Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Things are starting to get pretty crazy now that the wedding is so close. The more I sit and think about the last minute things to get done the more I get butterflies about the whole wedding thing. Wow, it's a lot of responsibility to become someone's wife. I know I will do my best and likely will be a really good wife but there is a fear of being too selfish when all you are used to is living life for yourself. I'm going to have to work at this. It's going to be very different living with someone and spending most of my time with him. It's different when you don't live together and you aren't used to what it's like to have very little time away from one another. All I do know is that when we aren't together right now we miss each other terribly, when we spend nights alone we can't fall asleep without each other.... this reassures me that we both are ready. I'm so excited!