Tuesday, September 02, 2014
These past few days I have done what I used to do, sit around and hangout with my guy watching movies and we ordered out pizza for lunch one day. I didn't realize just how inactive I have been. I have been wearing my fit bit and the amount of activity I had the last two days was just pathetic. Before I also would have snacked all day and not have recorded anything I ate. I now see why the weight has just piled on.
I was pushed down from the cancer, the surgery, the chemo, and the radiation and felt like I couldn't get back up. Everything changed. I was sick and I was tired and my whole body changed. I am doing my best to get back up. To be the person I want to be and that I feel I am on the inside. I am sick of hiding from people I used to work with and being quiet. I want to be me again.
I feel as though I have taken some great steps this past month. Lost 10 pounds in less than a month. There has been progress I guess I will be scared once I hit that plateau which I know will happen. But I have to say that I am very happy to be doing more and I am beginning to feel more like the person I was before I was diagnosed with cancer.
Here is hoping to a great month with more progress.