Well, here I am again starting rehearsals for Nutcracker. I can't believe it's been almost a year since I found this place. As of June, I had lost 25 pounds since Novemeber. When we finished Broadway in the middle of June I somehow decided unconciously that I didn't need to continue with the healthy lifestyle, don't ask me why... I have no idea. Well, from the middle of June to now I have managed to gain 15 pounds. Can you belive that!?! In two months I gained back half of what I had already lost. Yesterday I had a meltdown, well not really but I got very upset with myself when I stepped onto the scale, I about lost it! So hopefully the motivation of Nutcracker, and my disappointment with myself will be enough to get me going at full speed again.