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EBEAMS
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Too funny

Tuesday, August 05, 2014

This morning I couldn't sleep so I went into work to find a shirt I need for an event tonight (as I've grown out of the ones I have emoticon ) and to use the treadmill in there. Somehow, I lost track of the time while I was on the treadmill and ended up being late for a breakfast date ... It's always something, isn't it?

Thank you to all my very sweet, faithful friends who are showing up every day to leave me encouraging words. Know that I WANT to get on your pages and respond to you but I just can't right now ...

I couldn't figure out what my problem was yesterday. I was nervous and very faint of heart yesterday. It took me all day to realize that it was the 4th Monday since we had found out about Allen .... Tomorrow will be the numerical month time frame. Funny how things can change so fast in Life ... I'd like to say I'm closer to figuring out all of the emotions than I was a month ago but I'm not. I can only place my trust in God and believe with all my heart that He is guiding each step of my way.

Faith ... I'd don't know what I would do without my faith ...

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  • 1CRAZYDOG
    Sweetie, grief doesn't have a time table. There may be STEPS to grief and grieving, but we don't go thru those in order either. So, be gentle with yourself. HUGS and prayers.
    852 days ago
  • ONEKIDSMOM
    Grief comes and goes. I think it was a good custom, years ago, when those in mourning wore a black arm band, and everyone knew they were dealing with loss, and could understand when they backed off, socially, to do so.

    On the plus side... you got a fine workout in? One day at a time, Eda... one day at a time!

    And no need to drag yourself over to my page or blog to comment... I totally get the scarcity of time. emoticon
    852 days ago
  • LYNETTEMOM
    You sound stronger today. emoticon
    We are here to support you, writing comments because we want you to know we are thinking of you, not to make any work for you. I'm not sure why there seems to be an expectation for many Sparkers that there is a need to respond to each thing that is written to you. I don't agree with it so please don't ever think you must "write back". Not necessary.
    Sending you many emoticon
    Take care
    852 days ago
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  • ALOHAEV1
    Grief doesn't have a time clock. Especially when it happens so tragically without being able to say good bye or I Love You.

    I won't speak for others but I don't think many of us expect a visit we know you are thinking of us. Just take care of yourself. emoticon
    852 days ago
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