ALOSTGENERATION's SparkPeople Blog ALOSTGENERATION's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community My thighs are no longer kissing cousins! I know that sounds weird, and it isn't really 100% true because my legs still rub when I walk, but today at my step class, the instructor told us to stand straight with our feet hip distant apart. When I looked in the mirror I couldn't believe that I could actually see a gap between my thighs that went all the way up to my body! That is incredible! It may not seem like a big deal, but I've always carried a good proportion of my fat on my thighs and they always rub together and make life uncom... Thu, 17 Jan 2013 16:50:26 EST Holy cow! I lost 6 lbs! Wow! I am so excited at this loss! I was getting really down because I did something very stupid; I signed up to Spark People using the weight I had last seen on the scale, which was 260. Unfortunately that was my pre-Christmas weight and when I actually stepped on the scale shortly after registering on New Years day, I was gutted to learn that I was actually at 265 thanks to my Christmas face stuffing. So, my tracker was 5lbs lower than what I really had to lose, so despite recording my 2lb ... Sat, 12 Jan 2013 05:32:05 EST Starting Pics and general sparkness I totally stuffed my face today. I couldn't help it, I just needed a day. I only went over my calorie target for the day by 70 calories and I did 2 classes at the gym to make up for it (step and aerobics). So, it could have been worse and I'm not feeling too down on myself about it. I think in the overall scheme of things it will all be okay. However, I must admit I'm regretting going the unhealthy route because my stomach is ON FIRE right now. I think all the jumping around at the gym unsett... Thu, 10 Jan 2013 15:24:05 EST Intense cravings for bad things It is only 9:50am and I'm already having crazy cravings which I've not had on a long time. I'm normally a sugar addict but this morning I'm craving FAT! I desperately want fatty meat like salami and a big hunk of cheese. I've been on target every day for fat content so I have no idea why I'm getting these urges but honestly nothing else sounds good. I don't know if I can hold out! Thu, 10 Jan 2013 04:53:39 EST Cue 80s music: It always feels like, somebody's watching meeeee.... I've always been of the belief that, yes, it is embarrassing to go to an exercise class and be the fattest, least coordinated person there but I've always figured that everyone would be too busy watching the instructor, their form, etc to notice the fat, clumsy one. So imagine my surprise, and concern, when I was headed for the gym entrance this morning for a pilates class and a guy came up behind me and said "Back again so soon after Pump last night?". Yes, I was at Body Pump last night. I w... Sat, 5 Jan 2013 12:39:00 EST First Blog, Feeling good! Yesterday was my first day of "healthy living". I completely and totally over-indulged over Christmas (I basically lived off chocolate truffles and mimosas!) and started January at 265lbs... 10lbs heavier than the beginning of December! I really went off the rails in December with my birthday, a vacation and then the holidays. Putting on that much weight that quickly was a pretty scary wake up call - I really need to do something to not only lose what I gained, but start chipping away at my b... Thu, 3 Jan 2013 16:15:49 EST