I am ready to go home. REALLY ready. I feel like the bulk of the work is done here now, and I am starving for conversation that does NOT revolve around my mom's dementia or my dad's back, or the care givers' schedules, or day care or ANY parental issues! I want to snuggle with my hubby, cook foods *I* want to eat, party with my friends, and exercise....

I am so sick of eating junk. SO sick of it. I was thinking today, I have been using spark people for my sanity, not for weight loss...am I any SANER??? doubt it. Am I any THINNER??? Definitely not.

SO...I started by changing my page. And my attitude. Next step, change my eating. Get back to natural. Eat more raw. Add the exercise...one step at a time...oh yeah, weigh myself in there somewhere, and face the music...guess I'll be changin' the old ticker too....

No more fooling around. At 10# per month, I can easily be at 175 by the holidays...