BABCIATEA's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=BABCIATEA BABCIATEA's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ 2 grand girls http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6309451 I have 5 granddaughters who I call my grand girls. Today I will go visit the 2 youngest . It is over an hour away. When I visit I am tempted to stop on the way home to get an unhealthy snack like fries, chicken nuggets etc. Wrong fats poor or little protein no fiber and wrong grains. Today I am packing a lunch for the car.1.3 oz almonds, 1.7 oz macadamias 2 oz cashews, waters, cheese 2 slices. Probably I will not eat it all but if I have plenty of food that won't effect blood sugars too m... Thu, 2 Feb 2017 06:25:48 EST mind body spirit http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6308872 The three aspects of our being operate together as one person. As I exercise each the others are effected and involved. This morning I combined one of my physical exercises with following a recorded prayer. This is not multitasking in the traditional approach but strengthening both aspects of self in a way that supports each and more deeply ingrains each to my total self. AS each of these aspects of self are intertwined . So also our complete being is intertwine with each other. We are each... Wed, 1 Feb 2017 06:56:27 EST snow is coming http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6308430 Today we prep for the snow tonight. Put the shovels with in reach. HOpefully the snow is light so we don't have trouble opening the door pushing snow out of the way. Also prepping for dinner with the Lay Dominicans Sunday. I bought vegetables to make a marinated salad. Prepping to exercise and eat well is also a must if I want to stay on track and I do ! SO plan and plan some more and continue to have a plan B and C and however more are needed. NOw off to do hand weight exercises ... Tue, 31 Jan 2017 11:10:51 EST life is a stirfry http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6307626 Dinner today will be chicken stirfry. We made a celebration of Chinese New year for our 3 youngest grand daughters We had some treets from the Asian grocery, made a vegetablestir fry that the 9 year old helped prep for and then read a story about the dragon dance , discovered our Chinese birthyear meanings made masks and danced around prtending to be a dragon ... the 2 and 3 year olds did anyways. SO for our get together we added more activity and lessened the focus on food. SO we cont... Mon, 30 Jan 2017 05:01:18 EST ahh Sunday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6307259 Good day so far. Church 2 well planned meals and shrimp chinese cabbage stirfry for dinner later. Sun, 29 Jan 2017 12:55:25 EST 12 day streak http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6306603 12 days logging in so far may not seem like a lot but it is the beginning of a true healthy habit. today is a day off from PT strength training. Oldest granddaughter sent message she arrived in Iceland safely. SO I am happilBabcia and Grampa to learn about Chinese New year through play. Grampa and babcia are getting ready to build a dragon and make a parade around the living room. Spark on friends <em>14</em> Sat, 28 Jan 2017 07:52:19 EST slow start http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6306021 Today is starting with a little mental fog but hopefully going to see my 2 and 3 year old grand daughters will perk me up. We had a nice visit with our 23 year old granddaughter last eve. She is going to fly to Iceland today then visit Paris London and a cousin in Ireland. I am very happy for her. Today I will get exercises done early . Hopefully I can get a dinner salad made before I leave this morn then pick up a roasted chicken on the way home. <em>381</em> measured waist and do... Fri, 27 Jan 2017 05:32:21 EST Wednesday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6304839 Today is Polish language practice over the phone with a friend. We practice weekly most weeks . Having a buddy helps keep me going with learning Rosettastone. Food today is starting with nutola and unsweetened almond milk and 3 strawberries.Lunch chicken soup and leftover kale salad. Dinner will be shrimp and vegetables and dinner . Granddaughters visit postponed till tommorrow.so I have another day to prepare. Wed, 25 Jan 2017 06:19:42 EST snow rain sleet and freezing rain day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6304381 My granddaughter is flying in from California today , at last report was headed for Baltimore . She was hoping for snow to ski in . We have that but also ice. this morning my breakfast was 1 egg 2 strips of bacon. Lunch will be salad and salmon Dinner Lentil soup and kale salad. Exercises on track . Those squats are a killer but it is sure worth the decrease in pain . <em>593</em> Tue, 24 Jan 2017 10:47:31 EST reblog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6303570 Rats! My blog this morn erased by my computer did not save . SO far squats and calf extensions done FBS 150 pc breakfast 130. rewriting now . I discovered fresh tumeric root this week . Wow does it taste good! anti inflammatory and tasty too. Overhead lifts done . Nutola for breakfast spanicopita luch and chicken or salmon with salad for dinner. Lets keep on sparking <em>211</em> Mon, 23 Jan 2017 07:14:01 EST Sunday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6303156 Sunday is a no strength train day. Since bad weather is coming and oldest granddaughter is flyung in this week. I shopped for provisions for her visit before church. Breakfast was 1 egg goat cheese and 1/4 avocado 2 strips bacon. Now for stretcheds and bake cookies for a funeral reception Sun, 22 Jan 2017 15:00:21 EST quick quick blog day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6302586 Did all therapy exercises , increased weights from 3 to 5 lbs. Had Egg benefit for breakfast, lunch 2 homemade by me saurkraut pierogies with litle smokies and green beans. Off to church maybe more later . Sat, 21 Jan 2017 14:47:08 EST Friday good lab results http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6302016 todays lab results following metformin dose change was great. This doctor is terrific. He listens , he is proactive , asking me about my rosaecea and suggesting treatment to better controlit. He explained liver function results and tests he ordered. He is the best doctor I have ever gone to. He is positive and attentive. I feel more optimistic about getting the type of support that will help me improve my health. Fri, 20 Jan 2017 14:33:45 EST Thursday day ? http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6301129 Well spark friends . It is snowing again or should I say still. It is egg avocado and a slice of ham with goat cheese this morning . I am going to try cutting back further o the carbs. Blood sugar fasting today was 140 . I am looking forward to seeing A1C results from lab draw . Today I plan to have only 1 grain that will be at breakfast an ezekiel bread with the egg topping. Lunch can be tuna salad and dinner beef with greens and broccolli. Almonds for in between. Today was planned to ha... Thu, 19 Jan 2017 05:51:14 EST long weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6300427 this weekend kept was a time with DH home and then morning appointments Tuesday. Blood drawn , discharge appointment from Physical therapy. . Blood sugar this morn was better than it has been recently 130. Our dinner last evening was haddock greens and potato salad. We had a good time Monday with our 9 year old grandaughter . Visited 2 and 3 year old cousins then went to a dinosaur science exibit and hung out at her house till her dad came home from work. Today is a snow day. Today is a... Wed, 18 Jan 2017 04:52:22 EST day 12 weekend time http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6297777 Weekends are totally different as DH is home Saturday and Sunday. I am easily distracted since routine needs to be different. I will get my exercises in in pieces. Think I will start with ankle weight marches leg lifts and side kicks. Those are always hardest for me to get started. . The stars seem really bright this morning .It is cold and beautiful. Meals will be , breakfast eggs avocado bacon and whole rye a half slice. Lunch tuna salad, and dinner pork and broccolli. macadamias and ... Sat, 14 Jan 2017 06:20:15 EST day 11 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6297232 as yet no weight loss. but my pain is significantly decreased . I believe that cutting way back on refined grains and switching saturated fats for more omega 3 fats is helping me. It would be nice to start to see a weigh loss but hopefully hat will follow. Today plan is a visit to physical therapy. breakfast was 1/2 slice whole rye bread with salmon spread home made . and an egg. lunch tuna salad Dinner broiled scallops with steamed bokchoy. Fri, 13 Jan 2017 08:55:52 EST working on it day 10 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6296442 working on staying on or near the track. breakfast today is cream cheese and smoked salmon on whole rye. Lunch chicken salad and dinner fish and vegetables. Physical therapy exercises today . I will start with leg weights early then others after returning from church and errands. I am still trying to get back into a routine that includes what I want most in my life, prayer , grandchildren, orderly surroundings , Welcoming environment for DH andall who enter our home. . Had a phone call fro... Thu, 12 Jan 2017 04:57:11 EST day 9 Wednesday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6295779 Woke up to heavy rain. food plan for today is salmon cream cheese ezkekiel toast. for breakfast. lunch chicken salad. Dinner shrimp and vegetables. Exercise will be mostly stretching routine. Lets go Spark friends Wed, 11 Jan 2017 05:44:21 EST Day 8 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6295076 Groggy morning after late phone call. Back for a nap . Breakfast is on track then off to physical therapy . tuna rollup for lunch and chicken soup and flax and sesame salad for dinner. Tue, 10 Jan 2017 05:23:14 EST day 7 today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6294392 today is the day. I feel better than I have in a long time . The physical therapy seems to be finally getting me back toward my normal functioning. This morning I am having leftover cold haddock for breakfast. It is delish. I will blog as I go today . Mon, 9 Jan 2017 07:28:41 EST day 7 moving http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6293646 Yesterday prison ministry was cancelled due to weather. This changed our dining out plans. We stopped at a local spot I had not been to in years. It was a great choice i had wonderful baked haddock brocolli peas and carrots and seafood bisque. Delish and mostly on plan. Got home watched a recording of grim and had popcorn ...not on plan. But this morning I am down on the scaleover a lb from yesterday. . UP a little on FBS to 136 . Today we eat out again for DD birthday . I am feeling... Sun, 8 Jan 2017 06:21:09 EST day 6 daily adjustments http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6293021 Old thinking was ... if I did not follow my plan I failed. New thinking ... deviating from the plan is an opportunity to improve the plan to avoid future snags. Today weight is down 1/2 lb FBS is up from 126 to 140. The day started with prayers . Breakfast was on plan. Lunch will be meatloaf special recipe and dinner will probably eating out. After negotiating with DH plan will need specifics for today. We will be going to 4 PM Mass then 6 PM prison ministry . So it will be important to ... Sat, 7 Jan 2017 06:45:00 EST day 5 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6292389 Yesterday was ok in the end. Off track by 1 midday snack. This morning I had to disappoint a daughter who is often disappointed and probably lonely although she distances herself physically and emotionally . This and some other things wear me down. Conflicting obligations distract me from positive actions . Pressure from different directions is keeping me mulling things over and over... never good <BR> But for today breakfast done and good choices. Physical therapy late morning . lunch ... Fri, 6 Jan 2017 07:01:00 EST Thursday day 4 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6291699 Yesterday I fell off track after a disturbing phone call . I prepared and ate comfort food that is way off track then at night ate crackers and butter .. too many ... also way off plan. <BR> So today instead of turning to food which is harming me although it feels comforting for a moment , my plan is... turn to prayer and set a 15 minute timer if I feel the urge to go after a harmful comfort. So breakfast is ezekiel bread, egg, avocado and almond milk. Lunch on the road almonds and peca... Thu, 5 Jan 2017 06:44:51 EST day 3 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6290939 So I never got around to blogging yesterday . Today the blog is just after breakfast. Did do all exercises yesterday. Today breakfast was an egg, swiss chard and olive omelet. This morning is my weekly language phone practice. Yesterday I sent an email to follow up with my potential health buddy. I suggested a pool for relaxing muscles . She does not want to go to a public pool. We are trying to agree on a day next week to go back to planet fitness. I still have a membership but have not... Wed, 4 Jan 2017 06:54:19 EST begin again http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6289232 Today is the day for courage to begin again. After months of pain and physical therapy for a questionable diagnosis. I begin today to sweep away negative memories of past failures and false beginnings. My plan for the year is to blog daily when possible. I will write a plan for the day building on yesterday . Yesterday I agreed to meet a new exercise and food plan buddy. Today I will contact her and reinforce that I want to start to work together on this. Just had a low carb snack smoked ... Mon, 2 Jan 2017 05:54:55 EST yesterday is gone tomorrow is unknown http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6223497 Life as usual is topsy turvey. Fell asleep way too early yesterday so am up way too early this morn, so it is time to take stock once again and redirect my path back toward true north, fbs was 148 and weight 212 this morning , I went off track yesterday on my way home from visit with 2 littlest grand girls ages1 and 3. Had a call from oldest friend back in hospital with possible emergency spinal surgery for severe pain, floor guy probably coming to put down new flooring in entry this week m... Wed, 24 Aug 2016 03:51:06 EST tough morning http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6222907 weight and fbs up today. plan tba. today have a visit planned with son and his family Tue, 23 Aug 2016 04:22:40 EST Monday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6222296 The rain is falling outside . The garden plants are drinking it up . My FBS was 140 and is slowly dropping toward more normal readings. Wt up slightly to 210.5. That part is frustrating but that is how it worked when i did this program before, down then slightly up down little and up I just need to keep going and eventually it will keep trending downward. Having the mental fog gone is a big positive and having more energy , sleeping better etc. all should keep me working at it. We can do ... Mon, 22 Aug 2016 05:00:31 EST sunday week 2 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6221821 Going to camp after church. FBS 148 wt down slightly. food plan ready for the day Sun, 21 Aug 2016 08:59:08 EST saturday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6221461 It has been 1 week of induction. blood sugars are improved and the mental fog has almost gone, energy is also improving. Bacon eggs and mushrooms for breakfast. Tuna steak cucumber tomato and red cabbage with parsley for lunch. Dinner will be turkey and zucchini Sat, 20 Aug 2016 13:30:10 EST plan for the day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6220692 wt up fbs down. I remembered my meds from last evening and fbs is 149. wt up to 211. Thankyou low carb friends for reminding me to keep potassium level up. Will be buying salmon, crimini mushrooms swiss chard and avocado today to help with that . Today , after morning prayers , will catch up on housework, go to gym, go to restaurant 99 to take 2 of the grand girls out for lunch. breakfast will be tuna salad and zucchini lunch a salad with chicken , dinner roast beef mushrooms and swiss cha... Fri, 19 Aug 2016 04:50:59 EST forgot pm meds http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6220102 forgot the evening metformin. FBS up to 157. Wt dropped .a quarter lb. UP 1.and a quarter from most recent low. The heat and humidity out side are better today so I hope to have a gym day today after a morning meeting. Food plan will be smoked salmon and saute spinach for breakfast . 12 macadamia nuts snack before meeting . cheese/ meat rolls and cucumber for lunch.dinner green pepper stiffed with crabmeat salad and zucchini sauted in olive oil. thanks for encouraging words sp friends . Gym... Thu, 18 Aug 2016 05:57:33 EST fbs continues to slip down http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6219477 fbs down to 147 from 148 yesterday. wt back to 210.5. But I expected ups and downs . That is the way my body works. Breakfast small steak and zucchini, lunch ham slices and cucumbers. dinner roast turkey breast from deli counter and steamed spinach. Yesterday trip to gym was tough . started to get light headed and weak so took shower and came home. ??? maybe stomach flu??? since other symptoms followed . All good today. Have Atkins meal bars in case of life getting in the way of my plan A ... Wed, 17 Aug 2016 07:08:33 EST good morning http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6218800 FBS down to 148 this Morn and weight down to 209. Breakfast was salmon cream cheese rolled in ham slices. Lunch will be chicken , romaine , raddiochi salad on the road . Dinner pork portabella snap pea stir fry . keeping to one day at a time and plan plan plan. Tue, 16 Aug 2016 05:47:05 EST day 2 induction http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6217754 yesterday was the first full day of low carb induction. I have done it before bur this time with the grace of the Lord I will stay on track much better . Ate breakfast at around 6 AM . went to 8 AM Mass . Had a flat tire on the way home and was definitely hungry at 11 AM probably somewhere between a 1 and 2 for hunger scale. I hard boiled some eggs for the next few days and have sliced meats ready for hunger. Am checking blood sugars on awakening and prior to eating will also throw... Sun, 14 Aug 2016 11:14:56 EST lost is found http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5799955 The spat was on the floor at church where I sat yesterday yeah! Fri, 17 Oct 2014 16:50:36 EST lost 3rd spat. http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5799665 My 3rd spat is lost. It fell off my shoe somehow yesterday. I have one place to look away from home then under everything in case the sweet kitty used it for playtime. SO as ever we go to plan B which maybe a blessing in disquise as I have slipped away from the structured exercise and just relied on step numbers . Well who knows it may be better and. Hopefully I can shake this tightness in the breathing. Lets keep sparking whether we feel sparkish or not <em>381</em> <BR> <em>527</em... Fri, 17 Oct 2014 06:52:27 EST today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5785224 Today I will walk outside with baby grand daughter for our vitamin D . We will play in the sand box for fun. I will giggle more than worry. Every time a worry pops into my mind I will replace it with a sweet thankful thought about my grand babies and my many blessings. So here I go prepping for the day. Spark cheers friends! Tue, 23 Sep 2014 05:24:02 EST better day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5779069 Today is hubby and my 40th anniversary. We had a nice breakfast at home and are invited to our daughters house for dinner. Although my sleep last night was broken this morning after a hot shower the achy joints are easing. Maybe some ginger tea before stretching strength routine is in order. Spark cheers to all you spark pals. Have a great weekend. Sat, 13 Sep 2014 10:45:03 EST hard start today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5777736 This morning took first dose of phosomax for bone thinning. and am out of sorts. FIrst I am somewhat afraid of the medication. and then... Pill is taken on empty stomach with water. then no eating or laying down for at least 30 minutes 60 is better so no morning coffee . It is a damp day my joints are aching and I sat too long at a meeting yesterday and am paying for it now. Now on the bright side I did number 30 of the classical stretch series season 8 and could do most of it. The knees... Thu, 11 Sep 2014 07:33:07 EST classical stretch http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5774961 This is day 27 of a 30 day cycle of strength and toning dvd. It looks deceptively easy . There is definitely an improvement in my flexibility and a decrease in pains in the back. There was a single program aired on PBS a while ago and It looked so good I ordered season 8 series. SOme of it is so hard I can not even do 1 percent but I am keeping at it and I can do much more than in the beginning. The teacher is Miranda Esmonde White . She is fantastic in her explanations of what is h... Sun, 7 Sep 2014 05:07:09 EST some how progress http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5729560 It is almost scary to say that things are starting to actually work but it seems true. I reset my goals down to one month increments and wow it is actually happened. I am back down below 200 from 199.5 to 199 this week. I found #2 spat after losing it and buying # 3 so I have an extra how funny . # 2 was attached to a shirt at the bottom of a drawer. Things are on a positive momemtum right now. I have eliminated daytime murder shows from my time wasters and have developed a habit of mo... Tue, 1 Jul 2014 05:47:22 EST new approaches http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5649628 I have recently added 2 new parts to my plan for optimizing my health and fitness. First is Classical stretch a program I saw on PBS tried and ordered as a dvd series. It is a 25 minute show it gently increases flexibility with ballet / yoga poses using a physio therapy model. I think it is helping my knees and hips. <BR> <BR> Second is an approach to eating using concepts presented by Dr ROsedale based on leptin research and neuro research by Dr david Perlmutter. Combining th... Mon, 17 Mar 2014 06:11:15 EST tough weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5558130 Wednesday my son, who does not have health insurance for financial reasons had pain from a hernia and went to emergency, he needs surgery soon. Then the next day my daughter called for me to drive about 100 miles to pick up her daughter from school because my daughter believes she is having a heart attack and is driving to the hospital . I convinced her she should call for an ambuance rather than drive 12 miles. I saw daughter, brought granddaughter home with me and am scheduled to ba... Fri, 6 Dec 2013 06:37:39 EST three things http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5537060 Coach suggested writing three accomplishments then blogging on them. My three things are 1 walked the Leslie Sansone 5 mile walk in the morning then went outside with a friend and walked a mile outside in the afternoon as well as going garden cleanup. <BR> 2 was driving the 100 mile distance to my daughters house and staying over night with her. and grand daughter. a week or 2 ago <BR> 3 When same daughter called me on the phone with multiple complaints about me I did not respond in ang... Sun, 10 Nov 2013 06:10:52 EST planning for the weekend http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5529801 This Sunday I am driving about 100 miles to oldest daughters home to visit . It is a challenge for a number of reasons. My joints do not tolerate sitting in car more than 30 minutes. The place is out in the country and there are not may stopping places. Dear daughter is in financial difficulty and currently has a tiny dorm size refrigerator for her and 11 year old daughter. This is the surface. SO my activity plan is to stop each time I find a safe stop spot and walk . After a fall 3 wee... Sat, 2 Nov 2013 05:48:59 EST scary goals http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5416299 At age 64 blogging about 1,5 and 10 year goals is a little scary in 10 years at 74 I can not imagine my life. Who will be in it? Who is living? Am I ? So at this point I will stick to a 1 year goal. I want to be able to hike a beginner trail for 3 miles next summer. Also have more flexibility and stamina for gardening and playing with the granddaughters. Ok I will try 5 and 10 just generally. At 5 years out age 69 I want to be stronger than I am today and weigh less. At 10 years 74... Wed, 10 Jul 2013 05:46:00 EST blast the excuses http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5405171 wow my last blog was over a month ago and so much has changed. after emergency surgery everything seems possible. I feel so much better I do not want to return to how I felt before. If I plan and plan for life to get in the way I will not get discouraged. My way of thinking has changed from I WILL DO IT to ok Lord I trust in you to help me imagine a second, third , fourth or however many new ways I need to make the best choice available not the perfect choice I planned . Let us spark on. Sat, 29 Jun 2013 02:45:26 EST