Thursday, August 16, 2007
I'm STILL off plan. and gaining back slowly. I just can't make myself do much of anything due to the pain. I need to quit making excuses. I've been feeling sorry for myself and allowing myself to wallow in self-pity. The PT killed me and she barely touched me! I am supposed to go back in tomorrow but I am not sure if I want to. The doc refilled my pain killers (4 days worth) but is dodging my calls to send me to a pain management guy.
I went back to step 1. I was on step 3 and doing very well. But then I just crashed. So I'll see if I can pick myself up.