Thursday, July 12, 2007
Well, I've gotta do something... I'm ready for a weight loss woosh! I've decided to try Kimkins. Today is day one of the K/E for me. We'll see how this goes.
It's time for a change...
Because I'm fat I don't swim with my kids, wear a swimsuit in public, wear sleeveless tops in public, wear shorts in public, heck, I don't even go out in public very much. In August we have a theme park outing planned. I love rollercoasters. I should be looking forward to this, but I'm already agonizing over what I'm going to wear and whether or not I will fit in the seats of the rides. I'm forcing myself to do this for my kids... but deep down, I'm dreading it. I'm so uncomfortable with myself, and I'm tired of it. I'm tired of watching life from the sidelines, I'm tired of avoiding fun, it's time for me to join in! Time to embrace life and enjoy my family!
So, to get the ball rolling again, I'm trying a new plan. I'm excited about it! I have great expectations!