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Wheelchair or 5K... I think I'll RUN!


Thursday, July 03, 2014

So let's review. Last August, I was writing goodbye messages to my kids in my journal and challenging The Almighty to finish up anything he had for me to accomplish in this life because I was done. I was in constant debilitating pain. The doctors had long since let me know that there was nothing to be done to improve my lot, they could only treat the symptoms. Since I clearly didn't have the "willpower" to lose weight and I wasn't a candidate for weight loss surgery due to my history of blood clots, I would just have to try to manage the symptoms and accept that I would be in a wheelchair soon. There was talk of amputating my leg because of the damaged circulation from a massive blood clot 20 years ago. My knee had been a mess since 1982 when I shattered the knee cap and it was now bone-on-bone with bone spurs and arthritis and scar tissue. My right shoulder was also "permanently" compromised from multiple tears in the rotator cuff that they couldn't operate on so it also had scar tissue, bone spurs and arthritis. I had undergone physical therapy which helped a lot. I was able to effectively use my right arm again at least. Couldn't do overhead tasks with it and it caused me a great deal of pain but it was at least functional. The stated goal of the PT with my shoulder and knee were to give me enough mobility to perform basic personal tasks on my own. Like dressing myself and going to the bathroom.
I also had ruptured discs in my back twice and had others that were deteriorating. I was told I had "degenerative disc disease." And then, in early 2013 came Paget's. The pain in my back started becoming really unbearable over the 2012 holidays and I was afraid I had or was about to rupture another disc. It turns out I actually had developed a disease called Paget's disease of the bone. It was causing the bones in my pelvis and hip to become very soft and the combination of that with my severe obesity (I was about 320 at that point and eventually ballooned up to 340) was causing remodeling (deformities) in the bones. It caused excrutiating pain to even have to sit upright in a kitchen chair or the seat of a car. Walking was... torture. I had become effectively house bound. Rarely left my bedroom.
I had other medical issues; autoimmune disorders - Hashimoto's thyroiditis, myasthenia gravis, fibromyalgia - high blood pressure, irritable bowel. Needless to say I took a number of perscription pills each day. In July of 2013 I was a serious mess and had also started having symptoms of congestive heart failure. I hid this and avoided my doctor as I had made the decision that I wasn't going to seek treatment. That I was, in fact, going to stop taking ALL the pills and let nature take it's course. I figured a stroke from the blood pressure would put me out of my, and everyone else's, misery quickly enough.
On August 17th, I was watching movies on Netflix and a movie came up in my "recommended for you" section called Fat, Sick and Nearly Dead and the rest is history! That was a Saturday. Thursdays were my husbands paydays so on the 22nd I cleared out every single thing in my house that couldn't be juiced and stocked up. I started my juice fast on August 23rd, 2013. I consider that my "rebirth-day." I don't live in pain anymore. I swim and walk for exercise and have no issues with sitting, standing, walking, getting up and down off my knees, squatting. But I haven't run yet. I haven't run on land in over 25 years, maybe closer to 30. I used to jog in the water, which I'm sure looked pretty crazy, because I didn't want my body to lose the muscle memory of HOW to run.
So a couple of weeks ago I was on Facebook and my oldest daughter, Bonni, posted that she had set up a team for the Tulsa Glow Run. If anyone wanted to join her, it would be on August 23rd. It took about a nanosecond for me to say, "I'll do it." WHAT?!?!?! Nine months ago I couldn't even walk across my yard without my son or husband to lean on! Even when I was active in my teens and twenties, I was into horses and swimming. Never ran a race in my life! Was I crazy?! Well, maybe so. But just watch me run, baby. I have 7 weeks left to train. I will be doing the Couch To 5K program 3 days a week, meeting with a personal trainer once a week and doing the assigned strength training from her two more days each week. I don't know how much of it I will run and how much I will walk but I promise you I WILL finish:)
JUICE ON YA'LL! I GOT THIS!!
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AMARILYNH 7/22/2014 2:46PM

    I'm so happy I just saw you in my Friend Feed! I guess my subscription to your blogs ran out because I'd missed this. I'm SOOOOO happy for you - you have truly transformed your life. I can just imagine the joy your children are experiencing at having their mom back! You ROCK!!!!!! emoticon emoticon

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KENDRACARROLL 7/7/2014 2:22PM

    I'm so happy you're still here and still working your program.
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Looking forward to your race report :)

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SWEDE_SU 7/4/2014 7:36PM

    absolutely awesome! emoticon emoticon

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DYNAMICDEB53 7/4/2014 1:48PM

    Your journey is amazing and so glad that you found something that works for you and given you a happier and healthier outlook on life. Whether you walk or run that you are motivated to do this is quite something special for yourself and family!!


WTG
Hugs and smiles
Deb

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QUEENIEDMI 7/4/2014 9:03AM

    What an awesome, inspirational story! Against all odds you have overcome! It really is mind over matter! You are awesome! emoticon

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NATALIEMICHAELE 7/4/2014 2:07AM

    Thanks ya'll:) I had to change doctors because of my insurance so this doctor just acts like the other doctors (20+ years worth of them) must have been mistaken about the severity of my condition. He even made a comment that made it seem like he doubted my former lab results accuracy because it just "didn't seem likely" for me to have improved that much in that short a time. Especially the Paget's and the thyroid. LOL I don't care. I'm just thankful!

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BUSYGRANNY5 7/4/2014 1:26AM

    Fantastic! Love your desire and "GUMPTION!" Keep on keeping on!!!

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PENNYPEARLS 7/3/2014 11:20PM

    I am so proud of you! You are doing great and have a very positive attitude. Thanks for sharing. emoticon

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DS9KIE 7/3/2014 11:13PM

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that is amazing how you went from incurable to running a race.

So have you seen the doctors that told you they could not cure you lately?

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