Friday, July 18, 2014
I have been watching a show on the Hallmark Channel called Ceder Cove not really my type of show I normally watch but somehow I am hooked ! As I am watching I realized that I don't know how to act mature ! like EVER !
Many people have told me I am the funniest person they know and I should be a professional comedian but I am on like 24/7 ! Behavior that would seem funny at 20 doesnt seem so funny now at my age ! lol.
I am even beginning to LOOK like Rodney ! I need some Respect PEOPLE !!!
I was married very young and was a VERY INNOCENT Girl who's parents were over protective and also very funny people themselves , Being funny was a talent and a strength in my family . I was then married for years to a very unfunny controlling guy who didnt really appreciate my humor ! I work also with young people and I am sorry to say I am tired of them , God bless their hearts , they are not to blame ! It has been said that comedians are people that need to work out a lot of issues ! I bet not even Rodney was Rodney all the time ! Its exhausting ! Anyways I am serious about reaching my goals and no I dont want to ever lose my FUNNY ! but I can not use it as a shield for my emotions or worries any more either !
Btw LOVE YOU RODNEY RIP !
I am seeing some resemblance here !