4BARBIE44's SparkPeople Blog http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal.asp?id=4BARBIE44 4BARBIE44's Blog on SparkPeople, home of free diet plans and a healthy living community SparkPeople.com http://assets2.sparkpeople.com/assets/nav/logo_spark.gif http://www.sparkpeople.com/ 2nd Shift http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4482098 Seriously, this is going to be my personal pity party. <BR> <BR> Let me start by saying that I am frustrated with my finances, time, and my job. I feel like my life evolves around working, and sleeping. I am caught up in a 2nd shift nightmare and I have no life. I don't know....... <BR> <BR> I miss the time I used to have (I miss walking with my husband). I miss my family (I don't see them much these days) I am really bummed <em>39</em> Tue, 13 Sep 2011 07:29:34 EST A different kind of journey http://www.sparkpeople.com/mypage_public_journal_individual.asp?blog_id=4010416 <img src="http://photos-ak.sparkpeople.com/nw/2/2/l228504377.jpg">Where do I begin? How do I describe what is going on in my mind? I am trying so hard to be positive, stay positive and on track! There seems to be so many obstacles and so much stress. <BR> <BR> I really want this to work for me. I want to get healthier. I feel sometimes like I am my own worst enemy. I am trying to stay strong. Thinking about the future, and all the fun things to look forward too. <BR> <BR> Bei... Fri, 11 Feb 2011 19:19:18 EST