Thursday, October 18, 2007
Hi my name is Amy and I am a binge stress eater! I can't believe myself, I couldn't wait for Mike to go to bed so I could totally try to binge, well actually I took 3 bites and then poured mustard seeds all over it and threw it away. But it was the process of hurry up Mike go to bed, I want to closet eat...
I did find a coach for the Y today and ended up just getting caught up on things around here after I slept really soundly. This evening I had to go pick up paperwork and on my way home I got my eyebrows waxed. Oh man I feel so much better looking in the mirror tonight then I have lately. I have been putting it off because of budget issues but then it makes me mad everytime I go in the bathroom that I haven't taken care of myself.
Why do I do this to myself. Today is the 17th and I have worked out 2 days this month. Uncle Ray passed away on Sept. 30th, I had family in town the first week. Still fighting a cold that I have had for 3 weeks. Budget totally sucks and we are still trying to figure out what to do. So much for my rocking September and me getting back on track.
Anyways... now you guys see what goes on in my head in the middle of the night. Tomorrow I am working with Trina in the morning and going straight to the gym. I know that I need to be going and it helps me so much face depression.
Starting weight 204 Labor Day
Weight was 198.2 on 10/12