ANGELAMPORTER's SparkPeople Blog ANGELAMPORTER's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community Starting to Run I am going to begin a running program today and I am starting to panic and doubt myself. Do any of you have success stories you would be willing to share on your "First days as a runner" compared to now? I've decided I need an outlet for my emotions right now...and running seems like the best way to have some time alone...sifting through the thoughts. thanks! Mon, 8 Jul 2013 10:59:52 EST Holding it together. How do you hold it together when everything falls apart? Mon, 1 Jul 2013 20:41:17 EST What about NOW? I have said "i'll start tomorrow." Tomorrow can also be changed to "on the first of the month", "monday", "after vacation"...and so on. I can't start anymore tomorrows. All I have now is my today. Why does it always seem that starting and making it through that first month feels so impossible? I'm coming back here, after falling off the wagon straight-up-nose-dive-style. So. I'm back. Any words of wisdom, encouragements, etc are greatly appreciated. Tue, 25 Jun 2013 20:48:07 EST