Depressed and missing my little girl
Monday, June 16, 2014
My youngest daughter was arrested for the first time in her life. She's 30 yrs old coming this 5th of July. She's bipolar and an alcoholic. She had her own home a nice boyfriend and a great job. She's beautiful ans so stunning she turns heads both genders all the time. On the outside she's amazing. On the inside she's full of turmoil and lost. She's always been different from the norm, always quiet as she observed and absorbed the world. She was her older sister's shadow. Always envied her sister's beauty and like ability, not realizing she had her own. When she was 14 a new boy in the block took an interest. She ran off with him at 15. She married him and suffered ten years of physical, mental, verbal and emotional abuse. He introduced her to drugs and kept a watchful eye on her believing every man wanted her and she wanted every man. After the last beating and seeing him with another woman she came to her senses, so I thought. Ever since then she has been on a self destructive mission, taking with her any stray man. Everyone that knows her loves her and pity's her. Her scars and bruises are a daily reminder of the life she leads every weekend. This weekend she asked me to bail her out, but I want her to get the help that she needs and I'm hoping she will finally come to her senses and take hold of her life. I miss her already and I wonder what will happen. In the meantime I am depressed and hurting that my little girl is in jail. Emotional eating is on a rampage and at the moment I don't care.