Sunday, June 22, 2014
Last night we had our company over. We had a GREAT time! Their daughter spent the night, so the girls have had a lot of fun as well. We had a cookout and enjoyed some great food. After dinner, we all went down to the bottom of our property and had a bonfire at our firepit. The girls caught fireflies and put them in mason jars. My girlfriend and I drank a whole bunch of wine and visited. It was so nice...a perfect way to celebrate the first day of Summer. Later on, I talked to Husband about what's been bothering me lately. I guess the wine gave me some extra confidence or something, because I just laid it all out there. I mean...ALL of it. He got really upset. He was mad, and annoyed...I told him that I hope he finally takes what I'm saying to heart, because I don't know how many times I can have this conversation with him. I feel like I've said it until I'm blue in the face, and he can either get with the program or not. Towards the end, he was less angry and more apologetic. But we'll see how it goes from here on out.
I haven't seen him yet this morning. I was rolled over looking at Pinterest on my iPhone and he got out of bed and went to the other side of the house to use the hallway bathroom, and has been in there for a long time...so I don't know yet how things are going to go. I really hope things aren't going to be awkward today. I want to be able to laugh and enjoy a happy, beautiful Sunday together. Like I told him last night, I was telling him what I did because I love him, and because I care very much about us. I want things to be good between us, forever.
So...if you happen to be reading this...send Husband and myself some positive thoughts today. Keep all your fingers and toes crossed that we have a good day together.
OH! I almost forgot. I weighed in this morning. I've lost 1.8 more pounds!! That means I not only got to my new low weight, I lost an additional 1.2 past that! That brings me to a total of 27 pounds lost! Yahoo!