Wondering What Mirror I Broke
Monday, June 23, 2014
I am really depressed by my situation. I feel like I am going no where. Just a year and half ago, my life had so much promise. I just graduated from college with Exercise Science and had the huge accomplishment of losing 100 pounds. I am hardworking, outgoing.. yet this isn't enough.
I took an Americorp VISTA position and relocated from everything I enjoy. I knew the job would end in June so I started looking in April. I accepted a job full time than it took it back a couple weeks ago and offered 15 hours at $9.50/hr. So, that's like 100 bucks a week.
I am doing some marketing/design work for some ladies that are selling essential oils. I get $70/wk but I get pressured to sell it. It's tempting... but I just don't know. If that's not enough my client's friend keeps saying such and such does it this way after I get everything set up. Currently, I have to figure out how to install a theme on wordpress. I've researched and cannot get it to work.
Right now, my landlord hasn't cashed my rent check and this is making me nervous. I will need to pay him July than I will be pretty much out of money.
It feels like I did something wrong. But, I don't what. I could really use a break right now.