Monday, July 28, 2014
I know the last few blog posts have been somewhat dark, negative nancy. But I have just been dealing with inner demons that seem to show up in the form of over indulgence and they make me feel so bad about myself and the people around me.
But today I can post a happy-ish blog.
I got on the scale to discover a 4 pound weight loss. Now keep in mind, that I had gained 8 pounds the last time I got on the scale, after vacation.
I was a little taken aback by the 4lb loss, I suspect now that the gain I had might have been partially water weight, swelling from too much salty foods and alcohol I took part in a little pina colada action while at the beach.
Not too mention enjoying a smores and a trip to Dunkin Donuts!!
So, I had nothing to blame it on but poor decison making and lack of walking.
The loss on the scale today is a victory, even if I am still 17 pounds over the weight I was before I broke my foot.
So, as of today, wiping the slate clean and starting here, that is my goal to lose these re-gained pounds and get back to that weight.
I dont think my mind is going to accept the victories totally as real victories until I get back to that place.
Yesterday was a good day.
I made one or two very minor slip ups off my planned meals and calories, but not to the point that they sent me into depressed mode.
I had a whole wheat pita pocket and one barbequed rib that were NOT a part of my planned meal.
But I gave up my late evening planned snack of yogurt and peaches and opted for a small box of raisins instead.
I pretty much have an even balance on vitamin d, calcium and protein, but I am needing to increase my daily iron and fiber.
So, the day was good overall.
and PLANNING to stick to THE PLAN again today.
Just sparking, blogging, recording, and private journaling has really helped me stay focused.