Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Wow, today I was awarded 25 Spark Points for my 90th day. I feel I've gone so far. It is not about how many pounds lost, but how my life has changed. I eat healthier and my whole attitude has changed.
When I'm out, I'm open to more people and I enjoy their company since I am no longer as self conscious or censoring as I was. I still have many areas to work on. Gotta stop eating chocolate for dinner when I'm pressed for time or letting insomnia keep me up almost the whole night. I enjoy the chocolate and my late night thinking allows me to reflect, listen to music, and write poetry, however.
I still have down days and my IBS is every present, but I am dealing with it. Life isn't easy, but I won't give up trying. I feel life more now.