how to find one though. Wed, 29 Aug 2012 13:33:11 EST Stress http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5014249 Life has been a bit chaotic lately.. Mon, 13 Aug 2012 21:31:54 EST .... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4986777 I am prolly not gonna be on much in the next week or so.. Wed, 25 Jul 2012 18:48:59 EST :( WTF?! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4985292 I am gaining all of my weight back.. idk what to do. I've tried everything. I thought I was doing so good... Tue, 24 Jul 2012 19:42:04 EST OUCH! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4984008 OWWW!!! Burnt my hand on a hot cast iron! Dx Now I have 2nd degree burn! :( Mon, 23 Jul 2012 22:07:19 EST Yay! :D http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4980764 Less than a week ago I weighed 275. I now weigh 271.4! I've lost 3.5 pounds! Sat, 21 Jul 2012 17:17:51 EST Healthy Smoothies. :D http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4979339 Today with breakfast I made fresh fruit smoothies. I added raspberries, blueberries, strawberries, plain yogurt, frozen orange concentrate and water. It turned out incredible. EXTREMELY healthy! :D For 12 ounces it was only 63 calories, and we got a TON of nutrients. :) I am glad I was able to find the raspberries so CHEAP. I found them for $1.00 per 6 ounces. Talk about a great deal! :D Fri, 20 Jul 2012 13:57:14 EST Better Day today! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4977925 Today was pretty good. I finally got to go back to work today. It was only a short shift, but it felt nice to be working again, since I had been gone for 3 days. After work I went the the Y and did quit a bit of exercising. I did 45 minutes of Aqua Zumba, and 12 minutes or various swimming. I am proud of myself today. I am doing good today on my eating today as well. I had toast for breakfast, and I still have yet to decide what i want for lunch. Last night a ordered a Tempurpedic Teddy Bear.... Thu, 19 Jul 2012 14:36:52 EST Roller Coaster Of Events http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4976967 These past 2 days have been Hell. Wed, 18 Jul 2012 23:03:49 EST Horrible Day... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4974833 well... the day started off crappy, because I had to call off work YET AGAIN. I have had a fever the past 2 days now. not to mention that I woke up with excrutiating back pain. So, because of the back pain (mind you, we have been waking up with back pain for EVER now) I decided to go to go to walmart and get a mattress topper. it feels incredible. it made my back feel great when I laid on it. wellllll thennnnn this is when the day really turns to crap, my boss calls saying I need a doctors no... Tue, 17 Jul 2012 16:03:43 EST 7/16/2012 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4973348 Just a recording of myself as to how the day is going. I have decided to start video blogging as well as blogging. Mon, 16 Jul 2012 19:05:49 EST