http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=ARANYANI ARANYANI's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4961435 A day of anxiety. Anxiety is my biggest threat. It is not food, it is not laziness. It is the worry that eats away at me. When I lived in Europe I could walk it off. Now? In the states? I have no reliable way to deal with it. <BR> <BR> I know this offends Americans, and I'd like to refer to that lovely Kurt Vonnegut quote ... But I don't love America, or Americans and I very much wish I were away. I grew up here and the only place I've been happy has been elsewhere. Even Ghana made more sen... Mon, 9 Jul 2012 00:47:22 EST http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2097755 After a beautiful hour and a half walk in the park, it's packing time. It's sad to be packing up this place where R and I first lived together ... also knowing that it may be some time before we can really have a permanent place of our own. It's been a year long battle with the mold and the slugs, unreliable plumbing and rarely hot water ... but sad nonetheless. <BR> <BR> Tonight we're off to his parents, where I probably won't have internet access since his father is very controlling and p... Wed, 27 May 2009 11:42:57 EST http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=2082506 Really, this is not the easiest time to be starting out, in the middle of moving. I've been in a slump for months, living in a tiny mold-infested apartment in a dirty city, and now I'm getting out. Getting back to somewhere I can breathe and be more active. For the next week, I may do well on nutrition, but not on fitness. The week after, I'll be living with my in-laws, and might get some exercise just walking to get out of the house! <BR> <BR> Still, it feels good to make a commitment to ... Thu, 21 May 2009 16:38:13 EST