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Thursday, September 04, 2014

It's been a week since I set my monthly goals. I was going strong for almost the whole week - reaching all 6 goals and giving myself a sticker at the end of the day.

And then I weighed myself. I am now 126kg. ONE HUNDRED TWENTY SIX KG. That is 6 more kg than when I started seeing the dietician. I am gaining weight! I am gaining weight quickly! W.T.F.

I am eating moderately of healthy foods. I am walking for 45-60+mins a day at a moderate pace. I am drinking water! I am not sleeping enough but that's just the reality of my new schedule. Seriously, I feel so hopeless. I don't understand where I am going wrong and how I can turn the weight gaining into weight losing.

This is more fat than I have ever been in my entire life, even while I was pregnant.

I just don't get it.
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  • v HEAITHYMOMMA
    I can totally understand your disappointment. I know if it was me I would be feeling very discouraged so with that said I would like to encourage you to keep at it. Im not sure why you would be gaining. But it sounds like your doing everything right. Maybe your next weigh in you will see a lower number on that scale.
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    689 days ago
  • v NUTSNUTSGETEM
    Get back to that dietician to review what is going on, but in the meantime

    Shake off your disappointment. Reading what you have written above, you absolutely know you are doing the right things.

    I can imagine your frustration at the moment. But, keep working at it and don't get off track out of these current weird results.

    Good luck!
    689 days ago
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