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Fighting Flus, Finding Fight...

Monday, October 29, 2007

Sometimes it's just so damn hard to find the motivation. Getting over the flu has worn me down, and kicked my ass. Now I feel like I'm never going to get gong again. I get so down everytime I don't work out, and I feel like I'm just failing. I want to look good again. I want my husband to say "Wow" everytime he sees me. I want to feel secure when I look in the mirror, but for some reason, it's just easier to shovel food into my mouth.

I'm proud of myself for continuing to avoid softdrinks. It's been kind of difficult at times, but at least I'm succeeding at this.

Right now I'm just trying to find the fight in me to start fighting the fat again. Today's goal: Weight Training.
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  • MISSREATHA
    I hope the last week has been better for you. Hang in there! You are doing great! 21 pounds gone forever!! Keep it up, you are worth it!
    3243 days ago
  • HPHILLIPS1982
    I'm with you right now, just getting over illness too, and feeling wrung out!
    3257 days ago
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