Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Okay today I woke up and it hit me that I don't want to do this anymore. I don't know why I am hitting a wall at this point. I have lost weight over the last nine weeks and have seen clothes get baggier. Maybe it is because I am tired today or it is the start of that time of the month. I made the mistake of weighing myself a day early and after I had eaten breakfast so of course I lost no weight. That just seems to solidify my resolve to give this up. I don't like to exercise by myself all the time but clubs and classes are just not in the budget and I can't get my family to join in. It is just that today the idea of this endless routine of exercise and calorie counting going on for the rest of my life just seems more than I can take. I have not pigged out today which is what I would have done a few weeks ago but my resolve to do anything else is kaput.