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MDMALONE73
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Setbacks

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

Yesterday I had a setback and it's spilling over into today. I'm not sure what's wrong with me but ever since I turned 40 last October I've had some really bad mood swings and depression. My doctor knows this but says it doesn't need to be medicated or monitored. I just have no idea what's going to happen with that. Don't get me wrong I don't want to cause any type of harm, but I just want to hide in my room and sleep.

Today I've gotten up and done a little bit of work, and I've mostly eaten good things. However, I am so hungry and feeling depraived I'm actually going to have a chili cheese dog for dinner. Sorry, but I'm craving it and an order of tater tots. Must be getting close to my cycle because I'm losing my mind thinking about salty, meaty food.

I'll hopefully do better tomorrow.
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  • GINA4EVER
    Just wanted to see how you were doing. I hope you're feeling better. I would really pursue medication/treatment for your depression. It's one of the best things I've ever done for myself. emoticon
    901 days ago
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