Thursday, September 04, 2014
It's been a week since I set my monthly goals. I was going strong for almost the whole week - reaching all 6 goals and giving myself a sticker at the end of the day.
And then I weighed myself. I am now 126kg. ONE HUNDRED TWENTY SIX KG. That is 6 more kg than when I started seeing the dietician. I am gaining weight! I am gaining weight quickly! W.T.F.
I am eating moderately of healthy foods. I am walking for 45-60+mins a day at a moderate pace. I am drinking water! I am not sleeping enough but that's just the reality of my new schedule. Seriously, I feel so hopeless. I don't understand where I am going wrong and how I can turn the weight gaining into weight losing.
This is more fat than I have ever been in my entire life, even while I was pregnant.
I just don't get it.