ALHOOVER81's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=ALHOOVER81 ALHOOVER81's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ Gym time http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6336225 Got my son to school, now I'm at the gym. Currently on the bike, going at a steady pace. I forgot to do my inhaler this morning, but I remembered my rescue inhaler, I know it's something I shouldn't be forgetting. I'm gradually working myself to level 4, my back is already hurting. I'm at 6 min, hopefully I will make it to 30 min, depends on my breathing and back. I'm really looking forward to Friday, it can't get here soon enough, on a plus side, it's also pay day. In other words, I ha... Tue, 21 Mar 2017 08:51:48 EST Spring is here http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6335986 So looks like I haven't made a blog in awhile. I'm doing this from my phone, so pardon any misspellings. I'm really excited, I got approved for a scholarship to my old gym, loved going there just couldnt afford it anymore. I will start on a 12 week weight loss program, I plan on documenting every bit of it. Before, middle and after pics. Then once the 12 week program is over with, I will phase into a monthly membership, which will only cost me half. I had Taco Bell for supper, not healt... Mon, 20 Mar 2017 19:44:45 EST Im back http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6294792 I have been mia for the past several weeks. School was out for Christmas break so I took a break from getting on here. For the past 6 days I have been doing the Engine 2 7 day diet, basically its a plant based diet, with no sugars, oils, or salt. So far in the 6 days I have lost 8 lbs, would have been more but I didn't do anything the past few days. I got back at the gym today, I was there for over and hour. I left with wet clothes and really thirsty. I have enjoyed eating the way I hav... Mon, 9 Jan 2017 18:31:33 EST Is it Friday yet http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6284269 Well today is my last day for class until next year, that sounds weird to say. I take 2 tests today, hopefully we get to go home after them. Other that that I am ready to start my ddp yoga tomorrow, it will help strengthen my back, so I can go back to work. Just sitting in this chair right now makes my back hurt. I did weigh myself this morning, 4 more lbs gone, yay. I will be glad when I can go back to the gym, which probably wont be until next year, which isn't that far away. For now ... Thu, 22 Dec 2016 18:05:37 EST Feeling better http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6283891 After feeling sick yesterday I woke up feeling better this morning. SO I have been doing so well with eating plant based, but I cheated yesterday night. My school was having hot coco and cookies, I had some, but didn't enjoy it. So glad just one more day and then I am out of school for 2 weeks, yay. I will have 3 weeks left of classes when I come back and then its my 5 week externship, whoop whoop. Then I graduate, can't wait. I just hope the job I find with a college education pays me ... Wed, 21 Dec 2016 18:16:38 EST sickness http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6283466 Well I woke up fine this morning. Had oatmeal for breakfast and then went to physical therapy for the day. By the time I got home I was feeling bad, so I figured if I took a nap before school that I would feel better. Boy was I wrong. My headache was worse and I felt nauseous too. I almost decided not to go to school today, but I hate taking finals and I am exempt if I dont miss any days, so here I am at school. To me its to hot in this classroom, I dont even have my jacket on, and Im w... Tue, 20 Dec 2016 18:45:45 EST UGH http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6283050 So my physical therapist said I could not go to the gym while I am going through pt. I feel like I can strengthen my back even more if I exercise, but I guess they know more. Im still out of work. Talked to workers comp and she told me today they will have to determine if my injury was work related, which is was, but if they say no it wasn't then I wont get paid for my time off. I know I can't afford to not be getting paid, I would be going to work if I could stand up, but I cant and si... Mon, 19 Dec 2016 19:16:29 EST today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6281398 Well today has been ruff. My lower back hip area has been hurting me all day, no pt today. I had to see my surgeon today for a place under my arm, good that he was able to tell me the problem and fix it right there in the office. When I got back home I laid on my heating pad for a long time, it helped for a bit, but not for very long. I made spaghetti squash spaghetti for lunch, with meatless meatballs. Now breakfast was interesting. A few week ago I bought some vegan eggs, but these ar... Thu, 15 Dec 2016 18:41:55 EST PT http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6280978 SO My first day back at work was Dec 2, on Dec 9 I hurt my lower back at work. So any kind of moment, really anything including sitting hurts right now. I am in physical therapy and hopefully it will help. Somehow I misaligned my hips where they meet the spine. Now I am out of work again, and panicking cause I was out of work for surgery for 7 weeks, and bills got behind, now they are getting further behind. I I don't get them caught up they will come take my items I listed as collateral... Wed, 14 Dec 2016 18:38:34 EST Week 3 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6280053 Well I haven't giving up and stopped eating plant based. With Christmas coming up I was asking my mom do I cheat and enjoy what everyone else is eating or do I take my own food, well I decided to take my own food, I dont want to fall off the bandwagon and start all over again. I also just got back to work from being on medical leave from having surgery. Now I am on workers comp leave until a doctor releases me to go back to work, what next. I hurt my lower back on Friday at work, accordin... Mon, 12 Dec 2016 19:08:35 EST This time around http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6277294 So I changed my diet to vegan back in June, after several months I was off the bandwagon. Well I am tired of feeling bad and not losing weight like I would like too. So last week I went cold turkey vegan and I haven't cheated at all. I already use just mayo, the Just products are vegan. Well I decided to see if they had a website and low and behold they did. I found out they have a vegan ranch dressing, yay I can start eating spinach salads again. They also have cookies, which yes I did... Tue, 6 Dec 2016 19:29:51 EST 20 lbs down http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6200321 So on June 8 I went vegan, no more meat or dairy. Because of that I dropped 20 lbs, with no exercising. I plan on starting to exercise in 2 weeks, I just got to get through with this next school week. I am transferring to night classes, meaning I can go to the gym before work. I am taking one day at a time, which is all I can do right now. Thu, 14 Jul 2016 10:16:21 EST IT Works Cleanse http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6144886 Well today I started my IT Works cleanse. I am trying to drink water like you are suppose to. So far I have had several bath room breaks, so I know it's working. Plus I drank my greens, took my vitamins, and this might gross you out, but I also drank my dirt. Before you just think, gross she eats or drinks dirt. It's actually an edible dirt you can buy at health food stores, or even the co-op. It kill parasites living in your body. I feel better when I do drink it regularly. I am tryi... Mon, 18 Apr 2016 11:27:32 EST My Birthday!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6142104 Well today I turned 35. I had planned on being healthier this year than I was last year, but no that didn't happen. I bought DDP Yoga back in Feb, and I haven't even started it yet, but then again I was hoping to be in my house by now. I am not a morning person, as a matter of fact I hate mornings. On my day's off I can sleep till 10am, but the problem is I am tired all day. I am looking forward to Sat, when I get to sleep in, I am sleeping till I ain't sleepy no more. I am starting a n... Thu, 14 Apr 2016 10:13:36 EST April12, 2016 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6140724 Well it's 2 days till my birthday, yay. I do have school and work that day, I am not one to request my birthday off, after all it's just another day to me. Plus I will celebrate it the day after. I have started eating healthier, which is a good thing considering my kids pressure me into buying a lot of junk. All because they don't want to eat healthy, so they are like you can buy it for us to eat, no I can't not anymore. I did learn very quickly that if you don't put a ice pack in with y... Tue, 12 Apr 2016 12:51:51 EST UGH http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6113343 Today is one of those days you just want to start over. I woke up wanting to just try last night all over again. Things are ruff for my family right now and I am hanging on by a thread. By the Grace of God I will make it, and so will my family. I haven't got much to say today, at least not this early in the morning. Mon, 7 Mar 2016 10:33:35 EST March 3 http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6110317 Well today has been bad. I forgot to eat lunch, so at break I ate all we had in the vending machines, powdered donuts and sausage biscuits. My DDP Yoga came in, so I am cleaning me a spot to be able to use it. I keep getting on the sparkpages I am a member of an there is like no activity on them in the past year or two, I guess I have been gone longer than I thought. I guess people have giving up like I did, hopefully they will come back. Thu, 3 Mar 2016 12:11:40 EST A new day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=6109455 So I haven't been here in probably the past year. So much has happened. My weight shoot back up cause I just stopped caring, no thanks to depression due to bipolar. But I am getting things back on track and going to do right this time. I ordered DDP Yoga, if Arthur can do so can I. I have changed my eating, eating better. I am going through withdrawl, I do want sweets, but I am resisting. I am making this short cause I don't really have much to say, but I am hoping to get my life back ... Wed, 2 Mar 2016 12:12:18 EST walking http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5724027 I was so mad that my alarm didn't go off this morning. I set it for 5:50 so I could get up and go walking for about and hour before heading to school. Seems that when I changed my alarm I set it for pm, wonderful. My plan is to get up every morning and go walking for about an hour, I will push myself to go as long as I can. I am use to walking but I never really try hard, that is going to change. I made homemade vegetarian chili last night, gives me something to eat on for a few days. I... Mon, 23 Jun 2014 10:41:50 EST 3 day juice fast http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5719830 That juice fast had to be the hardest thing I have done in awhile. I even cheated and ate food on day 2. I was so hungry and was shaky so I ate. I did drop 5 lbs in the process, now to keep it off. I started my day off with a low sugar Atkins meal replacer drink. I will have steamed broccoli with nutertional yeast for lunch. SUpper with consist of 2 unsweetened applesauces and black olives. I do have a snack of carmel mini rice cakes, just a few of those. Plus all you can drink water... Tue, 17 Jun 2014 11:34:00 EST What a day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5710456 So my alarm goes off and all I do is go back to sleep, so needless to say I am late for school. The past several days I have had really bad charlie horses waking me up all hours of the night. I know I need to increase my water intake. I enjoyed my day off yesterday, but back to work tonight, at least I am off again tomorrow. I plan on going to the gym after school tomorrow and getting a good workout in. I even plan on going to the park and walking after I drop my kids off at VBS at churc... Wed, 4 Jun 2014 10:56:48 EST whatever http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5709707 So my attitude right now is just one big WHATEVER. I feel horrible these days since I am not tolerating solid foods to well, so I know I am not getting proper nutrition. Getting no exercise due to my crazy work schedule, plus I have school in the morning, so my day is full from 7am-10pm. My kids are complaining that they arent seeing me enough, which they will soon enough since they just hired 3 new people at work, so my hours will go back to nothing. Which that ticks me off that they wou... Tue, 3 Jun 2014 11:50:01 EST Just another day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5705182 So I seemed to have just forgot I was eating better, I blame no one but myself. With all this working I am doing these days I am not getting around to exercising, which is making feel yucky. I told my mom I am going to have to start going to the gym after work, reguardless of how tired I am. THis not going is really put a toll on me. Mom is getting up early in the morning to go walking, I need to start joining her, but I can't seem to wake up. I am not doing what I said I was going to ... Wed, 28 May 2014 11:39:22 EST Friday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5701356 So glad the week is almost over. I am just eager for August to get here, I finally graduate for one school just to start another. I weighed myself the other day, still the same weight for the past week, I'm fine with that, not that I have had any time to get to the gym. Next week I start going to the park with my mom the walk early in the morning, which will be good since I am working just about every day now, at least till the hire someone new, boo. My son has passed 8th grade, he is now... Fri, 23 May 2014 09:39:51 EST ugh http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5699087 So I have been working almost everyday, meaning I am getting no exercise besides what I am getting at work. I would go after work but I am tired after work, it's after 9, and I would have left the house 7 in the morning for school. SO I amd ready to go home after work. I am glad I am getting hours, I just hate I am not getting exercise. If I wasn't so tired in the morning I would work out in the morning, but I dont sleep at night so I am so tired in the morning. I have thought about uppi... Tue, 20 May 2014 09:34:54 EST great day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5690420 I was so proud of myself for not giving up on the treadmill yesterday. After just 24 minutes I was ready to give up, I was bored and my ankle was hurting. I told myself, you got this, and I did another 24 more minutes, making it 2 miles. I would have gone for a few miles on the bike, but I had to go to work. Needless to say my feet were hurting at work, I got blisters now on the bottom of my feet. I need to get insoles for my shoes, cheaper than buying new shoes, plus there is nothing wr... Thu, 8 May 2014 09:45:03 EST On a roll http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5689640 I have over come the temptations of sweets. Just last night at work while looking at the candy, I was like it's not worth it. I am so proud that I have the willpower for once to say no. Today I have a spinach and kale salad, with mini bell peppers, boiled egg, sunflower seeds, black olives, something else just cant remember what it's called, something heart, or heart something. Anyway, the bad part is the ranch dressing I have to go with it. For supper I have having 5 slices of extra sha... Wed, 7 May 2014 09:53:48 EST been awhile http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5687929 So I let myself go for the past month. I kept on saying I was going to do better but never did. I am not cutting out carbs and drinking a lot more water. I bought some kale at the farmer's market Sat so I will have a spinach and kale salad for supper. I seem to have misplaced my Hip Hop abs, so now I have a search and rescue for it, lol. I have definitely had a lot going on this past month, that would explain the let go. I am now prepairing for my my son to return home May 22, it's been... Mon, 5 May 2014 10:38:07 EST Happy http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5669754 I love stepping on the scale and seeing another drop in weight. I am now only 9 lbs from my first big goal. Once I hit that, I will set another big goal of 50 lb weight loss. I have a small goal of 10 lbs. I did promise my son that when I hit my first goal I would take the kids to Incredible Pizza, should have never made that promise. I have been doing so well on my eating all week, so proud of myself. Today I wont eat so well. I was in such a hurry I didnt get to make my lunch at home... Fri, 11 Apr 2014 10:48:58 EST The Daniel Plan http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5668102 So I bought the book The Daniel Plan, and have been reading on it. I think it's a great book and highly recommend it to everyone. It focuses on more than just food, it covers faith, food, fitness, focus, and friends. Just since changing my way of looking at things and really trying, I have lost 5 lbs since Sat, I have more energy, minus the fact I am sick I am still working out some. God is so important in my that I am really looking at my life as a whole, what my past mistakes were with... Wed, 9 Apr 2014 09:52:39 EST another fail http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5656131 SO I failed out on the 10 day detox. I t was just way to expensive. So I am changing it up a bit. Drinking a Atkins meal replacer for breakfast, less than 6 grams of sugar. Something reasonable for lunch, with me being in school a healthy meal is usually what I buy. For supper a boost for diabetics, since it has less that 6 grams of sugar per drink. I know technically you are suppose to eat 2 meals, but I have the lapband, so that aint going to happen. I wish I brought my macadamia nut... Tue, 25 Mar 2014 11:00:01 EST 10 day detox diet http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5641271 SO I have read the book and I am ready to start the diet. I bought 5 days work of food. I made the soup last night, was going to make the dip but I forgot the buy lemons, will do that today. The recipes call for fresh herbs, the grocery stores seem to always be out of them, great. I made the soup last night, I made bulk so it will be lunch for the next several days. I am hoping this diet works as well as the doctor who wrote it says it will. If so I will keep doing it after it is over, ... Thu, 6 Mar 2014 10:36:27 EST Friday!!!! http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5635921 SO glad it is Friday. I can somewhat sleep in tomorrow. I have to be at work for the Biggest Loser weight in at 9:30am. Got a session with my trainer today. WHat makes me made is I am getting like 8 hrs a week at work, that is not going to pay for my sessions. So now I have to put a hold my going in April unless I can find a second job. I dont see how they think someone with kids can survive on 8 hr work weeks. That means I am going to struggle on buying groceries for awhile. I went t... Fri, 28 Feb 2014 09:43:07 EST What a workout http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5634180 My arms are hurting this morning, my trainer worked me out yesterday. I got another session today and I will work out on my own tomorrow, then another session Friday. I am going to push myself a lot harder when I work out on my own. Since hiring a trainer I have realized I am not pushing myself like I should. I looked up Joe Cross on the internet and got some new juice recipes to make. I made a watermelon and strawberry juice this morning, it was good, to many strawberries. I have more ... Wed, 26 Feb 2014 09:45:53 EST feeling great http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5633239 SO I woke up super early and just laid in bed, I should have gotten up and worked out, but I was afraid of waking my daughter up. So I have gained a few pounds, nothing major, but shows I am not being active enough. Got my appointment with the personal trainer today, ready to have my butt worked off. He works me hard, which is what I need. Glad I dont work tonight, so I can take my bath of 1 cup Epsom salt, 1/2 cup baking soda, and 20 drops of lavender oil, it is soothing, but also a deto... Tue, 25 Feb 2014 09:11:00 EST Monday morning http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5632415 So I have started juicing for the week, on a good start so far. Got my appointment today with the baratric surgeon. I have thought about getting the gastric sleeve done, but I think I have decided not to. Instead I am hoping we can find a solution to my problems with my lap band. I have been doing fine on losing weight, so I dont think another surgery is what is best. I am giving my personal trainer a chance to help me out. I have to just force myself to drink a lot of water in a day, t... Mon, 24 Feb 2014 10:55:44 EST Sunday morning http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5631517 So new week to get myself in gear. I started personal training last week and I can now move my legs again. I go today so I am wondering how bad I will hurt and for how long. I bought a BOSU, flat on one side and round on the other. My trainer told me that it will help with my core and since my gym doesnt have them I invested. Its weird I go to 2 different gyms right now, but that's ok. I am going back to juicing for the week, or maybe 2, but I will eat a spinach salad for lunchs so I do... Sun, 23 Feb 2014 10:57:44 EST Thursday http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5623001 Well I have been MIA for the past few weeks, just haven't felt to great. But I have decided a big thing in my life and have decided to tell no one my plans so I can get no negative remarks. I need encouragement not negativity. THe decision is a great one, it will have a huge impact on my family. SO yesterday I went to the gym to talk to them about personal training, turns out the have group personal training. SO I went to another gym in town and signed up for personal training through th... Thu, 13 Feb 2014 10:04:26 EST Going down http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5608015 SO I look at the scale and the numbers just keep on going down. I love that, makes me feel so good. I haven't been this size in probably 10 yrs. At the rate I am going I will be needed to break out the clothes I still have in storage and get them washed so I can wear them. I wore one of my favorite shirts the other day and it swallows me now. It's an Irish shirt and I am just glad St Patties Day is coming up so I can get some new ones, but I think I will get them one size to small so I c... Tue, 28 Jan 2014 09:30:56 EST .......... http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5604236 So I weighted myself this morning, which I try no middle of the week weigh in's. I liked what I saw the scale is gradually dropping. Had my juice for breakfast, got vegan chili for lunch and the juice for supper. I finally got around to going to the gym yesterday. I got a really good workout, plan on doing it again today. My body did hurt a bit, but no pain no gain. I started coughing, which can only mean I am getting sick, something I was hoping to avoid. But when the chill factor mak... Fri, 24 Jan 2014 10:03:10 EST juicing http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5596822 SO I made juice last night for me to drink all day today. I put celery, 1/4 of a cucumber, carrots, cilantro, parsley, and apples. I was worried at first it was going to taste bad, but it doesn't taste bad at all, I am still gagging though when I drink it. I used almost a whole bag of apples, when I make tomorrows juice I will use a whole bag of apples, I like it to have a sweeter taste. I am going to try and juice till next Sunday, I will do it for a little longer than a week. I am wan... Fri, 17 Jan 2014 10:04:52 EST today http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5594490 Well today has gotten off to a bad start. My daughter kept waking me up last night saying she dreamed that spiders were after her. So she wanted to get in the bed with me, so I tuffened it up and told her no, there were no spiders coming after you. Then I kept on waking up with bad dreams myself, hated them. THen when the alarm went off I didn't want to get up, I just laid there, finally my dad called wanting to know if we were up yet since we had not gotten over to the house yet. My ban... Wed, 15 Jan 2014 09:19:30 EST rainy day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5592208 Well I woke up to rain this morning, which cold rain doesn't feel to great. When the alarm went off I think I groaned, I wasn't ready to wake up, I had a ruff night. I was upset that my banana was over ripe, yuck I hate them like that. SO I had to eat oatmeal for breakfast, which I didn't enjoy. Got chili for lunch, that I will enjoy. Got plans to go to the gym after school, that I am looking forward to. I need a good workout and relieve some of this stress. GOt so much going on right ... Mon, 13 Jan 2014 10:49:48 EST yay http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5587860 2 things I am happy about, 1 I have lost 5 lbs in a week and my Kinect Your SHape Evolved game came in. I keep waking up at like 3 in the morning, so I am tempted to get up and start exercising at that time, my fear is waking my daughter up. Going to the gym after school today, haven't been yet something keeps happening. I got my earbuds charged and ready to go, my iphone is charged and ready to go, me not so much charged. I am already hungry and it's only 8:30am, guess my banana wasn't s... Thu, 9 Jan 2014 09:37:08 EST been mia http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5585439 Haven't blogged in weeks, not much has happened in that time frame anyway. Had a good Christmas and New Year. We started a Biggest Loser competition at work, weigh in was Jan 1. I have lost 4 lbs since then, plan on getting in the routine of going back to the gym, which I am going today. I am gradually going vegan, which isn't to hard, I am just taking baby steps, so I dont starve. I had a banana for breakfast, have roasted garlic hummus and vegetable pop chips for lunch, not sure about ... Tue, 7 Jan 2014 10:16:10 EST todays the day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5567892 So I talk to the baratric surgeon today, we will see what he says about me having my lapband removed and having the sleeve done. I am hoping e agrees with all the problems I have had that it needs to come out. Sometimes the pain is what is bad, it can be painful just to eat at times. I defiantly dont recommend having the lapband if you are considering surgery, I have had nothing but problems since my surgery in 2010. I would wish anyone with the problems that I have had, ok maybe a few ... Thu, 19 Dec 2013 10:01:53 EST not good http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5566379 So today has started off to a ruff start. The alarm went off, neither my daughter or I budged, I literally rolled back over and closed my eyes. I forced myself to get up 8 minutes after the alarm went off, I could hear my daughter snoring. SO I turned the light on and she moaned, she didn't want to get up this morning either. I told her just one more day and she can sleep in on Thursday, well an extra 30 minutes. Due to living arrangements we share a bedroom, and it's actually a 12x24 bu... Tue, 17 Dec 2013 09:41:54 EST Did it again http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5563524 I can't seem to keep myself on track, I just keep falling off. My daughter asked me this morning why I let myself get fat. I told her I ate way to much. Her remark is please stop eating like that. I dont really eat a lot, it's what I am choosing to eat that is my problem. I am either not eating enough in the day, or I am eating all the wrong things. Me being overweight upsets my daughter, how is that not motive enough for me to stop this ridiculous eating habit and eat right and get to ... Fri, 13 Dec 2013 10:52:53 EST What agitates me http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5561210 Because I work retail I see a lot. I also see parents dressing their children in sleeveless shirts with no jackets in 30 degree weather. I saw a parent with a baby with a light jacket on and socks, that baby needed shoes on, what is your problem and he needed a coat. It's bad enough I see adults wearing shorts and no jackets, but children need to be dressed warm. My son changed his clothes Sunday night before we went to church, I didn't realize this till we were getting out of the car. H... Tue, 10 Dec 2013 10:52:43 EST Good day http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=5560418 I have been out of my bipolar meds for 2 days, the pharmacy has to order it. I have been doing well and hopefully I will keep it up. I know medicine is just a tool, but I can tell a difference when I am not taking anything. I do work tonight and the madness of Christmas shoppers might make me edgy, I will keep my cool though. Right now I am technically writing this blog, but I am also working on a computer, running a scan right now. Got 2 more semesters of school and then I am through, y... Mon, 9 Dec 2013 10:36:36 EST