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So disheartened

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

The pain management doctor told me that I needed a steroid shot to the back, and that I was not allowed to ride my bike until he had reevaluated me at least two weeks after that shot. He only does the shots on Wednesdays. I hadn't heard from him in over a week, so I called. My insurance company still has not preauthorized the treatment. That means AT LEAST one more week before I can get it done, AT LEAST three more weeks before I can begin biking again. Which means, as a practical matter, I won't be doing any serious biking until AT LEAST August.

I am already at the edge of my coping rope. I am still deep in grief, exhausted, in pain, and barely able to handle my work load. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry.

I am so tired of my own whining. I wish I could write positive things. Today, my great accomplishment was finally unpacking our suitcases and getting the laundry started. That, and cleaning up my kitchen. Now I feel like I deserve to go to bed.
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MARILYNROBERT 6/25/2014 7:05PM

    You do deserve to go to bed. You and your family have been through a lot and you are having to deal with the maddening slowness of medical bureaucracy. Sleep and rest can be a very good thing for you. emoticon

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SCARLETTHEATHER 6/25/2014 2:31PM

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I'm sorry, that is rough. Can you contact your doctor and ask him to recommend some activity that it's safe for you to do until you can get back to biking?

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NATPLUMMER 6/25/2014 1:43PM

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