Wednesday, July 16, 2014
Just yesterday I posted a blog about being down two pounds and weighing in at 213.8. Today, I weighed in at 216. There is no way, Jose, that I gained THREE pounds over night. I know it was too much mac and cheese and salted pretzels.
I am so frustrated and mad. Frustrated at myself for weighing in. I am now measuring my tummy measures the same so I don't know what that dumb scale is talking about. Mad at society for making women feel less worthy because they are overweight.
To add salt to injury, my boyfriend invited me to the movie, Jersey Boys, with his dad, brother, uncle, and family friend. I am the only girl that goes but I always enjoy myself. They are genuinely nice people. This means we will have pizza and popcorn. I have only ate breakfast (got up at 11 am) and I worked out today so I hope it balances out.
Somehow it always seems to happen. I lose two pounds. I get excited and hopeful. Tell a friend. Than, I gain it back. I really need/want to lose this weight.
Just frustrated. And, wanted to share.