Thursday, August 14, 2014
I am not sure if I am procrastinating or just slogging they both feel about the same when it comes to results. I know I go all out and make all the right decisions and buy all the right items needed for any project I expect to be on. However when it comes to commitment I am falling a little short. I can't seem to kick the habit of just giving up or finding excuses. I want the outcome, I want the better health, I want to be able to say I did it, but that seems to be where it ends lately when it comes to exercising, following a fitness schedule or even a menu.
I know I can't be the only one out there that has this dilemma they are facing. I almost hate to preview a video or a massage because none of them fit my life style. I am watching all these easy does it videos and to tell the truth none of them are that easy at least for my body. I am oversized, my knees have given out and I cannot get down and do all the bends and twist that are required in even the most simple exercises. Thus I get bored seeing this stuff pop up on all the sites I am on not just SPARK PEOPLE. I am tired of seeing average women explain to me how my body should be working, I am tired of previewing clothing that will never fit me and if it does I look like a whale trying to fit into something way to tight.
I want to see women real women explain to me how they managed to get that leg flexed to a bend or a squat, not some simple minded person that is not going through what I am going through. I want to see how the real women of SPARK PEOPLE managed to lose weight. Put some videos on there that will at least perk my senses to try a little harder.
I don't know I might just be asking for too much so until that happens I guess I am on my own and none of this really makes any sense to me other than a few friendships I have met along the way.