BEEJAE2's SparkPeople Blog BEEJAE2's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community Still Climbing The Mountain I am still climbing over the mountain so I can get a good peep! Thank you all for prayers and good wishes, I got on the scale this morning and I am 5 pounds lighter. Thank you my Spark Family. I am hitting the track today to get in some much needed walking. I will be praying for you, please pray for me!!!!!! <em>386</em> <em>30</em> Mon, 25 Mar 2013 09:54:13 EST Peeping Over The Mountain I feel. Better about myself today. I ate OK yesterday, but it was raining hardso I did not to go and workout (I know I could have workef out in the house). But, yes I did eat better, and thanks to all who stopped by blog and left me words of encouragement and inspiration. I feel my strength coming on. Thank you, thank you, there is someone out there!!!!! By the way, the mountain is huge and very high, but I am peeping over it. Sun, 24 Mar 2013 12:30:45 EST Down But Determined I anybody out there? Help, I have gone from 160 lbs to 230 and it's like I candy (for lack of a better word) get myself motivated to do what I know I need to do. I know what I need to do; eat right & exercise, but I lack the motivation. I will start and then the will power dissipate and leaves me. I get so frustrated with myself when I look in the mirror or think about me, gaining 68 pounds back that I worked so hard to get rid of. HELP, is anybody out there??? High blood pressure and d... Fri, 22 Mar 2013 16:42:33 EST In Desparate Need Of Help <em>46</em> I am lacking the motivation to workout any more! i lost weight; I went from 228 to 160 and now I am 215 (sad). And, I know what to do to get the weight off again, but i have no workout buddies anymore and I don't seem to be able to motivate myself. I am very lonely and depressed and I realy want to get the weight off again. i am pleading with my Spark Family for HELP!!!!!! My eating is also out of control. I am in need of motivation and Spark Buddies. Mon, 26 Mar 2012 13:09:30 EST Please, I am pleading for HELP! I am in a slump, and no matter what I do I cannot motivate myself to workout. i am really starting to feel depressed about it, I don't know what to do. Can any of my Spark Family help me? I lost 87lbs, at first I lost 19lbs and then an additional 68lbs later, and I weighed 160lbs, and I was so proud and happy. I have now gained back about 14 of those pounds, and I just can't find the motivation to make myself eat right or exercise for about 4 months now. What is wrong with me? Somebody ... Fri, 6 Aug 2010 12:55:13 EST Feeling Relieved Well I did it. I ate Wednesday night as soon as I finished cooking the food, but I only prepared a few items, and I did not have the traditional turkey dressing and yams. I had Turkey,macaroni, collards, and sweet potato pie and my daughter-in-law gave me 2 slices of red velvet cake. I ate again on Thanksgiving Day minus the cake. But, I got up this morning (Thanksgiving Day) and went to the track and walked 3 miles. I am so glad Thanksgiving Day is only ! day. I don't plan to eat any o... Thu, 22 Nov 2007 19:52:54 EST