Friday, June 27, 2014
Internet problems prevented me from getting online last night. We just decided to turn it all off and let it rest, to see if the problem would fix itself. It appeared to, anyway. I have been procrastinating cleaning my bathroom for a LONG time, but last night I felt a twinge of motivation so I decided to take advantage of it. We have very metallic water and we get this orange build-up inside our bathtubs, showers, toilets, etc. It's very annoying and extremely difficult to get rid of...especially when I let it go as long as I did. I scrubbed my whole bathroom last night and got it nice and clean. It took me about 45 minutes or an hour. When I woke up this morning, I was SO SORE! I felt like I had worked out or something. It actually almost felt kind of good, and it reminded me of being sore after working out...which sort of scared me. I'm not crazy about being sore after workouts, particularly when I've been procrastinating working out.
Speaking of which...
I still have not been working out. I have not been eating very well and I've been drinking alcohol every day. I'm doing well with watching my portions, though, and I'm not really snacking. I seriously need to get better and get on my diet again and start exercising again. I'm never going to get to my goal if I don't exercise or eat better. I was doing SO well when I first started. I really wanted to workout, too. Now, I know I need to do it, but I just can't seem to make myself do it. I tell myself every day, "ok, you need to workout...this would be a great time to workout..." then I think, "Nah...I might do it later...I don't want to do it now." I do tend to have a rule that I don't have to workout if I'm cleaning a house, because that's a workout all on it's own. I really want to weigh less when I go back to school in the fall. I'm SO TIRED of my body feeling all doughy and flabby. I'm SO TIRED of not being happy with how my body looks. I'm SO TIRED of not looking stylish or feeling good about myself. It isn't any wonder that it continues to be this way, though, since I don't do anything to change it.
Seriously. I need to get with the program. What the hell am I waiting for? Geez. C'mon. I need to get my butt moving.