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Saturday, June 14, 2014

Not really sure what to say as every time I am on here I seem to be moaning but I am usually a happy sort of person, I don't seem to be coping as well as I use to.
My main problem is Michael's mental health is my main problem as find I get tired so easily now and he takes a lot out of me, also when he is like this I get nothing back from him,
I had a melt down a couple of weeks ago when a friend let me down over a ticket(London trip) that I thought that I had sold her, the next time I saw her I had a real go at her(it was at my art group) and I still feel bad about it.
We are due to go on holiday in a couple of weeks and I have been told by a support worker and Michael's CPN that I must go for the sake of my own health, it is a Sunday to Saturday holiday which I am really looking forward to.
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MCJULIEO 6/23/2014 11:34AM

    When you are on an airplane, and there are difficulties and the oxygen masks come down, you are supposed to fit your own on first before you can take care of someone else.

Don't be reluctant to feed and lift up yourself FIRST! You will be a lot more able to take care of him if you enrich YOURSELF first. Being the responsible one is hard work!

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BRANDI1809 6/15/2014 11:47AM

    I hope Michael perks up for you & whatever happens, you have a wonderful holiday.
So sorry you were let down over your trip to London.

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MSTWOMOONS002 6/14/2014 1:48PM

    Hi Elaine; emoticon emoticon

So happy to hear your continuing on with your holiday plans. I understand that Michael gets you down & wears you out, yet as I've told you in my letters You have to keep doing things for yourself, You have a life to live, You deserve to be happy.

Take care & be well, continue to do things that make you happy, life is for living being down all the time is a waste of life.

Many Blessings Always Debby

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SIOL55 6/14/2014 12:25PM

  emoticon Sounds like you're working through a difficult time. Take care of yourself first... then take care of others.

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