BARBIE66's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=BARBIE66 BARBIE66's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Today I am Happy... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5717873 Yes today I am Happy.. I am spending some family time together.. my boys and husband are watching the soccer games I am starting to understand it.. everyone is yelling when the team they like is either making a goal or not... its been a while since we do family stuff together I am on vacation and want to spend it with them making some memories what I call it... latter we are going to do some bbq to celebrate.. its going to be healthy too got some chicken breast in mojo tomato from my garden ... Sat, 14 Jun 2014 12:59:24 EST Stressed out http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5712013 Everything in my life looks like its going haywired...at work its the last week of school preparing to close down and doing stuff for the opeing of next year opening..inventory ordering and preparing paperwork.. at home I thought it was going to be easier boy I was wrong the boys are at home its thier vacation school is out, have my husband recouperating from operation and last night father in law at hospital with a flu... I am trying for all this situations to not get the best of me .. I ha... Fri, 6 Jun 2014 10:34:34 EST Trying to make the changes exciting.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5648934 Well It been okay so far but need a little ooof to keep it going...so as of yesterday I did just that.. I am out on my backyard cleaning wedging throw away plants that are no good..planting veggies and herbs.. also with the help of my husband we are putting bamboo fence all around my yard.. it looks so nice.. we spent the whole day on it .. naturally I brought out a big pitch of ice cold water with lemon.. on our breaks we had lunch in our patio. I put dinner in the slow cooker which was beef... Sun, 16 Mar 2014 08:27:55 EST Update on week 1 challenge. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5637155 <BR> <em>244</em> For starters I toned down on being superwoman was not easy to ask for help but I did... Now my family is helping out.. throwing garbage away and I am teaching them to cook and reheat simple food.. they now put dirty clothes in the washer and even turn it on when they know that they are the last one taking a bath..they prepare their bookbacks .. I no longer sit with them to do their homework after they finish they give it to me to check it out... everyday this week I have... Sat, 1 Mar 2014 20:11:19 EST Starting a challenge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5629283 I am writing this blog that is about a challenge I am starting as of today.. to write once a week about stress that i am going thru... then to see how I can deminish my stress. ( I TRUELY NEED THIS) <BR> For starters I Must cut down on doing everything like if I am super human.. , at home I started to tell my boys there are chores that they need to do to help mom out.clean their rooms , take out the garbage and anything that is microwave you heat up.. clean dishes you use. take dirty clothes ... Thu, 20 Feb 2014 13:45:10 EST Need to change my game plan.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5628150 Well there is alot going on in my life, First my husband is out of work due to that he hurt is back and need an operation.. so I am the only one working..I have two wonderful boys one is 15 and the other is 9..I help them out with their homework , and projects when I get home from my work..Now the new thing is I am caring for my elderly father in law.. now that is a lot of stress I would say.. been loging in everyday but do not have the energy to follow thru on the exercising... since my foo... Wed, 19 Feb 2014 09:30:55 EST In one month http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5614078 In the first month of doing exercise and eating healthy has been good .. Things I have notice: I have notice that I want to do squeeze is any type of exercise because I WILL NOT have it as an excuse that I did not have time.. I do them everytime I go to the bathroom I do 25 squats or wall push up before I leave.. in my car I have whrits 1 pound weight I put on and on every red light I do biscep curls till I get home.. when I watch a program in the commercials I do leg lift or walk in place..... Mon, 3 Feb 2014 13:46:37 EST My quick list of menu http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5608319 Hi at my spark coach I was ask to do a list of quick menus.. <BR> Well at home I alway have plenty of greens and fruits.. on the weekends I cook double for my weekdays to come.. being that I am a food service manager I wake at 4am and finish at 3pm.. on the go all the time its not easy living with all temptations... so at home I prepare my breakfast lunch and snacks... so here goes my list: <BR> For Breakfast; oatmeal done at home make them into parfait cups with loaded fruits and nuts. Boi... Tue, 28 Jan 2014 14:29:48 EST I am proud of myself today.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5603463 Today at work a co worker brought in her food it looked delish but not healthy..I said I am sorry but lately have not been feeling well due to my high bp.. so I am eating healthy ... she said are you sure I said tempting but no thanks...I went for a walk on my lunch break.. felt good .. you know I even put on a smile while walking... had my lunch the one I brought from home .. ate it and it was equally delish.. had some cold lentil salad.. with a cup of cherry tomatoes and yogurt...I can and... Thu, 23 Jan 2014 14:25:33 EST 1st week day 2 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5601625 Day 2 went smoothly, got up early to do 5 min stretch in bathroom.. normally <BR> stay in bed till I get up to work...the night before planned all my meals and snack for work, the day went quickly..did not have time to walk on my first break but on my second break I made up for it did 20 mins. made a silly challenge everytime I go to restroom I do 10 lunges or wall push ups.. hope nobody opens the door and catch me..according to my fitbit I made 10289 steps 5 miles..i said for this week was ... Tue, 21 Jan 2014 20:23:09 EST motivation needed.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5600105 I am getting sick and tired of this yo o cycle... I start pretty good then I do not know when it sneeks up on me and pulls me down.. on the eating I do good but its the exercise part.. got a bike at home but its boring... then I started to walk around the neighborhood did great then my foot started to hurt.. now I hurt on my hands the doctor told me it arthritis.. some days sore others hurt.. but I want to lose the 50 pounds he says it would be better for my arthritis..my bp was high got it n... Mon, 20 Jan 2014 12:51:20 EST Goal List... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5544190 Today I decided to blog about me writing out a goal list things I want to accomplish dearly.. its very hard for me to make gaols they simply slip away with time.. I hoping that I can find someone to hold me accountable.. if not maybe posting it here will help.. <BR> Gaols for the month all though I am starting quite late in this month but can not wait for next month because I will end up not doing them.. <BR> Goal #1- exercise everyday for 30 mins. <BR> Goal #2- drink 8 glasses of water e... Mon, 18 Nov 2013 10:19:10 EST I have made small changes.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5458096 Today my SPark Coach is telling me to blog about changes I have made.. well I have been constitent with my walking I am very proud to say... when I started I had my treadmill but all of the sudden it broke down on me..but you know I was upset and started to make excuses on not to exercise because of it.. then it clicked no way I live 2 blocks away form a park and I started to wlak to it.. on the way I began to realize I lived in a good neighborhood my neighbors began to greet me along the way... Sat, 17 Aug 2013 13:21:52 EST My goal for this week http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5449662 I am just doing one this week that is to start a wslking program for me ..after dinner will do it outside and if it rains inside do a video Fri, 9 Aug 2013 08:35:28 EST Its been okay.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5431036 Yep its been an okay 2 weeks.. had my ups and downs.. I am extremely stressed out and nervous.. still no work till Aug but the bills do not care.. trying out lots of stuff and new things to get my stress down.. the boys do not help much who could blame them they are home all day.. I try to keep them busy but they want to do this and that that cost money.. they do not understand even with sitting down and explaining to them it does not filter in.. they are young.. I remember now when things we... Tue, 23 Jul 2013 21:08:18 EST Starting today a stress blog. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5419166 As of today I have joined a challenge about stress. . which I need badly.. for I am always anxious, worried , and depress.. sometimes its health issues, money, or just plain overwhelmed at home with so many things to do in so little time..I have 2 boys one is adhd.. hyper.. then sometimes life throw those curve balls .. well today I got sick because of stress.. I took a reality check of what and how things are now.. not good.. tight on money but I know I will survive.. I am not working now s... Fri, 12 Jul 2013 19:12:08 EST My plans for the future.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5405572 Well it was not easy to get to where I am at now.. been more active in my exercises.. walking to the max here and there picking up those 10 to 15 mins vidoes .. along with cleaning and organizing my home... on my eating well brought a great scale weighing everything as well as measureing...I have been looking around for things to slow down my stress.. trying out some breathing exercises.. as well as taking up a puzzle that I have been meaning to finish off to diplay it on my wall... Now my pl... Sat, 29 Jun 2013 15:00:46 EST NEED SOME HELP!!!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5370011 I do not like to blog when I am down.. I like to use my blogs as up lifting tools.. but I do not want it to get out of hand... I have lost already 5 pounds beating the plateau.. but since then I feel without energy when ever I am doing something its like pushing myself to the max to do simple stuff.. yesterday being Memorial Day did not help thought of my father.. usually I take the boys to the beach or something but my husband hurt his back so we stayed home all weekend long.. felt anxious a... Tue, 28 May 2013 06:56:46 EST I am making progress.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5324110 I am making progress in some area in my life like I have been really really portion control on my food during the day but for some reasonsat night sometimes I get the cravings,, been eating what I am suppose to i guess its that I am either tired or bored.. been keeping up with my exercise.. been doing 11000 to15000 steps a day.. yesterday I even managed to try something new JOG.. did it for 15 mins.. proud of that.. i have not done it since childhood... but I step on the scale and have not l... Mon, 15 Apr 2013 14:21:34 EST I am doing good and suprised..... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5318551 This week has been good .. I have been exercising more.. when I wake up in the morning I clip on my pedometer and hope to walk pass the 10000 steps.. to my surprise I am only now I think it maybe be reading wrong.. that i did not measure my steps correctly in the program.. I revise it 3 times and its correct..I am walking more then 10000 steps.. its that I am moving around more getting more active.. so this for me is new and I am totally suprise by it that I actually am doing it right without... Wed, 10 Apr 2013 14:36:25 EST Finally seeing some results.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5305520 You know I thought I would never see the numbers on the scale moving down.. i decided not to weigh my self everyday.. once every month.. I have a tendency to become obses with the weighing part.. I want it to go slow and steady and without the stress.. so I am down 5 pounds in three half weeks now a month from now I shall do it again.. this time even inches were falling off three an half inches over all.. that is great I think i could not believe it.. but the best part of it all is that I am ... Sat, 30 Mar 2013 16:10:48 EST Tried a new recipe http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5299838 Well today as I was looking into a new HEALTHY but tastey recipe I looked thru the Sparkrecipes.. I picked out what my family likes which is Mexican.. thinking that it was going to be bland and tastless.. boy was I wrong I did the salsa chicken in the slow cooker , then when it was done I did tacos out of them .. put lots of veggies and salad and some guacaamole with sour cream but low fat.. put it all on the table like buffet style each served its own.. made some healthy mexican rice now th... Mon, 25 Mar 2013 18:01:01 EST Being honest http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5298010 Today's assingment on my Spark Coach was to blog about a past mishap. Well it was not so past it happen yesterday.. I had a very busy day between taking my younger son to his chess classes and taking the other to get his glasses fix.. then to my groceries.. my hubby decidcd to stop at a bakery and get all sort of sweet pasteries.. this is my weakness .. I forgot before I left my house to pack some snacks in my bookbag.. I did take my water.. well I gave it and did not stop at one had four as ... Sun, 24 Mar 2013 08:55:58 EST On my spring break http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5296477 Today is the first day of my spring break from my work.. on this day i could not sleep the morning so I got up on my ususal time had my breakfast looking around my home for things to do.. it so much I did not where to start .. I went to the backyard and raked up the leaves that are falling from my mango tree..then headed to my fridge and decluttered it to the max.. threw away anything that is outdated looked funny as well as smelled bad... then put a slow cooker and chopped all the veggies ... Fri, 22 Mar 2013 17:49:11 EST Imagine... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5292526 I am sort of day dreaming here.. but one of my assingment today is to imagine yourself healthy.. how would I feel .. well now that is a sort of a hard one for me its been so long I have not been healthy that I have forgotten what it is like to feel healthy.. now a day when I do any kind of continuous activity I feel it I huff and puff.. pains on my legs start up.. well now if I were healthy I would be active all the time with out getting tired so easy.. now if I could play a simple game of b... Tue, 19 Mar 2013 14:29:37 EST My life was bumpy.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5217408 My life was bumpy these past couple days..first I was without a computer my old one decided to call it quits on me.. so I had to buy new one..during that time I still kept up with my eating healthy and exercising but to log it in was another story.. so I had to do the old fashion way writing it down on a notebook..the challeges that I signed up for since I could not write it down in the computer again I did it on notebook.. did alot of walking and some lifting weights, sit ups not the one I ... Mon, 21 Jan 2013 17:41:11 EST Getting back to the my real world http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5195542 Today my day starts off at 4:30 in the morning.. to get to work.. I am a little scared for I am thinking where am I going to fit in the healthy habits I am trying to implament.. always on the go multitask on everything oh and my stress level goes up thru the roof.. those are not healthy habits.. but its my work without I do not get a paycheck..well my morning after got everything prepared at 7:30 I sat in my office and had my healthy breakfast which I prepared last night, carried my water bot... Mon, 7 Jan 2013 18:37:46 EST Changing my way of thinking.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5193780 Today on my coaches session he (SparkGuy) talked about how one must change the way we think about the diet .. another words its not a diet its a lifestyle..to be consistence .. to live life just making healthy choices with in our atmosphere..if you go out to eat make healthy choices ...exercise at least 30 mins.. <BR> so with all that I have heard all that I have read today I have decided to change my way of thinking that I am not in a diet that I am on a healthy plan to a better me.. Sun, 6 Jan 2013 20:31:57 EST 1st Weigh In http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5192047 Today was my first weigh in .. I was afraid that I did not lose not one pound..the one pound that I put myself down for to loe at least a pound a week.. well guess what I did I even lost anextra one more making it 2 pounds this week.. I doubted myself because the tracking keeps saying i need to eat more the calories or te protein was always low so I beefed it up to be in the range.. so happy happy with that..for now...I motivation wise well its off the scale thru the roof..since I have moving... Sat, 5 Jan 2013 19:17:48 EST Organizing ,decluttering and cleaning http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5190571 Yep today I woke up with a list of things I want to do to today.On that list I had to finish my kitchen to me it the most important room in my home.Since I love to cook .. its my stress releaser ..Now I can say that I am done with it.. boy when you are not origanize to me my kitchen looked cluttered and dirty.. ( ashamely said but true)...did my window too now the sun comes in beautifuly in.. I even went to my backyard and took some flower pots and put on my window.. I took my younger son and... Fri, 4 Jan 2013 20:06:10 EST Busy busy like a bee http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5188660 Today I woke up with tons of energy.. did my grocery all healthy for the past two days been throwing way stuff that are unhealthy cleaned my fridge brought some plaster baskets to fit in my fridge one is for fruits the other for veggie that way when i open the door I see them.. after I chopped my fruits and veggies ready to eat I did my 35 mins of walking on my treadmil while I watched my son play his wii games cheering him on...then got my notebook out with the computer and sorted out recipe... Thu, 3 Jan 2013 17:55:57 EST Suprised Myself today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5186809 Today I thought was not going to turn out what I had planned for in the beginning.. I woke up so late and with all that I wanted to do and the day being so short since its winter..well then for starter I did a protein shake for breakfast to had out the door to do groceries since I eating lots of fruits and veggies.. then I thought on my way boy I do not think Iwill have time for my exercise I was wrong I squeezed my 10 minutes of toning my arms.. then went abouttaking all my christmas stuff ... Wed, 2 Jan 2013 19:17:34 EST Signed up for a challenge http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5184563 Yesterday as I was looking around the sparks , as stumble on a challenge that caught my eye..so i signed up to keep motivated to move foward as well as move around.. <BR> Its called the jumpstart january challenge .. its about getting exercise for the whole four weeks.. that is great for my that way I know that I have to do it to be accountable.. well the its day 2 and did what I was suppoe to do 10 mins of toning then 30 mins of cardio.. I am starting slow but today I did 60 mins of walking.... Tue, 1 Jan 2013 19:03:56 EST GOALS FOR 2013 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5182718 Hi everyone i thught about this all day today what to blog.. so it just came to me what my goals for the new year to come..now that is hard cuase there are so many , but of coarse i really need the ones that i can turely work at.. so here goes. <BR> <BR> 1. Must eat healthy but not deprive myself. <BR> 2. Move about and around.. but make it fun. <BR> 3. Organize.. to make life easier and helps alot to be healthy. <BR> 4. Smile for life is short..its a good positive feeling. <BR> 5. Have Fun... Mon, 31 Dec 2012 19:28:46 EST Working toward my first goal http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5181195 Well today I did not go out anywhere I decided to stay in and work towards my first goal .. this week my first week on the plan I organized my whole kitchen.. decluttered it.. threw away anything that was out dated, looked funny, or have not used at all. Now my kitchen looks organized and clean,a place where I feel like cooking healthy.. got my cookbooks dusted them and put on my counter top visible to my eye so that when I get bored of what I am eating look into a new recipe and whip it up... Sun, 30 Dec 2012 17:59:42 EST Enjoying Life to the FULLEST today. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5180050 This morning I did not wake up to great to begin with..aches and pains did not sleep a wink last night for some reason..well I thought well i am off from work one more week i'll get the sleep tonight.. and I will take it easy today.. well my boys wanted to get out and enjoy life..I did not tell anyone how I was feeling and went ahead with thier plan.. we ended up at Miami Sequariam.. we spent the whole day looking at the whales and dolfins.. we laughed got wet and they had a small arnival ... Sat, 29 Dec 2012 17:18:51 EST UPSET BUT TRYING http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5179143 I am upset with myself gained 40 pounds in one year lose 15 pounds then gain it back like nothing stays off..i get motivated to the max then lose it all...then i say something is wrong with me for not stickin to it i see everybody else does..well i am doing it again lets see what the new holds up..they say to blog make friends trakin everything and not letting the slip ups get to you to pick yourself up and start again so that is what i am doing as of today..today i drank no soda pops walked... Fri, 28 Dec 2012 19:40:45 EST Things are looking good.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5065099 This time around I have been more committed to my changing the way I live my life. I try to live each day to the fullest with no regrets..I have been exercising more and more .. made it like a game always looking to sneek in 10 mins of moving around my main thing is walking.. by the end of the day with its and bits here and there makes it to 45 mins or more.. now I am incorporating some weights.. gonna try out sit ups and push ups.. before I did not care now I do... want to get to 50 nice and... Tue, 18 Sep 2012 15:17:53 EST Changing my ways at work.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5063236 Today is Monday and I am at work .. I work in a public school system I am what my kids call the lunch lady.. I am the manager of a cafeteria in my school..today is a no students in school but I have the option to work it or stay at home .. if I stay I get no pay and can not do that for the moment.. I came in at my regular hours I start at 6 am.. I did my computer papers for the day recieved a produce delivery put them away now I have nothing to do so I decided to make up a game for every ho... Mon, 17 Sep 2012 12:52:08 EST Small Small Victories http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5057140 Today I got to thinking that I am going to start thinking positive about myself, not get STRESS about anything, to not beat myself up for every little mistake I do ar did,because let me tell ya I am very very hard on myself I want everything to go perfect .. now you know that life does not let you do that.. she keeps throwing curve balls so that I can swing harder... well I got to analyzing this morning with my breakfast.. thinking on all the things that I have been doing right even if I slip... Thu, 13 Sep 2012 06:52:39 EST Today is my first day back.... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4931659 Yep I fell off the barn wagon and getting back on today... I have hit my all highest again (200).. and I am 46 yrs old now I know that does not help either because my metabolism has slowed down... I have been thinking alot about joining a gym or getting a personal trainer but that cost money something I do not have.. so I need to do this on my own without getting bored... I started my exercise today outside I did my lawn grass was high I want to suprise my husband .. it took my 60 mins to do... Mon, 18 Jun 2012 13:44:56 EST Frustrated, stressed out... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4793267 Today I am fustrated.. stressed..as I look at my past blog its the same thing wining.. I am stuck on the 10 pound lost 10 pounds gain... I feel lazy not being able to step up to my goals which is all together lose 30 pounds but really lose something each month..I am always looking for excuses .. to not exercise that I have it in somewhat under control been walking 20 to 30 even 60 mins a day the group that I am in has giving me that challenge.. but I do not see the scale go down...I am starti... Sun, 18 Mar 2012 11:43:08 EST My 3rd 4th and 5th day in Boot Camp http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4212992 I am happy now that I have my computer up and working for some reason I can not log in to Spark to record what I surely did..even though I con not log in I did not let it get to me and continued my routine...on my third day I just made my own 10 mins of some typr of deep strength work out.. I did the wall push ups wide and normal.. and of course my 30 mins of cardio then on the 4th day I did some crunches and planks for 10 mins followed by my cardio.. on my 5th day which was today i did the ... Thu, 5 May 2011 19:16:08 EST 2nd Day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4205611 Wow this is my second day with the boot camp and it was a little hard those crunch on the knee like a genie was something else very tense on the legs and stomach, but got thru it slowly . I did not know how out of shape I am , this will get me in shape. You know I like this it is really motivating me to be active . I also did 30 min of the treadmil at the speed of 2.6 I know that it's slow but I will pick it up later on. <BR> Let's see tomorrow... Mon, 2 May 2011 19:45:12 EST May 1 my first day.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4202695 Well finally May 1st came around the reason I say it is because I started for the first time in my life a boot camp challenge.. I started it for I am a person who gets bored easy and drops her routine of exercise.. so I think that this is my way to jazz it up..I think I can make it this time I get emails on what to do then when I do do it I get cheered on now that is great motivation for me .. so far I did the 10 min video and i could not beleive I actually sweated out.. now I am going to tak... Sun, 1 May 2011 16:22:04 EST 4/28/11 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4197255 Today has been a good day . I toodk my oldest son to my work since it was take your child to work day.. he enjoyed it as well as I..he saw what it was like to work at my job..at the end he told me mom you know you really work hard here your the best.. that filled my heart and motivated me more to stick it out with my healthy plan and exercise..I want to enjoy life and my son just like today.. Thu, 28 Apr 2011 19:35:37 EST This New Year 2011.. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3915265 I have sat down and thought about last year and what I could change for this new year 2011..there are alot of stuff so much that I sometimes am overwhelm..I want to first of all break the cycle in which I live in.. I declutter then do not keep it up and clutter again I organize then I forget or get lazy and everything is mispalced.. I forget things because I know I do not leave them where they should go.. and mind you my family even though they a young boys they too do not help.. I want to b... Tue, 11 Jan 2011 19:47:29 EST Happy today!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3788452 Today it's my son's birthday..been celebrating every step of the way.. I want to bring him some memoriesto look back on...He turned 6 but in the morning as a family we woke him up singin happy birthday to him at my work which is his school on his luch time the whole school sang Happy birthday and 5 times then at night we cooking out side in the barbeque his favorites along with a cake and of course singing...right now he fell asleep watching his favorites we put him to bed and to all that I o... Tue, 16 Nov 2010 18:08:54 EST Sunday 11/14/2010 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3783630 Today I decided to relax a little which is pretty hard for me to do.. I have two boys that likes to do this and that and go everywhere but stay home... so out we went .. went for a few errains so that my week will be less stressful..were stop by at a store and I saw a single coffee maker at a good price and thought you know its been a while since I brought anything for me told my husband lets do it.. we did then took it home set it up and had a wonderful cup of coffee just my husband and I ma... Sun, 14 Nov 2010 18:53:10 EST Saturday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=3781568 Today I woke up with motivation to clean and organize.. I am decluttering little by little its amazing how when accumilates plain old junk.. I need to do this for two reason to keep myself busy and the other to make my busy life easier.. I started with my laundry I actually looked at my clothes and asked myself do I really need it if the answer came out no then I put in a donation bag I made..then went to the kitchen I opened my freezers and did an inventory and found out I do not need to... Sat, 13 Nov 2010 15:46:12 EST