Saturday, December 29, 2007
Ok this will probably be scattered but I have to get it out. I have done nothing but stuff myself since the 23rd of December. My dad broke my heart on that day and I got my monthly visitor... I beat myself up by stuffing myself and trying to fill that emptiness inside... I hate when I do and in return it makes me do it more.
I am done with it... I HAVE to treat my self better... I have to take care of me. I care so much about so many people and in truth I would not (and do not) treat my worst enemy as badly as I treat myself.
I have to find my strength... What is it that will make me strong? I have to believe... I have to...