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    SYNKYTTEN   2,299
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Day 1 - Feelings

Wednesday, July 02, 2014

I just feel like Im too far gone sometimes to even start.... I feel out of breath all the time, especially in this heat... And, I have such low energy and motivation to do anything. Seeing myself how i am only depresses me. I need to see results then I know motivation will come to me instantly. I'm always sweating. And always thirsty.

:(

I hope sparkpeople can live up to my expectations, though i know its up to me to do it...

Pay day is today and tomorrow, and I am determined to get some healthy food in the house. It shouldnt be that hard, I do loooove my veggies.

Despite that I am a single mom, that works 2 jobs... I shoudnt use those as excuses. "I'm tired," shouldnt be a valid excuse even though much of the time it is true. Who exactly am i trying to validate this to but me?

Hmmmm....

-JB
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RHOOK20047 7/3/2014 8:23AM

    Welcome to SparkPeople. We are all here for the same reason, no matter what our personal story is. We are here to help each other to get to that healthy point we want to be in our lives. It is not going to be easy, but it is attainable. I have found that changing things up is the way to start weight loss. Make small goals and they will lead to big successes. I know the feeling you are feeling. I started last July at 387, and I have lost 100 lbs. It wasn't easy, but with each little thing that you do, you can lead to success. But you have to start with a positive attitude. Welcome and get active on this site. emoticon

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MYQUEST4ME 7/2/2014 11:50PM

    You are on the right track my dear. But healthy food is so expensive. Fresh produce is worth it though, and I have to confess that I've paid for bananas with quarters before. It was ether that or eat the chips that were sitting in my cupboard! Bottom line is we need to do what we need to do sometimes! Keep up the good work dear!

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DWROBERGE 7/2/2014 3:45PM

    Keep focused for success.

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SYNKYTTEN 7/2/2014 11:51AM

  Thank you so much for your kind words @Katharina01 :)

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KATHARINA01 7/2/2014 11:37AM

    I'm sure SP will be able to keep you motivated. I know it's helping me a lot. And buying healthy food is a good start. emoticon

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