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Very stressful week....

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Aloha my sparkfriends and sparkfamily! I have not forgotten you, and I hope you've not forgotten me, cause I still need y'all.

This has been one of the most stressful weeks I've experienced in a very very long while. Let me tell you about it...

1- I am financial secretary at my church. I keep all our records, financial and contributions on a computer. My computer crashed. I mean totally and completely, wham bam thank you ma'am. The harddrive is dead. I lost everything. Yep, everything. Well, I did have a semi-current back-up for the finances, but everyone's contribution record bit the dust with the harddrive. I used to keep back-ups of that as well, but my flash drive had died, so I bought a new one, and for some reason that I never figured out, the contribution record would not save to the new flash drive. So now I have to go back to January's paper record and re-enter all our member's contributions, as well as getting my financial records up to date from my last save.

2. Good news... they decided I could get a new computer (yay!) but we couldn't find the original software to load onto it, not that it would work with Vista anyhow, so, I also had to buy new software and I am in the process of trying to learn it.

3. Did I mention that the 15th was payday for church employees?

4. I was called to sub this week.... EVERY day this week, all day every day. The teacher I'm subbing for, her mother passed away over the weekend. Very sad. So of course she didn't expect to be gone all week, and I had no idea what all she wanted me to do. I'm usually left with a schedule and lesson plan. Luckily, I had subbed for her Friday, and so I did have some idea where the kids were at in Science and Social Studies, but Math... that was different. Friday we had fractions, but then Tuesday her plan listed several worksheets that had nothing to do with fractions, So I had them do the worksheets while I came up with a lesson plan for the other subjects. Then, later that day, I found her lesson plan book (yay!) and amazing, I had planned nearly the exact same things! I made some small changes and finally we were rollin'.... except math. I didn't know if she would want me to continue on with fractions or something else. The principal called in another teacher to help me develop a plan. She's good. She decided to go with the fractions and she taught the morning class and I did the afternoon class. It went well, but I had several interruptions. Oh well. That's life, now I wonder what we'll be doing tomorrow.... one really good thing is that these classes are really good!

5. My husband and I take Operation Christmas Child boxes to the drop off center this Sunday. We haven't even made ours yet.

6. I had already invited my entire family to eat Thanksgiving Dinner at my house. Thinking I had two weeks to get everything in order and cleaned and a menu made, shopped for and cooked up.... I still haven't shopped, and my menu is lacking, and my house is a disaster area!

7. Laundry piles are now laundry mountains.

8. I was asked to be the head of getting together and decorating the float for my daughter's class for the annual Christmas Parade at school. There are 13 kids in her class, only 1 has responded to my letter of request for help. Someone who's willing to loan and pull a trailer for the float. I still need so much more help!

9. Next Tuesday I had offered to do a craft with my daughter's class... to make drums to use on their float during the Christmas Parade. Their theme is the Little Drummer Boy. Problem with that is, I thought I'd have had all week and would have my house in order by then. AND I'm wondering and even the principal's not sure if the teacher will return to school for the two days we'll be attending next week.

10. I've not logged my food all week, and I have eaten horribly. I'm too scared to weigh. I've been not eating all day, then coming home really hungry. My staples have been peanut butter, cream cheese and low carb tortillas. AND s/f chocolates. AND my water is lacking so much!

11. On top of all that, tom is here this week.

So, y'all please send peaceful prayers and thoughts my way! I've not abandoned Sparkpeople! I'm not giving up on my diet, I'm going to return!.... After I get some much needed rest and sleep! I was up past midnight getting payroll done, then taking the checks up to the church so they would have them today, knowing I'd be subbing all day and wouldn't be able to get there in the morning. I am so tired and overwhelmed. Please pray for me this week... for peace, rest and strength to get through all of this without drowning myself in added weight!

Love & Hugs to all my sparkfriends!

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  • LISA32989
    Big Hugs. Take a deep breath!
    3740 days ago
    WOW!!!! you are a very busy lady!
    3744 days ago
    When I read the first 4 points I thougt: "Luckily she hasn't lost her sense of humour" After reading the rest I am not so sure ...

    You are a very busy lady!!!

    I wish you lots of strength and succes. Hugs.
    3745 days ago
    No wonder you haven't been posting! Don't worry about the diet right now, you'll do fine! Just try to keep your head on straight and hang in there. Wish I could help somehow, but I'll be here cheering you on from the sideline, I think we all will be cheering for you.


    (What kind of software? I might be familiar, and maybe could give you some tips??)

    - Mary
    3747 days ago
    Just wanted to stop in and give you a hug. From the sound of your week, you need it!!

    3747 days ago
    Oh, Nani! It's ALOHA Friday!
    OK, now that I got that out of my system... Look, you're doing so much and you're trying to be faithful. You're still standing and that's amazing considering the week you've had. Don't stress about this past week. It's not your usuall practice and I believe that God will be merciful and give you all the strength you need to get through this weekend and the TG week to come, floats, crafts and all! Just take a gallon of water with you and tell yourself to drink. Take a bathroom break when necessary but keep on keeping on. You know I'll be praying for you. I know you haven't given up. I mean, you don't come this far to throw it out the window all because of a stessful week (or two, or an entire season... ) you can do this!!!
    You know I love you and I'm NOT just saying that.
    3748 days ago
    Renee, you will make it.

    Take time to make a list and start checking it off. Remember God doesnt give us more than we can handle it is how we manage.

    I have learned that the hard way.

    I wish I lived closer, I would be right there helping ya.

    love ya
    3748 days ago
  • JOVONN412
    Remember my dear sister... "and this too shall pass"
    Keep your head up and take a moment to breathe and spend some time with the Lord. He shall direct your path and help things move into place for you.

    Great to hear from you again, and may you and your family have a blessed Thanksgiving day. That's what it's all about anyway.. giving thanks and spending time with loved ones. Don't let yourself get overwhelmed with all the preparation and miss out on the true joy of the holiday!

    God bless
    3748 days ago
    Many {{Hugs}} coming your way. You certainly have a full plate right now. Please take the time to take care of yourself to. {{}} Jalen
    3748 days ago
    What a tough week during an already stressful time of year. Give yourself a mental pep talk every now and then- you have come so far. We have certainly not forgotten you and will be waiting for your return! Hugs
    3748 days ago
  • KISMET1428
    Just breathe... you have an awful lot on your plate and God knows that you are working overtime (and then some) and He will bless you for it. As for your laundry - honey take it to the laundry mat and either use as many washers/dryers as you need to get it all done at once or have them do half and you do the other half. I know it is an added expense, but sometimes you just gotta. The dinner... make a list and send hubby to the store. Order a turkey from a local restaurant, for that matter, order the sides from your local restaurant/grocery store. Your house... this is your family, I'm sure if you quit worrying over that so much it would be alright. So what if you have to stuff everything into the master bedroom and shut the door tight behind you, so what if you don't have time to dust and vacuum EVERY ROOM... and let's be honest... as long as you have soap and tp in the bathrooms, it's all gonna work! As for subbing... you can only do what you can do. I would be scared to death to try and teach fractions at this point in my life. The float... this is when you get the class involved too! Send home notes with the kids that due to lack of response you have no other choice but to assign tasks. Give a couple of parents the job of getting the materials, a few with a time to come and work on the float (with the kids!). Above all... breathe dear sweet Renee... it will all work, just believe in God and the strength that He gives us.
    3748 days ago
  • LIBRA73
    Deep breath, my friend. This will all pass. I wondered where you were. Now I know! Do what you can. You can't do anymore than that. You are human, don't expect superhuman results. You are a strong woman and you will survive this. Don't worry about the scale, the nutrition tracker, all of that will be there when all this is over. You will get thru this. **hugs, girlfriend!***
    3748 days ago
  • JENNA222
    Hugs, sweety!!! My thoughts are with you. It sounds like this week has been crazy. I hope it lets up a bit and you're able to enjoy a fabulous Thanksgiving.
    More HUGS!!!
    3748 days ago
  • JNORMAN1969
    Wow Renee what a week and more to come it sounds like. Hang in there you will get through this, just remember the Lord never gives us more than we can handle, you will be stronger after it's all over with, sending prayers and hugs your way.

    3748 days ago
    I had been missing you around here!! Sorry things are stressful and crazy for you right now. Sending hugs, prayers, and happy thoughts your way....
    3748 days ago
    Wow Renee! I'm tired just reading all of that. All I can say is: one hour at a time! Get done what you can and then... Go To Sleep! Good Luck, I will be thinking about you.
    3748 days ago
    Good to see you still around. Sorry to hear you're going through so much! Big (((HUGS))) to you. Remember to sit back and just BREATHE! Your house doesn't have to be perfect, you don't have to serve a 10 course dinner, you just have to be you and be there for your family. They will understand! Hope things slow down for you soon!
    Take care of YOU!!

    3748 days ago
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